I feel too much that's why I'm shutting down
I've become so callous because it hurts to feel. I've pushed everyone away and feel so immature for what I'm doing. I'm freaking 24 years old acting like a child because I can't manage my emotions properly. I never wanted to be here in the first place. I feel like it's all too much, the sensory input, socialization, maintaining relationships, keeping up appearances, doing what I'm supposed to be doing to fit in with society. I want to rest. I'm so tired of being here I just want to sleep and be done with it. Not to mention the fucking state of the world JFC