u/pessimistic_damsel

Sorry for the rant, but...

I'm getting really tired of people telling me to just be strong and get up, pull myself together. Because if they only knew, I've been trying so hard to survive.

I'm okay when people make me feel I'm useless. I'm okay when they tell me I'm stupid. But please, don't assume that just because I'm in medication and therapy, doesn't mean I get healed immediately. I can't wake up one day and instantly feel good and productive.

It's really hard, but I'm trying. I swear.

Hello po! Just want to share about an email I received about an invitation for a Business Manager partner request from verified and official Facebook email.

Subject title is: You've received a Business Manager partner request

This is likely a phishing scam.

Upon checking din po dito sa Reddit, it has been going on for awhile now and even those accounts not affiliated with any pages would receive one. Some even get up to 10 emails per day. Messages ranges from plain "request" to "account locked in 24 hours".

Ingat po, lalo sa mga may business accounts and digital creator profiles. I don't manage any pages anymore, but I think to check if it's legitimate, makikita niyo mismo du'n sa app imbes na i-click 'yung link from email.

To start off, I'm not even sure if I can call this venting. But I think I'm losing interest on most things that I don't even care anymore.

I used to be vocal about a lot of things. I would speak up on things that I deserve and believed that it's the right thing to do, esp in relationships. Over time, I stopped arguing because I suck at it. Even if I know I have a point, I'll always end up the losing side.

Earlier today, SO made an honest mistake on something that involves money. I told him calmly that it's okay, but he went to gaslight me saying, it was my fault for not letting him know.

Before that, I was KO'ed by quetiapine, so I was feeling groggy soon after waking up. I was so confused and even with all his ramblings, I was in my room, taking everything in but not feeling anything.

As I've mentioned, I used to be vocal, esp when something corners me.

But no, not anymore.

Things have been pretty difficult for me for the past few months that I became emotionally tired and mentally exhausted. I told my doctor that I'm losing interest in a lot pf things and my ideations are acting like crazy.

I have no one to talk to about this, but my doctor. We'll meet pn the 20th, but idk, I've been dealingg with a lot of things lately but I don't feel anything anymore. I'm not even getting mad to people who say shit about me.

I'm just tired.

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Anyway, thanks for your time reading!