I'm so confused and sad
I finally am so close to transitioning and got a surgery date but my partner said it would mean we can't be together as they're not gay and they're my world I love them and don't want to lose them and everything we have together I also have no one besides them I'd be poor homeless and have no support I'm so stressed and I want them but I also want to transition and I just want to cry I'm terrified to make the wrong choice what if I transition and regret losing my partner my love of my life but I'm also so sad at never living as myself!