u/upburntwick

I am pretty sure about my type, however is it necessary for sx4s to be in reactive category? Ennegram is more about instincts if I am not wrong, however alot of people deny the claim of mine to be SX4 because of "bottling up or remaining quite" I dont think I bottle up, rather I usually avoid conflict because it's exhausting to me. However I find myself speaking up where I think it will actually bring a change to either my environment or even just for my satisfaction.

Also I often feel inferior or as if I am just thrown aside, to fill this I try to become the "best"(idk how to put this, but best as in trying to complete the work asap or just trying to outwork everyone in general to put myself ahead and feel better).

How do I actually differentiate between sp4 and sx4? I think people have the wrong idea about sx4 for not being ambitious when it's literal title is "competition." I don't think I have typed myself wrong Since I am EFVL which goes along with sx4.

Whenever I come across a complex character there is nothing but hate against them with only a few understanding what's going on. It's so hard to open up a discussion related to it.