u/violetevenings

really felt the urge to just let go tonight but i knew i would regret it and i was able to hold on and just have some iced tea instead

i don’t mean any offence when i say this but i find myself listening to enjoy a lot more than puzzle

i never really drank as a teenager and as i transitioned into adulthood i was always careful about my alcohol consumption due to alcoholism running in my family (entire moms side struggled with alcohol and many family member died due to alcohol related illness/organ failure). however when i’m drunk i feel sooo happy and carefree and i’ve noticed i’ve been drinking a lot more lately. not all the time but the last 3 weekends in a row i’ve gotten drunk in social settings, im drunk as i wrote this, guess i’m just looking for some guidance or insight into choosing good health and minimizing risk by giving uo a bit of fun… because i know it’s a slippery slope. and anytime i drink i DRINK, i drink a lot, so the signs are there

anyways if you read this all the way through thank you