u/wanttochange101

Was I nothing to you? You mean so much to me. I love you H. You’re the only one who makes me laugh and that to, so much.

I miss laughing. It’s been almost 5 days, the day after my eyes looked so dead, I got a bit afraid of my reflection, even my mother was nice to me after seeing what I looked like.

I never meant to hurt you and I was so insecure and played dumb games. I had no experience and had no idea what I was doing. Sometimes I just tried to make you jealous because I thought I wanted to feel like I mattered to you. I’m sorry for all my mistakes..

I don’t want to live without you H; I don’t want to even want to die without you. I want to be with you in this life and the next. I said this same thing after the first time we met; when we had lost contact for like a month.

People thought I was crazy but I told everyone I had hope and we ended up miraculously reconnecting after I told God this same statement.

Ball is still in his court. Feel like reaching out but I can’t so I’m just posting here

I was an avoidant. I don’t get attached to anyone or really care that much. I love people of course but life was difficult and I got used to my own company and being by myself but deep inside I never wanted to admit but I was lonely.

I met the one man (also an avoidant) who brought out my overly attached side.

I tried to control it obviously because I know what it feels like when some people (some friends in the past) would be too attached to me; I would feel very suffocated.)

I didn’t want him to feel that way about me so I initially tried to keep a distance and when I would be distant he would get anxious. He would ask why I hadn’t messaged him and would ask me to send him particular messages everyday.

I used to hate texting anyone (he also hates talking to people, he told me he ignored everyone except me) but with time I had found myself constantly texting him. Almost everyone on my phone is muted except him and my father.

Almost all notifications are off. Every time I get a notification, I think it’s him; not just now, I mean since around we first started talking.

Now it’s been 4 days no contact. (Longest I think we’ve been is 4.5 days twice before; they were from my side but this time he told me he doesn’t want to talk anymore after the second time I blocked him; we had had a fight) The ball sits in his court though, but I ended with telling him to not text me again either..

I was an avoidant. I don’t get attached to anyone or really care that much. I love people of course but life was difficult and I got used to my own company and being by myself but deep inside I never wanted to admit but I was lonely.

I met the one man (also an avoidant) who brought out my overly attached side.

I tried to control it obviously because I know what it feels like when some people (some friends in the past) would be too attached to me; I would feel very suffocated.)

I didn’t want him to feel that way about me so I initially tried to keep a distance and when I would be distant he would get anxious. He would ask why I hadn’t messaged him and would ask me to send him particular messages everyday.

I used to hate texting anyone (he also hates talking to people, he told me he ignored everyone except me) but with time I had found myself constantly texting him. Almost everyone on my phone is muted except him and my father.

Almost all notifications are off. Every time I get a notification, I think it’s him; not just now, I mean since around we first started talking.

Now it’s been 4 days no contact. (Longest I think we’ve been is 4.5 days twice before; they were from my side but this time he told me he doesn’t want to talk anymore after the second time I blocked him; we had had a fight) The ball sits in his court though, but I ended with telling him to not text me again either..

It’s been like 9 years since I saw her but I still hate her so much.

Looking for suitable opportunities.

As in maybe you loved her but were still reminiscing over exes while with her and not treating her the best, then she moved on.

🔴Relationship Question+rant

I’m 25F, almost 26. I’m Muslim and Alhamdullilah obviously never dated or anything before. Then a few months ago before I left Dubai I joined Muzz and met this guy, long story short, he had initially joined just for playing. But he saw I’m not like that and was respectful and honestly I liked him but it turns out he was in love with his ex and she left him.

Does everyone have exes? And has everyone been in love before? How do you find people not secretly yearning for someone else?

Found

I ordered Cerave cream from Servaid Pharmacy today via Foodpanda. I received it and money was handed to the rider. Then I opened the cream and saw it is fake and obviously I could not know it fake before I opened it. (I usually order it from another place and never had an issue but they were out of stock.)

Anyway, right after I noticed, I tried to start a chat Foodpanda but the option was unavailable. I filed a complaint but previously I have faced issues where even after raising a complaint the money was not refunded so we took the money back from the rider. The rider went to Servaid Pharmacy and I spoke with them on the phone. But apparently they are not giving him the money back.

Now the rider is calling and saying he’s sitting outside my house because he can’t cover the cost. And that Servaid isn’t helping because the order was marked as delivered on Foodpanda.

What should I do in this situation? I was sold a fake cream by Servaid and I could not have known without opening? And it’s over 7k, I can’t just give it out.
And PS Servaid does not have an issue with the open product, they are apparently saying it should have been done before being marked as delivered.