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In order to express all sorts of things. Comforting, attraction, love, compassion, etc. I don’t have this installed in my brain.

In order to express all sorts of things. Comforting, attraction, love, compassion, etc. I don’t have this installed in my brain.

I don’t have friends. I feel like an alien in this world. Reddit gave me insight to valuable knowledge. I finally related to somebody. But then comes the part of me contributing. Whenever I do, I get deleted within seconds, banned, downvoted to hell. And I don’t even know why, I never mean any harm and am gentle. All subs promote inclusion in their rules! I read them ALL carefully before posting/commenting. There goes my fitting in with people who supposedly get me.
„Oh, you can’t post this here”
„Oh, here it’s obligatory to -insert dumbest possible thing-.”

Do you know how sad it is to be only allowed to watch when there’s so much longing for connection inside you? Well here, on Reddit, you can get your ass kicked instead!

I’M LIKE 90% SURE EVEN THIS POST WONT GET SUBMITTED

Change my mind? Yes, I’ve read other discussions about this matter, but I remain unconvinced.

I’m wondering as a female who doesn’t seem to feel attraction of any kind.

I’m wondering.

5’1” F.
Chubby even when underweight.
Tree trunk legs- wide thighs, thin ankles, enormous thighs.
Feet in children’s section.
Ugly big toes.
Varicose veins.
Stretch marks on thighs inside and hips.
Flabby stomach.
Anterior pelvic tilt making me look 3 months pregnant.
Labia such big it looks like a scrotum, I can’t wear stiff or tight pants, ride a bike without pain and blood.
Tubular breasts (they look like cones with giant areolas and no nipples).
Giraffe length neck.
Arms covered in past cuttingscars.
Short nailbeds, onycholisis.
Extreme forward head and thoracic hyperkyphosis (Quasimodo back).
Protruding red ears.
No chin definition, just fat.
Upper nose thin, lower wide. Has black big stuff hidden under skin that was once removed by laser, it grew back.
Red stuff when the nose connects to the face that looks like fungus.
Deep eye sockets.
Dark circles ever since I was a kid, there’s no getting rid of them.
Eye color is green, but since the eyes are so deeply situated, they look just dark and colorless.
Bushy eyebrows.
Hooded eyelids.
Always squinting, rarely can you actually see something but a line.
Thin lips.
Yellowish teeth with hippo-size spaces between them.
Skin so oily I need to wash my face every hour, it even greases my hair and fingers.
Always red and blushed, as if I ran a marathon.
Hairline that looks receding while having widows peak. I can’t put it up.
Hair color is mousy. Not specified. Pin straight. So heavy it has no volume and doesn’t hold any styling.

Not sure if I missed anything. There is literally not one thing that’s okay!!! I don’t know how to deal with this anymore. Avoiding pictures and mirrors isnt enough anymore. Nobody is ever going to love me.

I am not anything a romantic is meant to be. It doesn’t match my personality. How do you make this work?

What is attraction and why is it based on looks? How is platonic love different from romantic love? Why most people are attracted to the opposite sex when it doesn’t seem to make sense in terms of compatibility? Why does society place so much importance on genitals? Aren’t you supposed to love the person themselves?

Questions from 18F with Asperger’s. I’ve never felt anything for anyone. I don’t understand. It feels like I’m missing any sort of human biology. Please help.

Czym jest pociąg do kogoś? Co to jest atrakcyjność? Czym się różni miłość platoniczna od romantycznej? Dlaczego tak ważny jest wygląd? Dlaczego przeciwne płci się do siebie przyciągają, kiedy to nie ma sensu w kontekście kompatybilności charakterów? Dlaczego społeczeństwo przypisuje tak duże znaczenie genitaliom? Czy nie kocha się samej osoby?

Pytania od 18F z Aspergerem. Nigdy nie czułam nic do nikogo. Nie rozumiem, jestem jakby pozbawiona biologii. Pomóżcie, proszę.