u/2020Redditfan1994

Spend all day in my bedroom on edge anxious conscniously being scared of bad things to happen at home like leaks or other things that may need repairing or foundational issues counting down the hours until i can sleep

I feel too nervous, and unmotivated to crochet today, too nervous to focus on it and relax, been looking up charts instead, been over thinking of all the bad things that could happen, again. house repairs, like leaks, illnesses, no knowing until its too late, family, the bright spark council, have put weapon bins out. people could break in and steal them.

I hate that, when we are feeling discomfort like loud or annoying sounds, bodily needs like thirst, and to use the bathroom ext, you cant fix it straight away. The feeling of I need it to stop, but cant is one of the worst things to ever experience. Being tied up, unable to see, not able to stop pain, or sickness, a house repair, so much discomfort.

Does anyone like to (on purpose) sit in silence on edge, as a comfort? Thinking of as many bad things that can happen any second to you? You sit, saying nice and quiet...peaceful, Iam grateful Iam not trapped in a situation I cant tolerate, Iam grateful Iam well, and not in pain.

If you feel stuck, it it bigger than you think, you are stuck more than one way, you are stuck in a rat race, in a aging body, and stuck on this planet, for no reason. You may say your stuck in your life, unable to change things, thinking things will get better, but most of the things in existence, is out of your control.

If you feel stuck, it it bigger than you think, you are stuck more than one way, you are stuck in a rat race, in a aging body, and stuck on this planet, for no reason. You may say your stuck in your life, unable to change things, thinking things will get better, but most of the things in existence, is out of your control.

Its a sailor hat that's meant to be here today, BUT, its a empty space, and I can still buy it, this happened yesterday too, Is this a known glitch?

Its a sailor hat that's meant to be here today, BUT, its a empty space, and I can still buy it, this happened yesterday too, Is this a known glitch?

Please would someone help me out? Iam playing on desume, and I need help getting Nookintons please! Thank you in advance.

Does anyone else with hobbies, don't have their heart in it anymore? nothing looks interesting, your bored, probably because you have been abused, your abusive dads in a home with dementia, and your mum sees your uncle who abused you, behind your back? You struggle to do basic tasks too? You are on edge, nervous easily, so hyper aware, of any bad thing that can happen to you any second? The things you are trying to achieve arnt happening, no matter what you do? You also have trauma nightmares, that leave you feeling awful all day?

Does anyone else with hobbies, don't have their heart in it anymore? nothing looks interesting, your bored, probably because you have been abused, your abusive dads in a home with dementia, and your mum sees your uncle who abused you, behind your back? You struggle to do basic tasks too? You are on edge, nervous easily, so hyper aware, of any bad thing that can happen to you any second? The things you are trying to achieve arnt happening, no matter what you do? You also have trauma nightmares, that leave you feeling awful all day?

Even if you are happy, and content now, your life will fall apart one day, something horrible life changing will happen. Illness, a costly house repair, end up homeless, lose your job, lose a loved one or more, end up in a accident, and more. You could go blind, deaf, frozen in your prison body, and for what? Just so your parents could experience being a parent, or you could have a few fleeting moments, of happy brain chemicals.