u/2020Redditfan1994

The start was a bit poorly written, with getting rid of characters like Sammy and Erin. The Maisie closure was fine, Though she still has issues with her manipulative traits, even if some of her actions, where well intended sometimes. The new characters like Kav, and Tara work well together. The friendship falling out and slowly working their way back up with Shanine and Frankie, (and to a point Oscar, as he is leaving to be with his dad.) Send out a good message about friendships, especially with Shanice being drawn towards Zak, they have things in common. The storyline with Harmony and her dad was unrealistic, And Ann.. so much for being a tough prison officer....shes slack, oblivious and patronising to Willow. Vinny has matured quite a bit mentally. Hes really taken Willow under his wing, as a friend and role model. And it was nice for Bonnie to have closure with Frasier too. Josh is young, and naive, like getting Willow to open up, like it was easy, but I think he has good intentions, and will improve in the future, (If they don't axe him.)

Spend all day in my bedroom on edge anxious conscniously being scared of bad things to happen at home like leaks or other things that may need repairing or foundational issues counting down the hours until i can sleep

I feel too nervous, and unmotivated to crochet today, too nervous to focus on it and relax, been looking up charts instead, been over thinking of all the bad things that could happen, again. house repairs, like leaks, illnesses, no knowing until its too late, family, the bright spark council, have put weapon bins out. people could break in and steal them.

I hate that, when we are feeling discomfort like loud or annoying sounds, bodily needs like thirst, and to use the bathroom ext, you cant fix it straight away. The feeling of I need it to stop, but cant is one of the worst things to ever experience. Being tied up, unable to see, not able to stop pain, or sickness, a house repair, so much discomfort.

Does anyone like to (on purpose) sit in silence on edge, as a comfort? Thinking of as many bad things that can happen any second to you? You sit, saying nice and quiet...peaceful, Iam grateful Iam not trapped in a situation I cant tolerate, Iam grateful Iam well, and not in pain.

If you feel stuck, it it bigger than you think, you are stuck more than one way, you are stuck in a rat race, in a aging body, and stuck on this planet, for no reason. You may say your stuck in your life, unable to change things, thinking things will get better, but most of the things in existence, is out of your control.

If you feel stuck, it it bigger than you think, you are stuck more than one way, you are stuck in a rat race, in a aging body, and stuck on this planet, for no reason. You may say your stuck in your life, unable to change things, thinking things will get better, but most of the things in existence, is out of your control.