I usually do hard gel/builder in a bottle/gel pot enhancements and I want to take a break but does anyone else relate that upkeep is so hard and $$ and Nails feel so good especially when washing hair or picking skin (which i shouldn't do) or picking stickers even etc.
I started being depressed since November, it has been half a year now and I've stopped maintaining many connections, lacked in taking care of myself properly, but still functioning enough to go to work & gym once in a while. I just can't seem to "be happy" or "do what I like" because excitement seems to die after the initial thought or what I used to love just doesn't seem so worthwhile anymore (anhedonia). But I have a fear of wasting my days and I don't know what to do.