u/Aconito_Eslava

So, yesterday I decided to meditate with Lucifer, since he usually instructs me when it comes to demons. I waited for nightfall and went to meditate.

During the meditation, I talked to Lucifer. He spoke about things I need to improve. I thanked him for the advice and then asked him to recommend a demon to worship besides him, since I had only worshipped Lucifer and worked with some others, but never actually worshipped him. And he said: "Look for the genius opposite to Haziel." I didn't know who Haziel was, but I remembered that in the Goetia there is a connection between angels and demons, so I thanked him for the advice and went to sleep.

Today, when I woke up, I ended up waking up before my alarm clock, so I took the opportunity to research. While researching, I discovered that the one Lucifer was talking about was King Paimon. I liked it because I had never worked with Paimon before, I only knew his name, so I read the description and came across the information that he is loyal to Lucifer. This confirmed my meditation.

I am happy now, for I have never worshipped any demon other than Lucifer.

I've always been the type of person who's very close to my family, but I've been practicing with demons for a year and a half.

I'm the type who has always kept my practices secret and discreet, because I've always liked to handle things that way.

The only person who knows is my boyfriend. But I know that one day my practices might end up leaking to my family, and they'll find out about the demons and stuff. They are very Catholic, and they have fear and prejudice against any different religion, even evangelicals.

So how do you prepare for that day? And how was it for you?

Today I decided to contact the local spirit of my city's cemetery, as I intend to collect some ingredients from there in the future. I took six candles, lit them for the spirit, and entered an altered state of consciousness to communicate.

He didn't say anything, but he accepted the candles. Then I introduced myself and said that I intend to partner with him in the future and that the six candles were gifts for him. He didn't say anything and seemed indifferent, although he accepted the offering.

Afterwards, I left. I believe I was very lucky because the spirit wasn't the aggressive type. I think that after a few more offerings to the local spirit of the cemetery, I'll be able to start collecting what I want without being disturbed by other spirits or the local spirit. The cemetery is very wooded, and if it weren't for the tombstones and graves, it could easily be a park.

Hoje eu decidi ter um contato com o espirito local do cemitério da minha cidade, já que futuramente pretendo pegar alguns ingredientes de lá.

Eu levei 6 velas, acendi para o espirito e entrei em estado alterado de consciência para me comunicar. Ele não falou nada, mas aceitou as velas, depois eu me apresentei e falei que futuramente pretendo ter uma parceria e que as 6 velas são presentes para ele, ele não falou nada e so foi indiferente, apesar de aceitar a oferenda.

Depois fui embora, acredito que dei sorte grande, pelo espírito não ser do tipo agressivo, acho que depois de mais algumas oferendas para o espirito local do cemitério eu posso começar a coletar o que eu quero sem perturbação de outros espíritos ou do espirito local. O cemitério é bem arborizado, e se não fosse pelas lápides e covas facilmente poderia ser um parque.

If a spiritual entity only needs the belief of two or more people to emerge, then we can consider that all spiritual entities and spiritual worlds are the product of egregors.

If all things are products of an egregore, is there anything that is not a product of an egregore?

In my personal understanding of gnosis, I've come to the conclusion that death is this thing, due to philosophical pessimism. But I'd like to hear your opinions.

Eu atualmente estou no meu primeiro emprego de clt, e por alguns vários motivos eu venho pensando em mudar de emprego.

Mas, assim, eu meio que nunca fiz isso, nem sei como fazer.

Eu me demito primeiro depois procuro vagas? Eu continuo trabalhando enquanto procuro emprego? Se demitir é so falar para o chefe e sair embora? Como funciona?

I consider myself a follower of chaos magic, but I'm interested in studying older gods. However, it's very difficult to find information from modern pagans about these deities.

Any help is useful, even personal experiences, since information about the Venus of Willendorf is scarce.

I was thinking about this, the relationships we have regarding the attributes of the gods are ancient. But I work and study information technology.

And I wanted to know if there's any way to establish a connection between some netjeru and my area of expertise.

I've been thinking about it; honestly, it's not an area of traditional occultism that I enjoy or have an affinity for. But I'm forcing myself to study it.