u/Chemical_Activity_80

Every time I make a mistake and mess up people yell at me and talk down to me it makes me hate myself more it makes me seem like I am the problem.

It's that way with my family they always yell at me when I mess up . My mom never taught me anything and she never taught me to clean up the house I tried to clean up the house and she said it wasn't clean . When she was alive I messed up she yelled at me and so does the rest of the family. Like when I take long doing things at the last minute I put it off because I have anxiety and they don't care .

People always complain about how I do my job my bosses, coworkers and my job coach I feel like nobody has to go through this but me it's like everyone in the world is irritated with me I feel like people bully me because I do things wrong and mess up it's like they are better than me . You did this or that wrong. Nobody appreciates of what I do . It makes me seem like I am the problem it's something wrong with me . I have a disability I am very shy and have social anxiety and I have a hard time learning things. If people teach me how to do things they get irritated with me and they expect me to learn quickly if I mess up they get mad at me . And I learn how to do things by myself. It hurts my feelings of how people treat me .

Every time I make a mistake and mess up people yell at me and talk down to me it makes me hate myself more it makes me seem like I am the problem.

It's that way with my family they always yell at me when I mess up . My mom never taught me anything and she never taught me to clean up the house I tried to clean up the house and she said it wasn't clean . When she was alive I messed up she yelled at me and so does the rest of the family. Like when I take long doing things at the last minute I put it off because I have anxiety and they don't care .

People always complain about how I do my job my bosses, coworkers and my job coach I feel like nobody has to go through this but me it's like everyone in the world is irritated with me I feel like people bully me because I do things wrong and mess up it's like they are better than me . You did this or that wrong. Nobody appreciates of what I do . It makes me seem like I am the problem it's something wrong with me . I have a disability I am very shy and have social anxiety and I have a hard time learning things. If people teach me how to do things they get irritated with me and they expect me to learn quickly if I mess up they get mad at me . And I learn how to do things by myself. It hurts my feelings of how people treat me .

I have been bullied by my mom , brother, classmates, teachers, principal, co workers , bosses and job coaches I had in the past and society .

I am very nice and shy I keep to myself I am not rude or disrespectful. People in school and people who I used to work with talk horrible and bad about me and the same with my family. And people laugh at me behind my back and say slow , dumb , ugly, retarded , dirty , nasty and lazy I am none of it . Bullies said they hate me . Some don't want to be around me .

It makes me mad when people bullies me and others . We all have feelings. I don't understand why do people bully.

I have been bullied by my mom , brother, classmates, teachers, principal, co workers , bosses and job coaches I had in the past and society .

I am very nice and shy I keep to myself I am not rude or disrespectful. People in school and people who I used to work with talk horrible and bad about me and the same with my family. And people laugh at me behind my back and say slow , dumb , ugly, retarded , dirty , nasty and lazy I am none of it . Bullies said they hate me . Some don't want to be around me .

It makes me mad when people bullies me and others . We all have feelings. I don't understand why do people bully.

I will always be a loser and have a cleaning job and people bullying and lecture me of how I do my job . People got better jobs not me I do cleaning jobs 2 days a week for 3 hours . And my family complains that I don't work a lot of hours .

Got fired from one job and got almost fired from 2 jobs . Voc rehab is asking me what do you need help with nothing I wish people would stop bothering and leave me alone. I have been dealing with everyone's bullshit from voc rehab, bosses , co workers and family I am tired of it . People complain that I work 2 days a week and people complain that I am never home .

I never have a good day I have a good day once and twice a year it's back to hell . I am having stressful thoughts about people bothering me and won't leave me alone and people are yelling at me and someone else. My stress levels are high . Everywhere I go people always pick on me and bully me .

Cartoons

Tom and Jerry

Popeye

Woody woodpecker

Alvin and the Chipmunks

He Man

She ra

Flintstones

TopCat

Looney Tunes

Charlie Brown and Peanuts Cartoons

Tv Sitcom

The Cosby Show

Family Matters

Married with Children

Full House

Different Stokes

Sanford and Son

All in the family

The Brady Bunch

Gimme a Break

And the food was good you came back to get seconds and it was gone and the food was delicious and yummy . What should I do ? hide the food. I have some people visit us and they eat up all the food that makes me mad eat some and save some I don't mind sharing it's very annoying.

I am tired of being stressed and unhappy . I can't find a good job I always have to do cleaning jobs . Everyone has to do something different I have been doing the same cleaning job since 1998 and I feel like a loser and I work 2 days a week. Every job I have been at people complaining about me my bosses and co workers it's like they want me gone they don't like me . I have never been to college because I can't afford it I am not good at anything. I have to have a job coach who treats me horrible almost every job coach I have treated me badly .

I have never dated or married because I am shy and have social anxiety and I am 48 years old and will be 49 in September. I am not close with family my family plays favors and I am not one of them .

I want to travel and go places and travel all over the world and have parties and fun and go shopping I can't because I don't have no money to travel or to shop and nobody likes me I try to be friendly with everyone even my family people treat me horrible. When I have family get togethers it's always fighting and arguing and either they argue with me or someone else .

One day my life is good the next day my life is horrible for good. After my mom passed away about 6 years ago my life got worse my life was bad when my mom was alive it got worse It turned into a horrible nightmare like a bad dream beside her passing it's a long horrible story.

I have no support system every time something bad happens people act like it's my fault and they get irritated with me and don't want to help me they give me the cold shoulder. I help everyone even my family . I hate my life.

I am tired of being stressed and unhappy . I can't find a good job I always have to do cleaning jobs . Everyone has to do something different I have been doing the same cleaning job since 1998 and I feel like a loser and I work 2 days a week. Every job I have been at people complaining about me my bosses and co workers it's like they want me gone they don't like me . I have never been to college because I can't afford it I am not good at anything. I have to have a job coach who treats me horrible almost every job coach I have treated me badly .

I have never dated or married because I am shy and have social anxiety and I am 48 years old and will be 49 in September. I am not close with family my family plays favors and I am not one of them .

I want to travel and go places and travel all over the world and have parties and fun and go shopping I can't because I don't have no money to travel or to shop and nobody likes me I try to be friendly with everyone even my family people treat me horrible. When I have family get togethers it's always fighting and arguing and either they argue with me or someone else .

One day my life is good the next day my life is horrible for good. After my mom passed away about 6 years ago my life got worse my life was bad when my mom was alive it got worse It turned into a horrible nightmare like a bad dream beside her passing it's a long horrible story.

I have no support system every time something bad happens people act like it's my fault and they get irritated with me and don't want to help me they give me the cold shoulder. I help everyone even my family . I hate my life.

Does anyone have an idea to get rid of the crickets it's getting on everyone's last nerves and nobody in our building can't sleep it keeps us up all night I wish they shut the hell up and sleep when we sleep. We tried to get rid of them and they keep coming back I'm tired of them it's over 5 crickets damn .

Every job I had was a cleaning job . I work at a restaurant and I almost got fired because of my performance. And I was cleaning tables and greeting customers and they thought I was slow and they had me sweeping floors. And I got laid off.

I work at a movie theater I stand at the podium all day every early on and I start to clean the theater. And I end up sweeping the floor and nothing else . I was bullied and every job I have been at . I tried find another job and that didn't work I was still stuck with bullies.

I worked at the daycare and I watched kids while they where sleeping I couldn't be in the classroom by myself and when I was there I pass out much and do laundry and I clean rails. And I wasn't in class all day like everyone else.

I work at a retail store and I am a clear there I mop and sweep the floor and clean the bathroom and the break room and clean the shelves and mirror. And I work 2 days a week and I work for 3 hours . People on my job work more days and hours than me and I hate it my family is complaining about me working 6 hours a week and it stresses me out .

Every job I had I had a job coach . Almost everyone has more experience than me and I am 48 years old . People have masters degrees and they did more jobs than me . I never went back to school I didn't go to college after I graduated and I just went to work. My family and others have degrees I don't have none of it because I don't have the money to go to college. I feel left out . I have to clean shelves and sweep floors while everyone has better jobs not that I jealous I want to do more things.

I want to be a cashier , work in a office, work as a vet and I want to be an actress and I want to be a model but I am ugly ass hell and got fucked up teeth . Everyone does different things and I have to be a cleaner and it stresses me out.

My stress levels are high and I don't know what else to do and I can't take a long walk because it's over 110 degrees for over 20 days and I am tired of playing the same songs on YouTube and when I write about it it doesn't help. What should I do ?

For the past six years my life has been a nightmare. people scream and yell at me when I make a mistake and it makes me hate myself and makes me want to scream and yell at myself and said I hate you you are a loser you messed up everything.

I have a feeling I will die homeless on the street by getting killed or die because the weather is too hot or too cold .

I will never get married or get better jobs I will always get cleaning jobs and people always get mad at me and lecture me about my mistakes. I try hard to get a better job and it never works for me . I get a cleaning job working 2 days a week and I work 6 hours a week.

People think I can't work with people. Last job I had I worked at a daycare and I can't be in a classroom by myself unless they are sleeping and I have to be in a classroom with someone if the child is awake. The job I am I work at a retail store I can't work in the back or do the cashier or do other jobs I have to sweep mop the floor, clean the bathroom and break room and clean the mirror and the shelves on the sales floor. I am behind on life I am at the same place I was 28 years ago.

All because I am very shy and have social anxiety and nobody barely taught me anything if I ask for help people get shitty with me if they have to do it . If I need help I do it myself .

When people get irritated with me they stop talking to me and get rid of me or they walk away without saying anything. I hate myself because everyone hates me I wish I was dead I feel like other people are liked and I am hated . People hate me in my family and the jobs I used to work at I never said or did anything to nobody. People on my job are liked while I am hated the same as family. I get treated differently from others because of my shyness and social anxiety and people think I am lazy . I hate my life I never had no friends.

Yes my life hasn't felt right since my mom passed. I have been with her the most and I don't feel like I don't belong anywhere not even with my family.

I have a lot of dreams about her she came back from the dead and we live together again in too many different places and we sleep in the same room sometimes. And I wake up and she is gone forever. I feel like I am not going to see her again I will when I get to heaven. Yes when I dream about her it's a very beautiful dream .

We had big fights and arguments and I wish she was alive so we can sit down and talk about what's bothering us instead of being angry with each other.

After I dream about her I feel sad and depressed and I don't want to get out of bed I have tried to save her u wanted her to get out of bed instead of sleeping all the time and I wanted her to go to the doctor she refused to go to the doctor me and my siblings tried to save her we couldn't. It makes me sad everyday I don't know what to do.

Yes my life hasn't felt right since my mom passed. I have been with her the most and I don't feel like I don't belong anywhere not even with my family.

I have a lot of dreams about her she came back from the dead and we live together again in too many different places and we sleep in the same room sometimes. And I wake up and she is gone forever. I feel like I am not going to see her again I will when I get to heaven. Yes when I dream about her it's a very beautiful dream .

We had big fights and arguments and I wish she was alive so we can sit down and talk about what's bothering us instead of being angry with each other.

After I dream about her I feel sad and depressed and I don't want to get out of bed I have tried to save her u wanted her to get out of bed instead of sleeping all the time and I wanted her to go to the doctor she refused to go to the doctor me and my siblings tried to save her we couldn't. It makes me sad everyday I don't know what to do.

I feel like a loser. I have a crappy family that fights and argues with me and every time something bad happens it's my fault. Every time we have a family get together it's always fighting and arguing it makes me stressed and depressed.

I work at cleaning jobs most of my life part time every job I have worked at I have been bullied and talked down to . And everyone including my family talked down to me and gets mad at me for making mistakes and doing things at the last minute.

I am very shy and have social anxiety and I have never dated or married I am close to 50 I feel like everyone life is better than mine . I never had no best friends . Everything I do turns out wrong.

I don't have a supportive family if I need help I will ask God for now on like I always do for years . If I ask my family for help they get mad at me .

Another reason I am depressed I miss my mom and my family that passed on and I miss my pet that went missing and I never saw her again. And I get depressed when animals and people passed away.

I will pray for you will you please pray for me that I cheer up I pray that God cheer me up and makes me happy and my family be understanding and supportive. God please take away our trials and troubles in Jesus name Amen 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏 🙏.

My family acts like they are better than me and they put me down when I try to do things their way every thing I do is not good enough. When my mom was alive and I kept the house clean she said it was not clean and the same with my brother when I lived with him before.

And my other family members look down on me for not having a job and they got one and they are looking down on me for working 2 days a week. I wish I was working full time .

And the job I am at now my boss doesn't appreciate me she said I didn't do my job when I did and stuff is not getting done.

And other people hate me for no reason I haven't said or done anything to them I am very shy and I keep to myself and I don't bother nobody even at my old jobs people hate me and they don't know me I never said or did anything to them and they talked about me behind my back . And people get mad at me for no reason even my family stopped talking to me when they do they have an attitude it makes me sad and I think something is wrong with me .

All of my life I have been alone and lonely because people treat me horrible I never had no friends and my family don't like me because I am different. And something off about me I don't know what it is I think I have autism.

Worse 6 years of my life my mom passed and my pet went missing I never saw her again , family problems , alone and lonely, I feel unwanted by everyone and everyone rejects me and gets tired of me quickly and throws me away like I am garbage .

​

Every time something bad happens to me or someone else they act like it's my fault or someone else . My stress levels are very high . Everywhere I live people complain about me I clean up , I pay rent on time , I stay in my room and I don't bother anybody . Everywhere I work people complain about me I show up for work on time I do my job and I do what I am told to do and people complain about me .

​

I am very nice shy and quiet I keep to myself I wish I was happy for a long time instead of stressed out . I feel like a burden to everyone in the world this is why I am alone and lonely I am afraid to be rejected. I don't have any friends or a spouse I am afraid they get tired of me and treat me bad .

​

I am praying for those who are having a very difficult time right now I hope and pray God takes away our trials and troubles I care and we care my heart goes out to all of you if you are lonely or got rejected I pray that God cheers you up . If you are stressed, tired , or something going on that's unbearable I pray that God cheers you up .

​

God please be with us all we need you and I pray that you take away our trials and troubles in Jesus name Amen hugs and Prayers for all of you 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂.

I am tired of my mom being gone for 6 years she passed away and I am tired of my pet being missing I believe she is gone too. I am tired of being stressed out, I am tired of being alone and lonely, I am tired of not being happy for long, I am tired of people yelling at me and others , I am tired of being rejected, I am tired of people not caring what happened to me or others , I am tired of losing people I love , I am tired of people not affording things we need and people blame us , I am tired of people being tired of me one of these days I am going to disappear and nobody won't see me anymore.

Life goes good then it goes bad and horrible. 7 years ago my mom got sick and nearly died and she died 10 months later and she passed 6 years ago. Prices went up lack of jobs and after she passed I moved in with people who got tired of me quickly either they leave me or have me to live somewhere else.

I hate drama I didn't ask to live with family I know how they are . I applied for jobs either I get rejected or not hiring. Now I have a job I work 6 hours a week. And I have social security and I can't afford to live alone and I am afraid to be cut off by social security.

And I always get a cleaning job that I don't want to do anymore I applied for everything and I still get rejected . My family always complains about everything I do and don't do me working 6 hours a week I hate it too.

And I want a happy life I hate when people scream and yell at me and someone else. I want to work Monday - Friday 8-5 , cook or go out to eat , watch TV , shower and go to bed.

If I take too long doing things my family or others get irritated with me it makes me hate myself more and I feel like a burden to everyone and I feel like everyone hates me and I hate myself I never asked to be born .

I try to figure out why everything bad always happens to me . People are tired of me I am tired of myself I am ugly ass hell . That's ok I am going to disappear nobody won't see me again. I don't want to be around people who hate me and don't want me around.

I don't have a spouse because I am boring ass hell and I don't have any friends and never did because I am boring too and my family doesn't like me .