u/Complex-Wasabi9774

So, I am a young adult cis woman but have always been very GNC. I don't like referring to myself as a woman and want to have the opposite sex's genitals. But this desire does not torment me, and I could probably go through the rest of my life as a woman. I usually don't like to think about who I am or what I want because of this as well and spend most of my time daydreaming instead. I also feel very dull most of the time unless it has to do with my hyper fixation (I have autism).(I heard some trans people report feeling dull before transitioning so that's why I added this part). Lastly whenever I play a game, I pick the male or nonbinary characters. But I don't hate being a woman so much it torments me?