I have come to terms with probably transmasc of some sort. But due to disability (meaning i most likely will not live alone) will never be able to come out. any tips for repping and getting dysphoria to a manageable level?
I don't know if I actually feel gender dysphoria or if I just want to be like characters from a tv/movie/game I like. This all started because a character in a show I like came out as trans and I don't know if it's just me wanting to be like them. I usually feel dull and I really only daydream about my hyper fixations as they are really the only thing I have besides my immediate family. At the same time thinking of myself has always been hard. don't know what to do. I guess it does not matter to much since I would just rep anyways.
I would love to have been born a man for all sorts of reasons.
I have been GNC for my whole life. I have wanted to be AMAB for a long time too. Recently I watched I saw the tv glow and the end of TADC. And it kind of fucked me up. I have been having small panic attacks over my gender and feeling dull all the time. Thinking of who I am and what I am is just painful and I have been hiding in media my whole life. I feel barely alive and have since I was a child. Watching Jax die without being herself worries me that I will be the same. But I don't even know what I am. Is it all just delusion or living through characters? I don't know what to do anymore.
So, I have posted in places before about dysphoria. I am AFAB and kind of hate it. But only really being called a woman and being AFAB. I really hate my body and want female parts removed but know I don't have a good enough reason (i.e. just hating them) I don't really feel like a man either. I don't know if I would even mind being a girl if I was AMAB. So, I don't know what I do from here.
I have severe anxiety that has already been treated to the full extent it can be. It still prevents me from going. I have never had sex and will never, I have had the HPV vaccine and want to have my reproductive organs removed at some point soon too. Are there any other methods if I need to go for whatever reason that are less invasive?
So, I have posted here before about dysphoria. I am AFAB and kind of hate it. But only really being called a woman and having bottom AFAB genitalia. I really hate my genitals and want them removed but know I don't have a good enough reason (ie just hating them) I don't really feel like a man either. So, I don't know what I do from here.
I don't really like being a woman, but I can't see myself transitioning into a man either. I just really wish I had different genitals and was not called a woman. I just don't think I could ever transition because I would have to come out, have medical procedures that I might regret, etc. I will never feel like a cis man, and I am not sure if that's what I want either. I feel like if I try new pronouns but not do any medical transition, I will just be a girl faking being trans for attention.
I talked on a few trans subreddits but still am not sure if its transness (which I would not ever transition anyways because of social pressures being too much) or misogyny. Most days I feel dull and separated from my body.
I honestly don't know how to feel and just needed to get this off my chest.
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So, I am a young adult woman who does not like it. I don't like periods, or the ability to have children it honestly scares me (things like cryptic pregnancy and no abortion access) even if I have never had a relationship.
I plan on being childfree if I am allowed that choice. I don't wear female associated clothes and hated being forced to wear dresses to formal events.
I talked on a few trans subreddits but still am not sure if its transness (which I would not ever transition anyways because of social pressures being too much) or misogyny. Most days I feel dull and separated from my body.
I honestly don't know how to feel and just needed to get this off my chest.
So, I am a young adult woman who does not like it. I don't like periods, or the ability to have children it honestly scares me (things like cryptic pregnancy and no abortion access) even if I have never had a relationship.
I plan on being childfree if I am allowed that choice. I don't wear female associated clothes and hated being forced to wear dresses to formal events.
I talked on a few trans subreddits but still am not sure if its transness (which I would not ever transition anyways because of social pressures being too much) or misogyny. Most days I feel dull and separated from my body.
I honestly don't know how to feel and just needed to get this off my chest.
So, I am a young adult cis woman but have always been very GNC. I don't like referring to myself as a woman and want to have the opposite sex's genitals. But this desire does not torment me, and I could probably go through the rest of my life as a woman. I usually don't like to think about who I am or what I want because of this as well and spend most of my time daydreaming instead. I also feel very dull most of the time unless it has to do with my hyper fixation (I have autism).(I heard some trans people report feeling dull before transitioning so that's why I added this part). Lastly whenever I play a game, I pick the male or nonbinary characters. But I don't hate being a woman so much it torments me?