u/Dee___Snuts

I just got dumped last week Thursday. It was out of the blue and I wasn’t expecting it. She said she wasn’t happy but I thought we were finally good. I been on here reading people posts and watching coach lee videos about break ups for hope she will come back. The coach lee videos helped a bit. I’ve decided I’m moving on. Even tho the last thing I told her was I’ll always wait for her. If she really cared about me and loved me she wouldn’t have hurt me like this. She wouldn’t have put me in so much pain. She’s blocked me so I’m sure she’s not coming back. I’ve done all I could to reach out to her but nothing . I’m forever in no contact with her now. She’s done with me. If she did came back I would be so traumatized and scared she would do this to me again. There is no way I am going thru this agonizing pain again. I went days without eating. She knew how I hurt I was I cried to her in voicemails and voice messages so much. And she didn’t care. Why would someone who said they loved me do this to me. I know we had our fights and bad times but the good times out weighed the bad ten fold. I shoulda tried harder tho. I know it was my fault she left me. I wish I could have told her the truth about everything . Why I acted the way I did. What I wanted for our future. I wanted marriage. There are so many things I never got to say. I thought we had more time but didn’t . I thought we be together forever. I always told her i cherished our moments together. I’m glad I did. But it’s over now. Yesi.. I hope you’re finally happy. I’m sorry I failed yu. Yu will always hold my heart. I’ll never forget everything yu did for me. Yu were always there for me. Always. Truly an amazing and beautiful person. I’ll never forget our good times together. Ur cute smile that always lit up my day. Everything yu did was adorable to me. Yu were such a cool person. And I’ll never forget hammy our son (her dog). He was my best pal. Breaks my heart knowing he will think I just abandoned him. I love you guys with all my heart. Yu guys were my world my only source of happiness. I’m glad I always told yu that. I will forever miss yu. Take care💔