u/DuncanMcOckinnner

I am MtF but for a variery of reasons I don't think I will ever feel comfortable fully presenting female in public, but presenting male is killing me inside.

Are there any fashion tips so that I can dress a but more femininely without fully committing?

I've girlmoded once out in public and it was a horrible experience, like people staring at me literally it was horrible

He was complaining about furries and I showed him the furry deer antlers and tail and furry hoof mittens I was planning to buy and he instantly folded "i guess furries arent that bad" with *that* look in his eyes

Bro wants to f a deer girl after complaining abt furries lol also he asked for my ring size the other day i think im gonna make it

I try so hard to mask and come across as normal, not commit any social faux-pas, fake smile, not stim, etc.. but when I slip up it's like a light switch going off, I can see it in their face. Non autistic people get so rude the moment you stop fitting in, and I get that I guess, but when the so-called autistic (read: quirky) people in my life start treating me like dogshit for who I am... it's such a slap in the face. I wish autism never became some trendy thing.

Like my autism has made me so empathetic to people who are autistic, hell even just people who are socially awkward or commit a social faux-pas, like I get it. Why is it so hard for others to have that same empathy? Why is it so hard for friends and family to have that empathy? Why is it so hard to not call yourself autistic like it's some fun personality trait, especially if you obviously can't deal with actually autistic people?

Idk, navigating life is so much more difficult than it should be if people just had the bare minimum amount of grace towards people who are different. Like so many people genuinely have no empathy towards autistic people it makes me want to fuck off and live in a forest alone