Tired and hopeless
I don’t have the energy to read a lot of what’s out there. I was able to read the health section in the book the disappearance of the universe. I am exhausted trying to heal my physical body. I’ve searched far and wide for an answer and meaning behind why my life is the way it is despite all I do. And doing right by god, self, others.
I’m very sad and suicidal. Wondering if anyone has insight. Ty 🤍