personally mas gusto ko talaga handwash kasi sure akong nakukuha yung mga alikabok sa mga damit and nakukuskus ko yung mga itim sa kwelyo bcs of pawis. Yun yung na notice ko kapag nagpa laundry shop, di nakukuha yung ganun. Pero minsan di na rin kaya ng katawan ko na maglaba ng tambak bcs of sobrang init and mag-isa lang ako. Kayo ba?
planning to go there next week just to explore2 lang. Dugay na ko wala to kakad2 mga 2017 pa ata ang last visit ko to
33F here. I wanna start saving up for my memorial plan and sabi ni chatgpt i can choose installment and saving up muna or both. Rn, parang gusto ko munang magtabi ng pera for this.
I was so okay for over a year cause i now have a job but days ago me and my mom had a petty argument. Nakuha nya lang talaga yung pitik ko that time and now i feel so shitty. The way i was being a considerate daughter and paying the bills but she chose to be shitty. I'm now back to shutting everyone down around me. Nagkukulong sa kwarto and just dgaf about everyone. My dark humor is also back. I'm so done. I'm so fed up. Gusto ko mang lumayas but let's be honest malaki yung natitipid pag nasa bahay ka. I also hate the fact that i can't regulate my emotions because I have work.
I'm at the stage right now na kung anong mangyari sa kanila i might just look at them in the eyes and continue to walk. My mind right now is full of "What if I die?" but I can't cause i haven't started saving up my memorial plan yet.