u/Fast-Proposal-4152

I feel like what I could have is an ed but I don’t wanna assume and put myself in that category so I would like to ask a few questions but I don’t wanna ask the wrong things

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but not fully and I want to but I’m scared because of past experiences

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but idk I just need some advice idk what to do
**TL;DR; : my boyfriend has turned his location off twice and I want to know if I’m valid for feeling how im feeling despite him saying he’s not doing anything werid behind my back.**.

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but idk I just need some advice idk what to do

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but idk I just need some advice idk what to do

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but not fully and I want to but I’m scared because of past experiences

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

So I 22(f) has a boyfriend 26(m) and we’ve been together for seven months things have been going good despite some trust issues and overthinking I have and in the beginning I told him about my trust issues and overthinking and he said that it wasn’t a problem and he’d work on giving me the reassurance I need and i greatly appreciated it because no guy has ever tried to work with me when I overthink or give me reassurance but lately idk how to feel he has a habit of when he’s going somewhere no matter where it is he doesn’t tell me hes leaving I just look up and he’s gone not even a text or a call while he’s out saying “hey babe I’m going to the store” or “hey babe I’m going to get more shweed I’ll be back” nothing and I’ve addressed it with him and I told him that I don’t like looking up and your just gone out the door again with no explanation so if your gonna leave can you tell me before you do and he’s been doing good with that he slips up sometimes but for the most part he’s been telling me when he’s leaving now here the part that’s bothering me the most on June third he turned his location off and later on that night he said “oh I turned my location off cuz people were being werid but I gotta turn it back on” I didn’t even ask about it he just up and told me but then he didn’t turn it back on till the 8th of June and then he turned his location back off on July 22 it’s now the 25th and he hasn’t said anything about it at all not a single work and I feel as if I shouldn’t have to ask him about it cuz he went out of his way to not tell me he turned it off and then he says he’s not doing anything werid but why if your location off if your arnt doing anything werid and it’s like I don’t fully trust him when he says he’s going somewhere because what if that’s not where he’s actually going you know and I have great intuition me and my mom do and we don’t get the feeling that he’s gonna do something werid or that he is doing something werid and I trust him to a certain extent but idk I just need some advice idk what to do

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

I (22f) am a stay at home mom to two boys 2
And 3 I had them when I was 17 and 18 since I became a mom so young my life didn’t go as I planned it and it gets to me sometimes because I’m 22 with two kids and my own place but I don’t have a job or any money saved or a car and I look at the people my age and they have it all figured out they have cars,jobs,money,nice places and it makes me feel as if I’m not where im supposed to be like everybody around me is moving fast and I’m stuck in slow motion and it doesn’t help that I keep being reminded by my kids dad that I’m not where I’m supposed to be as a 22yr old and a mom and I know I can very well find a job but then my worries are “who’s gonna watch my kids” and “how will I get to and from work” my mom works five days a week on night shift sometimes six days a week so she sleeps during the day and my stepdad goes in at 4 pm and gets home early in the morning so they’re gonna be too tired to watch them and they’re dad can’t watch them cuz he can barely come see them he’s always complaining about how he doesn’t have a ride yet he lives with his girlfriend WHO DRIVES HIM TO AND FROM WORK and he barely wants to send money to help me with our kids so idk what im supposed to do im literally stuck in this place right now and i hate it cause i feel as if im supposed to be out doing things instead of sitting in my house all day and ive tried looking for work from home jobs but my house will need to be quiet and my kids aren’t exactly quiet so a work from home job might not be the best option for me my mom is trying to help me start TANF if any of you are familiar with that it’s a pro gram with dss for parents raising kids on their own they give you money every month for the kids and they help you find jobs and they help with childcare if you need it but you have to put the other parent on child support and he dosent want to do child support because he claims he doesn’t have the money for it but yet you work five days a week like puhlease and it’s not like he’s paying any bills cuz his girlfriend and her mom are paying them so literally if he’s so broke when is the money from his job going and he hardly ever gets them or sees them my two yr old barely knows him and that’s fucking sad like WHATTTTT literally sometimes everything about being a parent makes me wanna run head first full speed into a brick wall repeatedly 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

I (22f) am a stay at home mom to two boys 2
And 3 I had them when I was 17 and 18 since I became a mom so young my life didn’t go as I planned it and it gets to me sometimes because I’m 22 with two kids and my own place but I don’t have a job or any money saved or a car and I look at the people my age and they have it all figured out they have cars,jobs,money,nice places and it makes me feel as if I’m not where im supposed to be like everybody around me is moving fast and I’m stuck in slow motion and it doesn’t help that I keep being reminded by my kids dad that I’m not where I’m supposed to be as a 22yr old and a mom and I know I can very well find a job but then my worries are “who’s gonna watch my kids” and “how will I get to and from work” my mom works five days a week on night shift sometimes six days a week so she sleeps during the day and my stepdad goes in at 4 pm and gets home early in the morning so they’re gonna be too tired to watch them and they’re dad can’t watch them cuz he can barely come see them he’s always complaining about how he doesn’t have a ride yet he lives with his girlfriend WHO DRIVES HIM TO AND FROM WORK and he barely wants to send money to help me with our kids so idk what im supposed to do im literally stuck in this place right now and i hate it cause i feel as if im supposed to be out doing things instead of sitting in my house all day and ive tried looking for work from home jobs but my house will need to be quiet and my kids aren’t exactly quiet so a work from home job might not be the best option for me my mom is trying to help me start TANF if any of you are familiar with that it’s a pro gram with dss for parents raising kids on their own they give you money every month for the kids and they help you find jobs and they help with childcare if you need it but you have to put the other parent on child support and he dosent want to do child support because he claims he doesn’t have the money for it but yet you work five days a week like puhlease and it’s not like he’s paying any bills cuz his girlfriend and her mom are paying them so literally if he’s so broke when is the money from his job going and he hardly ever gets them or sees them my two yr old barely knows him and that’s fucking sad like WHATTTTT literally sometimes everything about being a parent makes me wanna run head first full speed into a brick wall repeatedly 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

(Before I start I must say that my grammar and punctuation in this might not be too good I have a learning disability and I never got the help I needed from school and my mom could only do but so much for me considering home school or switching schools wasn’t an option for me at that time but I say all that to say please be nice even if it’s hard to read I just need a place to vent and all rude or unpleasant comments will be deleted and you will be blocked)

I (22f) am a stay at home mom to two boys 2
And 3 I had them when I was 17 and 18 since I became a mom so young my life didn’t go as I planned it and it gets to me sometimes because I’m 22 with two kids and my own place but I don’t have a job or any money saved or a car and I look at the people my age and they have it all figured out they have cars,jobs,money,nice places and it makes me feel as if I’m not where im supposed to be like everybody around me is moving fast and I’m stuck in slow motion and it doesn’t help that I keep being reminded by my kids dad that I’m not where I’m supposed to be as a 22yr old and a mom and I know I can very well find a job but then my worries are “who’s gonna watch my kids” and “how will I get to and from work” my mom works five days a week on night shift sometimes six days a week so she sleeps during the day and my stepdad goes in at 4 pm and gets home early in the morning so they’re gonna be too tired to watch them and they’re dad can’t watch them cuz he can barely come see them he’s always complaining about how he doesn’t have a ride yet he lives with his girlfriend WHO DRIVES HIM TO AND FROM WORK and he barely wants to send money to help me with our kids so idk what im supposed to do im literally stuck in this place right now and i hate it cause i feel as if im supposed to be out doing things instead of sitting in my house all day and ive tried looking for work from home jobs but my house will need to be quiet and my kids aren’t exactly quiet so a work from home job might not be the best option for me my mom is trying to help me start TANF if any of you are familiar with that it’s a pro gram with dss for parents raising kids on their own they give you money every month for the kids and they help you find jobs and they help with childcare if you need it but you have to put the other parent on child support and he dosent want to do child support because he claims he doesn’t have the money for it but yet you work five days a week like puhlease and it’s not like he’s paying any bills cuz his girlfriend and her mom are paying them so literally if he’s so broke when is the money from his job going and he hardly ever gets them or sees them my two yr old barely knows him and that’s fucking sad like WHATTTTT literally sometimes everything about being a parent makes me wanna run head first full speed into a brick wall repeatedly 🙄🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

I met my boyfriend mark five months ago after I stopped talking to the person I was talking to and we had an INSTANT connection we have soooo much shit in common and he understands me on a level no other man had ever understood me I’ve never been with a guy who made me feel genuinely happy I just don’t wanna drive him away and we talk about our future,marriage,and babies one day we even talked about promise rings genuinely see ourselves together for the rest of our lives buttt I have a secret that I haven’t told him I’m an open book with him but this one thing in terrified to tell him but from primary school-middle school I was bullied TREMENDOUSLY by every kid in my grade(I was super quiet,I had a really bad stutter so talking to people gave me extreme anxiety and id stutter and even more)I never had any friends and I spent my time alone except for being at home with my siblings and when I was In elementary school all the girls in my class were way more developed than me and I was flat all around because I was always skinny when I was younger i didn’t gain weight till I was in 8th grade and since I was so skinny everyone in my class would call me a boy and say im lying about being a girl then when I’d try to defend myself I’d start stuttering more then I’d cry and run out of the class and no the teacher never helped me or stepped in so one day I had the bright idea to take the padding from a training bra and I put them in my bra and from that point on i started stuffing my bra and over the years ive had issues being SA’d by men and they would always go for my chest or my butt so now I’m werid about getting my boobs touched it grabbed I don’t even take my shirt or bra off during sex and I’ve grown to hate it and regret even starting that and now im 21 and im a c cup but with the fake boobs (they’re the fake boobs that cross dressers use) that are now a D or DD it would be really hard for me to stop because it’d be obvious that they aren’t real and I told him about the SA and I told him I hate getting my boobs touched it grabbed and it’s the truth I do and I told him that and he said he’s more of an asa guy than a boob guy luckily for me I got the ass from my mom lol and he said there’s no rush and I don’t have to take them off if I don’t want to but with him I feel safe and comfortable and I wanna be fully open with him about it and I crave skin to skin with him at night when we cuddle but idk how he’d take it if I tell him that idk what to do or how to even start telling him the truth ill accept any type of advice just some please help me 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽