I love those sort of characters. The one I’m currently reading is ENNEAD and I love how much of everything he’s doing derives from doubt and self-hatred. I love them suffering, preferably destroying everything around them and everyone they love out of self-destruction.
When I look at photos I find so much to nitpick and when I put on makeup I overthink about whether it’s too cakey or not but when it’s just me looking into the mirror, most of the time I feel really good. I don’t know how to say it, but when I look into the mirror at myself, I think how can someone not love this face? Like I truly adore my face and wouldn’t want to alter it, ever. But I don’t feel that way when I take photos. I feel trash and terrible when I take photos, unless it’s a rare good one, I mentally fixate on features I don’t like seeing on my face, like it’s the exact opposite of looking at myself in the mirror.
I wonder if anyone else relates to this?
I’d really like to particularly read something like—
Mc and ml were enemies in a past life, and they both reincarnated either to the same world or to a completely different world, and no one knows but them.
But anything goes!
For some reason I can’t type as much as I could before but I have the ultra subscription.
I know sometimes they take time to show up, but I just want to make sure that it’s not just me and that it hasn’t shown up for others as well.