u/InterviewPowerful320

This mod, as the name implies, added Godzilla and other kaiju, such as Battra, Mothra, Kiryu, King Ghidorah, and the skeleturtle, to Minecraft. As a kid, I would play this mod all the time. I would enjoying fighting against all the monsters that the mod had to offer.

However, the creator of this mod deleted the download links to the original mod and combined Godzilla with another mod he created called Superheroes Unlimited into one mod.

I can't seem to find the full original, by itself, Godzilla mod anywhere. The only place I can find it are those illegal mod-reposting websites like 9minecraft and mc-pc, but neither of them have the entire mod despite the gallery photos saying otherwise.

Y'all know where to look?

I have been looking for engineering-related extracurriculars in new jersey to do to get some engineering experience but have been unable to find any. I can't travel very far due to my mom and sister always being busy and needing their cars or needing to stay home for online studying. Is there anything online I could do? Please, tell me anything.

I took the AP exams and got a 2 on ap world and a 3 on ap bio. Everyone else got 4s and 5s on all of their exams. I swear how do people succeed so easily while I always fail? I always try my damn hardest and always screw up in everything I do.

I think it's because of how fucking autistic I am and how little knowledge I've accumulated over my 17 years of life. I have been in special ed for most of my life and only in high school did my school district allow me to move out of those fucking classes. I always wanted to be in advanced classes, go to an ivy league, excel in my classes, become valedictorian, prove that im not the r-word my case manager told me i was back in fifth grade.

But now that i finally got to these classes, i fucking failed. How the fuck is any mechanical engineering college going to take me seriously? They're not. let alone the ivies.

I always get anxiety, and feel immense pressure during tests but i thought i could still succeed.

How the fuck are there stupid fucking tiktokers who want to be different by pretending they have autism. I fucking hate this mental disability. I will never be proud of this fucking thing like every neurotypical person says I should. How the fuck do neurotypicals think i should be proud of this fucking thing? they've never experienced the amplified emotions that i do, your heart pounding so bad you feel like youre going to pass out and not being to think at all.

I want this fucking thing to be gone. I dont want to as an austistic dumbass. I want to excel in school without these emotions fucking up everything, without everyone around me thinking im just a stupid fucking crybaby who cant succeed in anything. I want to be valedictorian i want to go to an ivy for engineering but it seems like im too fucking stupid to do that.

No one around me even thinks I can succeed in engineering. They always tell me to just pick another career path and to give it up. whenever i call them out on it, they call me stupid and that, "thats not what i said". I don't know what to do.

Engineering has been my goal since childhood. But I cant even succeed in school. I wanted to prove everyone wrong by attending an ivy but i dont think any college would accept me.

What the fuck is the point in living if everyone looks down on you for something you can't control and you're too

I took the AP exams and got a 2 on ap world and a 3 on ap bio. Everyone else got 4s and 5s on all of their exams. I swear how do people succeed so easily while I always fail? I always try my damn hardest and always screw up in everything I do.

I think it's because of how fucking autistic I am and how little knowledge I've accumulated over my 17 years of life. I have been in special ed for most of my life and only in high school did my school district allow me to move out of those fucking classes. I always wanted to be in advanced classes, go to an ivy league, excel in my classes, become valedictorian, prove that im not the r-word my case manager told me i was back in fifth grade.

But now that i finally got to these classes, i fucking failed. How the fuck is any mechanical engineering college going to take me seriously? They're not. let alone the ivies.

I always get anxiety, and feel immense pressure during tests but i thought i could still succeed.

How the fuck are there stupid fucking tiktokers who want to be different by pretending they have autism. I fucking hate this mental disability. I will never be proud of this fucking thing like every neurotypical person says I should. How the fuck do neurotypicals think i should be proud of this fucking thing? they've never experienced the amplified emotions that i do, your heart pounding so bad you feel like youre going to pass out and not being to think at all.

I want this fucking thing to be gone. I dont want to as an austistic dumbass. I want to excel in school without these emotions fucking up everything, without everyone around me thinking im just a stupid fucking crybaby who cant succeed in anything. I want to be valedictorian i want to go to an ivy for engineering but it seems like im too fucking stupid to do that.

No one around me even thinks I can succeed in engineering. They always tell me to just pick another career path and to give it up. whenever i call them out on it, they call me stupid and that, "thats not what i said". I don't know what to do.

Engineering has been my goal since childhood. But I cant even succeed in school. I wanted to prove everyone wrong by attending an ivy but i dont think any college would accept me.

What the fuck is the point in living if everyone looks down on you for something you can't control and you're too stupid to succeed in anything?

I have been looking for engineering-related extracurriculars to do to get some engineering experience but have been unable to find any. I can't travel very far due to my mom and sister always being busy and needing their cars or needing to stay home for online studying. Is there anything online I could do? Please, tell me anything.

Gender: Male

Age: 17 years old

Race/Ethnicity: African and Moroccan

I was in special education for most of my life. I had expressed desire to be let into normal classes and honors if I did well enough in normal classes, but was always denied. Only in high school did my school district finally let me out of those types of classes. I wanted to do honors classes beginning from my first year of high school, but they and my mom would never let me do it back in middle school and years before. That’s why I did my hardest in my classes despite nobody ever believing me and always telling me to just stay in special education. I didn’t want to settle for that, though. I wanted to become the best. I would have done more extracurriculars but they were all simply too far away for me for my mom, who arrives home at 5, 7 if shopping, to take me. My sister only got a car this year and she still sometimes can’t afford to take me, as she studies from home and wishes to not be disturbed.

Due to depressive episodes, I didn’t do very well on my ap exams: 2 on ap world, 3 on ap bio.

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Freshman year of high school:

UW GPA: 3.7
W GPA: 3.8

Classes:

Biology CP
English 1 CP
Algebra 1 CP
Finance
Spanish 1 CP
US History 1 CP
Gym

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Sophomore year:

UW GPA: 4.0
W GPA: 4.0

Classes:

US History 1 CP
Chemistry CP
Geometry CP
English 2 CP
Spanish 2 CP
Python
React Native
Gym

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Junior year:

UW GPA: 3.7
W GPA: 3.8

Classes:

AP Biology
AP World History: Modern
Algebra-based physics (not ap)
Spanish 3 CP
Algebra 2/Trig Honors
Gym

SAT: 1230

Extracurricular: Fencing

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Senior year (haven’t taken yet):

*I took precalculus over the summer*

Classes:

Engineering 1
AP English Literature & Composition
AP Calculus BC
AP Statistics
AP Physics C: Mechanics
AP Physics C: Electricity & Magnetism
AP Chemistry
Photography
Gym

Extracurriculars: Fencing and am planning to do community service and volunteering.

I didn't do so good on my ap scores as much as I should have because of some depressive episodes I had at the time continuing to today.

Will colleges think badly of me if I don't report them, especially the ivies?

ap biology: 3

ap world: 2

Gender: Male

Age: 17 years old

Race/Ethnicity: African and Moroccan

I was in special education for most of my life. I had expressed desire to be let into normal classes and honors if I did well enough in normal classes, but was always denied. Only in high school did my school district finally let me out of those types of classes. I wanted to do honors classes beginning from my first year of high school, but they and my mom would never let me do it back in middle school and years before. That’s why I did my hardest in my classes despite nobody ever believing me and always telling me to just stay in special education. I didn’t want to settle for that, though. I wanted to become the best. I would have done more extracurriculars but they were all simply too far away for me for my mom, who arrives home at 5, 7 if shopping, to take me. My sister only got a car this year and she still sometimes can’t afford to take me, as she studies from home and wishes to not be disturbed.

Due to depressive episodes, I didn’t do very well on my ap exams: 2 on ap world, 3 on ap bio.

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Freshman year of high school:

UW GPA: 3.7
W GPA: 3.8

Classes:

Biology CP
English 1 CP
Algebra 1 CP
Finance
Spanish 1 CP
US History 1 CP
Gym

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Sophomore year:

UW GPA: 4.0
W GPA: 4.0

Classes:

US History 1 CP
Chemistry CP
Geometry CP
English 2 CP
Spanish 2 CP
Python
React Native
Gym

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Junior year:

UW GPA: 3.7
W GPA: 3.8

Classes:

AP Biology
AP World History: Modern
Algebra-based physics (not ap)
Spanish 3 CP
Algebra 2/Trig Honors
Gym

SAT: 1230

Extracurricular: Fencing

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Senior year (haven’t taken yet):

I took precalculus over the summer

Classes:

Engineering 1
AP English Literature & Composition
AP Calculus BC
AP Statistics
AP Physics C: Mechanics
AP Physics C: Electricity & Magnetism
AP Chemistry
Photography
Gym

SAT: another time in October

Extracurriculars: Fencing, community service, and volunteering I haven’t decided on yet.

Please forgive me and try to understand if nothing i say makes sense. I just need to rant.

I took the ap exams, ap bio and ap world history. I got a 3 on bio and a 2 on world. Everyone else in my school got a 4 or a 5 on both of these exams and they're both my and their first aps. I cried for days ever since I found out about these scores. I got a 96 in ap world but failed the exam because i was too stupid to write the essays. Everyone always says that intelligence isnt determined by grades or scores, but then how come the most smart people, without needing to study, succeed in these things while the dumb always fail.

I fucking hate being autistic. I hated the fact that I was in sped math and english until freshmen high school. I wasn't taught nearly as much as I should have been. Now i struggle and occasionally embarrass myself in front of others by not knowing basic, common knowledge. I hate not proving that stupid case manager who called me the r-word wrong.

I tried my best to succeed. But everything I did was all for nothing. Every time i get anything below a B or in this case a failing score, I just contemplate suicide. Everyone in my school except for my friend group thinks of me as a weird, autistic, sped kid who cries all the time and theyre right. I dont wnat them to think of me that way. I want to be a normal kid I fucking hate having autism.

All i do is post this same story about myself on reddit everyone couple of weeks bc reddit is the only source of consolation i can get without annoying my friends or pissing off my mom and making my sister question my common sense and give me weird looks.

I couldnt get into honors classes in sophomore year because my counselor didnt let me due to her thinking just one honors class alongside all normal classes would be too much for me to handle, considering my sped history. I didn't take that too well and saw it as her and my case manager and mom who supported her as an insult to my intelligence, so i tried committing suicide because no one wanted to help me obtain the knowledge i needed to became a mechanical engineer my dream job. I always wanted to go to an ivy league, ever since i was a child, but everyone seemed to get in my way.

the doctor, mom, and sister in the hospital room with me laughed at me, saying it was a stupid impulsive decision of mine. i see i overreacted.

I dont know how to feel how to go about this. maybe i take school too seriously. i just wanted to be the best. i dont want to be an r-word. I just want them to understand my goals. now i just sit in my room all day, switching from watching porn on my computer to scrolling on instagram on my bed, gaining weight in the process. I don't know what to do. I feel dirty, my room is a mess, and i always stay up until after midnight. I constantly feel sad and gloomy, no matter what i do it seems neverending.

Can I not send it alongside the AP scores from the AP exams I would have taken at the end of my senior year?

I really want to watch demon slayer and jujutsu kaisen in Arabic but I can’t seem to find them. Help?

If I get a good score on them, would it help me in the long run if I send them alongside the AP scores from the AP classes I am taking in high school?

Backstory:

I am a 17-year-old male junior in high school, who aspires to one day be a mechanical engineer. When I was a kid, I was diagnosed with mild autism and was placed in SPED classes because my mom and elementary school believed I could not handle an environment with a lot of people. Although, honest to God,  I did not know I was in SPED classes until the end of my 8th grade. Don’t ask me how. I genuinely don’t know myself. Guess it never crossed my mind why my class had an abnormally smaller amount of people compared to the other students in my school. I wanted to be the best I could ever be in school. I always dreamed of being the valedictorian, possessing the highest IQ out of every person in my school. I had tried to take higher-level classes in the past, but was turned down by my school. When I was in the 5th grade, I had just moved to a new district. Since I had mild autism, my mom and the school agreed that it would be best to put me in math, English, and science special education classes. Even though I had told my case manager that I wanted to take normal classes, advanced classes if allowed, she told me that I was too r-word-ed to handle them. When I told my mom about this, she didn’t believe that she called me and agreed that I should listen to the professionals and stay in SPED. I requested this again in the 8th grade but was turned down once more.  

In my first year of high school, I was doing so well in my SPED math and English classes, that my English teacher asked me if I wanted to move to English CP. I obviously took the chance. I realized that the teachers here actually saw me for my potential. I straight up asked my math teacher if I can move up to Algebra 1 CP and she agreed. Although, the class had such a different workload, different expectations, different everything. I had homework nearly everyday, which I never had in SPED math. I had to actually study, which I never had to do. I actually cried during tests, which I now find embarrassing and immature, especially since I would not study as much as I should have. All of these things applied to my English class essays, too. I was not good at English back then and did not even try to improve all year. As time passed, I eventually stopped crying during these classes and actually improved my efficiency in math. Next year, my sophomore year, I performed amazingly in all of my classes. I scored A’s in every marking period. 

However, these were CP classes, not honors. I was taking the average courses. As my friend told me, colleges want to see the level and amount of rigor you can handle, only then can you be allowed into the best college possible.

Since I was taking only CP classes, I developed the notion that there was no chance of me getting accepted into a good school and getting the job that I wanted. I had asked my counselor to put me into honors classes at the beginning of my sophomore year but she refused because she thought it would be too much for me to handle. At the end of the year, she denied ever doing and saying this. The school even defended her, saying that even if she had done that, she wouldn't get in trouble. My mom even agreed with her, saying that I wouldn't be able to handle more rigorous courses, calling me the r-word.

I went a little crazy, left a suicide note to all of my friends and family, and tried to end myself. All of my friends blew up my phone, telling me, “DON’T DO IT!” and “YOU HAVE SO MUCH LIFE TO LIVE FOR!”. The police came into my room after a friend who lives in the same apartment building as me called them. Even though they had stopped me before I had actually done anything, they took me to the hospital. My mom asked me why I was going to do what I said I was going to do, but laughed at me alongside my sister when I told them. They said it was a stupid reason. After they laughed, I was too embarrassed to tell the doctor and nurses what I was in the hospital for. My sister kept saying the guy in the booth next to us had bigger problems than I had. When I got back to school, my counselor allowed me to take all honors and two Aps with the exception of one CP for my junior year. My junior year schedule:

Algebra-based Physics Honors

AP World History: Modern

AP Biology

English 3 Honors

Algebra 2/Trigonometry Honors

Spanish 3 CP

Gym

Now it's summer. I passed my junior year classes with three Bs and the rest As. Now I'm going into my senior year with nearly all AP Classes. Here's my schedule:

AP Physic C: Mechanics / AP Physics E&M

AP Chemistry (DE)

AP Statistics (DE)

AP English Literature & Composition

AP Calculus BC

Engineering

Photography / Design Fundamentals

Gym / Health

Backstory:

I am a 17-year-old male junior in high school, who aspires to one day be a mechanical engineer. When I was a kid, I was diagnosed with mild autism and was placed in SPED classes because my mom and elementary school believed I could not handle an environment with a lot of people. Although, honest to God,  I did not know I was in SPED classes until the end of my 8th grade. Don’t ask me how. I genuinely don’t know myself. Guess it never crossed my mind why my class had an abnormally smaller amount of people compared to the other students in my school. I wanted to be the best I could ever be in school. I always dreamed of being the valedictorian, possessing the highest IQ out of every person in my school. I had tried to take higher-level classes in the past, but was turned down by my school. When I was in the 5th grade, I had just moved to a new district. Since I had mild autism, my mom and the school agreed that it would be best to put me in math, English, and science special education classes. Even though I had told my case manager that I wanted to take normal classes, advanced classes if allowed, she told me that I was too r-word-ed to handle them. When I told my mom about this, she didn’t believe that she called me and agreed that I should listen to the professionals and stay in SPED. I requested this again in the 8th grade but was turned down once more.  

In my first year of high school, I was doing so well in my SPED math and English classes, that my English teacher asked me if I wanted to move to English CP. I obviously took the chance. I realized that the teachers here actually saw me for my potential. I straight up asked my math teacher if I can move up to Algebra 1 CP and she agreed. Although, the class had such a different workload, different expectations, different everything. I had homework nearly everyday, which I never had in SPED math. I had to actually study, which I never had to do. I actually cried during tests, which I now find embarrassing and immature, especially since I would not study as much as I should have. All of these things applied to my English class essays, too. I was not good at English back then and did not even try to improve all year. As time passed, I eventually stopped crying during these classes and actually improved my efficiency in math. Next year, my sophomore year, I performed amazingly in all of my classes. I scored A’s in every marking period. 

However, these were CP classes, not honors. I was taking the average courses. As my friend told me, colleges want to see the level and amount of rigor you can handle, only then can you be allowed into the best college possible.

Since I was taking only CP classes, I developed the notion that there was no chance of me getting accepted into a good school and getting the job that I wanted. I had asked my counselor to put me into honors classes at the beginning of my sophomore year but she refused because she thought it would be too much for me to handle. At the end of the year, she denied ever doing and saying this. The school even defended her, saying that even if she had done that, she wouldn't get in trouble. My mom even agreed with her, saying that I wouldn't be able to handle more rigorous courses, calling me the r-word.

I went a little crazy, left a suicide note to all of my friends and family, and tried to end myself. All of my friends blew up my phone, telling me, “DON’T DO IT!” and “YOU HAVE SO MUCH LIFE TO LIVE FOR!”. The police came into my room after a friend who lives in the same apartment building as me called them. Even though they had stopped me before I had actually done anything, they took me to the hospital. My mom asked me why I was going to do what I said I was going to do, but laughed at me alongside my sister when I told them. They said it was a stupid reason. After they laughed, I was too embarrassed to tell the doctor and nurses what I was in the hospital for. My sister kept saying the guy in the booth next to us had bigger problems than I had. When I got back to school, my counselor allowed me to take all honors and two Aps with the exception of one CP for my junior year. My junior year schedule:

Algebra-based Physics Honors

AP World History: Modern

AP Biology

English 3 Honors

Algebra 2/Trigonometry Honors

Spanish 3 CP

Gym

Now it's summer. I passed my junior year classes with three Bs and the rest As. Now I'm going into my senior year with nearly all AP Classes. Here's my schedule:

AP Physic C: Mechanics / AP Physics E&M

AP Chemistry (DE)

AP Statistics (DE)

AP English Literature & Composition

AP Calculus BC

Engineering

Photography / Design Fundamentals

Gym / Health

I waivered into both of these for my senior year after only taking algebra-based physics. I have no idea how to apply trigonometry into physics.

Am I cooked?

When I lost a fencing match for my high school fencing team, I told her about my loss, and she just laughed at me while saying she won two more matches than I did.

When I told her about the fact I got a 60 on a history test, she told me that she scored a 90.

Anytime I tell her something bad that happened to me, she always laughs it off and tells me what happened to her.

Is she just someone who naturally laughs a lot and doesn’t mean any harm?

Every time I see a website has this movie, it's always blurry, in japanese, or both.

I don’t have much money. Every adult in my life has looked down upon me, my intelligence, because I had a case of autism. I wanted to take an advanced course to prove them wrong. But now I see that they were right.

I’m don't know if I should even live. I’m too fucking stupid to even pass an exam most people found easy. How can I expect to live a good life if I’m this dumb?

I just feel like killing myself rn. This entirety of my junior year has been a shit show. I don’t know how I’m going to survive senior year next year. I just want to excel in something like everyone else but I always fail in that.

Why can’t I be good at something anything? Every time I get a bad grade, I just lose more and more of my already little motivation.

I just want to be intelligent. I don’t want to be the stupid, numb-skulled, autistic kid that everyone thinks of me as. I want to be smart like all my friends are. I hate this feeling of inferiority and I feel it every second of every day. Why can’t I be smart at something?

My mom didn’t want me to take AP exams, neither does my sister. They think I’m trying too hard when I could go down an easier path by taking average classes and going into community college. But I don’t want that. They want me to just take the easy route. Fuck them. I’ve always hated them. I never loved them once in my life.

I took ap bio and ap world to prove them wrong but in the end I just proved them right. I got an A in world but a 2 on the exam. B- in bio but three on the exam. Fucking terrible. I wasted a whole year of my life on this shit.

I don’t know what to do. I have no one to guide me. No one to help me. No one wants to help me How the fuck do I proceed?