Is it fair that my parents treat somewhat essential stuff for my illness as needing to be earned?

So I asked for a mini fridge for my room cause I often have days where I cannot leave my bed but like I had to do like loads of work and get it like a "reward" and the same with a few of my mobility aids, is that fair?

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u/JonLenging — 7 hours ago

My haul from today 😊

Bunny rattles too (stickers £3 from tesco, picky pad £3 from the works, bunny £1 from a charity shop)

u/JonLenging — 1 month ago

Help me find the closest you can to the shorts I dreamt about (read desc)

So I had a dream the other night and I was wearing a pair of shorts and they were really cute, they were plain baby blue sort of puffy ish with lace on them specifically round the leg holes, I dont know if they exist irl but if they do please help me find something somewhat close to it

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u/JonLenging — 1 month ago

Is anyone selling or willing to sell any of these bunnies?

I really want to get one to celebrate my diagnoses but they're all either sold out or too expensive so if anyone is selling them for preferably under £20 and in good condition please let me know (they dont have to come with the bag but id prefer if they did, i dont mind tho) 🙂

u/JonLenging — 1 month ago

How can I hide it in 25-30°C heat?

Like I literally cant wear sleeves or jumper in that heat as I suffer from heat intolerance and will literally pass out and bandages and stuff aren't an option as they'll just make it more obvious and it'll still be hot. I tried concealer before too but it just doesnt work it kind of just emphasises it. Help.

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u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

Are these too noticeable?

Its going to be really hot soon so I really need to wear short sleeves so I really hope these aren't too noticeable, or that they'll go away soon as they didnt even bleed so they probably won't scar. Apologies for my super hairy arm too. They're also slightly more noticeable irl its just quite dark in my room rn

u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

I cant live in this house anymore and I dont know what to do. Please help.

[15M] [I live in the UK]

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I live in a very mentally/emotionally abusive and neglectful house hold and I have become extremely suicidal from having to be around these people, I desperately need to escape but I dont know how, I've spoken to child line and they contacted social services, but social services denied my referral so now im just so stuck and I dont know what to do, im just so scared, I hate being here so much, does anyone know what I could do? Are there any other sort of services that could help me go into care? The police isn't an option because my parents would kill me if I went to the police. Please help, I dont know how much longer im going to survive living here.

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u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

I cant live in this house anymore and I dont know what to do. Please help.

[15M] [I live in the UK]

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I live in a very mentally/emotionally abusive and neglectful house hold and I have become extremely suicidal from having to be around these people, I desperately need to escape but I dont know how, I've spoken to child line and they contacted social services, but social services denied my referral so now im just so stuck and I dont know what to do, im just so scared, I hate being here so much, does anyone know what I could do? Are there any other sort of services that could help me go into care? The police isn't an option because my parents would kill me if I went to the police. Please help, I dont know how much longer im going to survive living here.

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u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

Made my own version of the N/A music video because it frightens me

I think the lyrics are spot on but idk bout you.

(In all seriousness though, it does actually really trigger my paranoia which is so sad because its a really cool music video but I cant watch it)

u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

Showing how I want to look, how I see myself in mirrors and how I actually look as a ghost other kin / alterhuman

The pictures are listed in order of how I stated them in the title text. I used picrew to make them because I can't draw ☺️. They're not absolutely accurate but they're close enough.

u/JonLenging — 2 months ago

Showing how i want to look, how i see myself in mirrors and what I actually look like as a ghost alter human / other kin

I don't really know the difference between alter human and other kin yet as im kind of like new to all this lingo and stuff. I made them on picrew as I can't draw, had to put them all on the same things as I can't put more than 1 picture.

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

Any one who's good at making Minecraft skins, could you make a skin of my oc?

These are the best full body picrews I could find of him 😊

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

Was this reaction valid in this situation? (Read desc)

So the other day I put on the r/drawforme subreddit a picture of my like regression-sona kind of thing, but it got taken down because it was "inappropriate and agepl\*y" keep in mind it was not inappropriate at all, it looks like a child, so tried to explain the difference to the mod but she was just being so rude and disrespectful, she also said the reason it was "inappropriate" is because it was blushing which makes no sense to me, also I felt really uncomfortable about how she was s\*xualising it as I am a minor, which she new and my oc is based off me and posses only childlike traits, she banned me from the subreddit because I told her how it was weird that she was s\*xualising a minor/literal child oc. I also reported her. Am I in the right or wrong here?

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u/JonLenging — 3 months ago
▲ 154 r/itabag

How can I rearrange my pins, using all of them there so that it doesn't keep triggering my trypophobia?

(I know it doesn't actually count as an ita bag btw) it's the small pins that really get me I think, but I want to use all of them because my friend made them for me. I don't actually know why having them like this makes me feel so uneasy

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

Would it be racist for me to cosplay spider punk because I'm white?

He's like one of my favourite characters, but I don't know if it'd be racist because he's black and I'm white, I obviously wouldn't do black face or anything, but I also wouldn't wear his mask because I wouldn't be able to breathe or see, I really wanna cosplay him at some point though I'd it's ok for me to do so

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u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

Was this reaction valid in this situation? (Read desc)

So the other day I put on the r/drawforme subreddit a picture of my like regression-sona kind of thing, but it got taken down because it was "inappropriate and agepl*y" keep in mind it was not inappropriate at all, it looks like a child, so tried to explain the difference to the mod but she was just being so rude and disrespectful, she also said the reason it was "inappropriate" is because it was blushing which makes no sense to me, also I felt really uncomfortable about how she was s*xualising it as I am a minor, which she new and my oc is based off me and posses only childlike traits, she banned me from the subreddit because I told her how it was weird that she was s*xualising a minor/literal child oc. I also reported her. Am I in the right or wrong here?

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u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

What is the most reputable company for coloured contacts?

I wanna get coloured contacts for cosplay, but I don't know where to get them from and I want to make sure that I won't go blind from them

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u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

Does anyone mind drawing my oc, sunny?

The full body picture of him has the most accurate outfit 😊. He's supposed to have bunny ears as you can see on one of them, but I couldn't put them on all, cause I used picrew cause I can't draw :(

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago

I made some hama bead hairclips 😊

I have to paint the pink and white ones cause they were brown (i didnt want brown but they came in the pack with the black ones) and I couldn't find any white or pink ones anywhere

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago
▲ 821 r/Vocaloid

Is this miku poster I have AI?

I got it from pride one year, and it looks a bit AI, I really hope its not

u/JonLenging — 3 months ago