I'm finally getting back to myself. It's hard to move on and tbh I still love him and want to try again,but I also finally understand that I can't live in misery with myself. I have others who rely on me and I have to be strong and trust that fate will happen someday maybe,but just not now. I just need to focus on me and right now I'm feeling really good about myself and where I am. To all who are feeling opposite, don't let anyone have that kind of power over you. You are you for a reason. Run wild and spread your wings. Have fun with being yourself and one day you'll find someone who wants to take the time to get to know you and not want you to be anyone else. Only way to tame the wildness in yourself with someone is to choose to be tamed. Go after what you are worth and nothing less.