u/Laddyh0

It's not exactly professional documentary content. Just goofy meme gaming shit with a little bit of offensive humor. If enough people sabe this could it affect my chances of getting a job if youtube doesn't work out for me?

It's almost impossible to pop off and become a popular channel if you're faceless. You could have godtier editing and audio and the algorithm can give u 50 views in a month because people click your video and decide it's not worth watching for 1 minute

I'm ass at the game so I wanna use decks that take more skill. What is the most skillful.(If you say hogrider decks or royal recruit decks I am ignoring you)

Posting this here since the other vent subreddit required "Mod approval" which is fucking weird and condescending

I'm mentally slow and convinced I have ADHD since I have all the symptoms and didn't do well in school, I also have serious procrastination issues and some are saying I have some sort of autism that makes me introverted? I swear a lot, was bullied in elementary school for 8 years, I'm not good looking, chronically addicted to social media and video games. I'm 21 and can't find a job while my family is poor and I just feel like the most miserable piece of shit this world has ever seen especially since I'm headed to college for a 3rd year and have no job while my parents are both working hard fighting an uphill battle of massive debt while raising 2 kids(or 1 teenager and 1 adult)

So many r3dditors in particular tell me "your life is basically over" since I have no job experience or skills when trying to find basic fucking jobs like entry level or part time at a mcdonalds or any market. And when I get emotional and express my grief in all caps they call me immature and that I'm supposed to be an adult. I also do not vent my emotions which has left me with some rage that resurfaces every onces in a while(When I'm looking for jobs)

I try to start a youtube channel but I'm not entertaining enough so I get no progress made. Even when editing videos or doing something productive like 3d modeling or digital art, my parents actually have jobs and it makes me feel like shit because I don't have one so anything I do makes me feel absolutely useless especially when there are 14 year olds who get their first job after 5 job applications who are working hard and are smarter than me and know more things than I do that can contribute to living a good life.

My parents LOVE me, to the point where they would let me stay in their house until they pass away and I turn into a 45 year old miserable homeless dude. They're great parents but at the same time they don't push me to do anything that's needed in life, they push me to chase hobbies like guitar and payer for lessons which I enjoyed

All these problems that I cannot solve while others solve them like it's the easiest shit. Literal 10 year olds are smarter than me man. I'm LITERALLY 21 and kids are smarter than me, none of them have crippling social anxiety or procrastination and they can just go outside and trim someones yard for money, or wash the windows of a fast food join, they never have problems with money. Me? I'm trapped in my little world at home, my comfort zone, I can't even imagine doing that without the experience being excrutiating for no reason.

Wtf is the point of living if I can't even stand on my own 2 legs??

There are plenty of other problems I have but I forgot what they are, it's not that they're so miniscule that they don't impact me, it's that there's so many of them I just pay attention to the big ones

Has it gotten a little better since last year or is it still bad? I'm planning on going on another application spree and I'm wondering if the job market in London has gotten at least a LITTLE better? I know it was absolutely atrocious last year

They're all losers. All of them. Trying to prey off of new streamers with their bullshit

Everyone is gonna say to avoid them but they are ALWAYS 100% RIGHT ONTOP OF THE MISSIONS I'M DOING OR RIGHT NEXT TO THE FRIENDLY ENCLAVES AND IT IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING. I can't get my hands on any late game gear so don't go recommending some 50calibur sniper or heavy artillery shit.

Any shit gun I have the juggernauts just eat headshots. I was told something like 2-3 pipe bombs can take them down but those are way too expensive for the ridiculous amounts of juggernauts I come across. I could always lure them away or ram them with my car but those aren't always an option bc eventually 10,000 zombies will spawn out of my ass and demolish my vehicle like it's a grilled cheese.

There's also ALMOST ALWAYS A FUCKING FERAL that just acconpanies it for no reason whether it be in the open or a siege site

AND AGAIN JUST TO CLARIFY THIS IS FOR WHEN I AM JUST STARTING A NEW LETHAL COMMUNITY(making sure there are no vets who just recommend endgame gear "ErM just use C4 bro I can take out 50 of them with the 20 C4 I have or just use timberwolf bruv I found 1,000 50cal rounds easy hawhaw"

My 1 guy died 3 seconds after he went down. I spam the A button like my life depends on it. And he DIES ANYWAYS. U cannot convince me even with a bot autospamming A for me that my character would live. Wtf is the point of a mechanic meant to save your character if it doesn't save your character. Downvote me for getting mad and daring to insult the "best game known to man" that not even god himself would dare hate

I have been streaming for 2 years with no facecam, only a mic, I will play a whole variety of games, talk very often, crack jokes, my audio is clean and the games I play are entertaining. I have only gotten a total of 5 chatters ever(excluding all the graphic design scammers and bots),

50 followers and no views that stick around aside from those 5 chatters.

My friend started a gaming stream today for the first time, got 2 chatters and consistently had 3 viewers for the first 20 minutes. Y'know what she had? A facecam, and all she was streaming was some gameplay with commentary.

This isn't the only time this has happened. There are streamers with facecams all over twitch that have made way more progress than people without a facecam in way less time than the faceless channels have been streaming for.

There are exceptions ofc but VERY FEW.

Buy a face camera.

I need the money, but this program I'm taking is exhausting, and nobody will hire me anyways. I start my 3rd year in September and I still need to save up for tuition.

I feel more and more like shit everyday that I am not employed ESPECIALLY when I'm NOT spamming 100 resumes a day like most people(those people still don't get hired). IF I ACTUALLY MANAGED TO GET A JOB I would literally be so happy I wouldn't feel like a fucking chud gamer loser who works on his youtube channel in his pjs every day

I gotta ask: do businesses just automatically avoid hiring you if u ask for specific amount of hours? My classes take place in random times throughout the week so making a schedule for work would be very complicated, but even with my schedule open to anytime nobody hires me regardless, I go to markets, I go to fast food joints, I have NEVER tried local businesses partly because I have social anxiety

I am 21 and have never worked a job in my life which does not help my self esteem AT ALL (Highschoolers had a job before I even knew how to make a resume back then)

What's bad is that it's mostly my fault, I submitted 2 resumes online 3 weeks ago(no response obviously), submitted about 50 resumes ever and am planning to hand out resumes physically once I get ink for my printer but I'm worried I'll be extremely demotivated when the time comes. It's just so fucking draining for no reason, then I ask myself wtf the point of all of this is if all these companies don't even look at my resume and just throw it in the fucking trash the moment my back is turned. It's even MORE discouraging knowing this job economy is literally fucking everyone over

How does a college student with social anxiety and low self esteem, no skills, no experience even compete with these 14 yr olds who are getting jobs easily?

If this comes off as a vent I apologize. I will be trying to hand out physical resumes at some point this month.

So I started a game trying out the scholar/mage class and normally I play as a knight class, the thing is as a mage I die WAYY more than when I'm a knight since I have to rely on dodging since I'm dual wielding my staff and my shortsword

This made me question if I was actually bad at the game since I relied on the shield so much? Could also be that I have low VIT but that wouldn't be an issue if I was good at dodging

I looked it up and the sources I read from said this game consistently has around 1,000-2,000 players online and I'm constantly questioning whether I'm actually decent at the game or if the entire match is full of bots everytime I play ranked or casual

How do I remain consistent if merely editing videos drains me of all my energy?

For context I stream on twitch for 2 hours roughly and I download that stream and edit the entire thing, cutting out most of the raw footage turning it into a 25-30 minute video.

Whenever I edit for long hours I only manage to edit like maybe 10 minutes of it then I take a long break so I don't lose my sanity and get into the mentality of editing so it doesn't degrade as the video goes on but I've been editing this one video I plan on splitting into 2 parts for like an entire month because I play video games and do art. Even when I edit like 4-5 hours a day it's still not close to being done and it's becoming exhausting.

How tf do youtubers who don't hire editors post highly edited videos daily or weekly without building up fatigue?