Tired of being selfish
So, I like playing video games. They're one of my biggest passions in life...but I wish I didn't. I'm currently painfully unemployed, yet video games are one of the most expensive hobbies I could have ever become addicted to, especially for someone who's as useless as I am. And the worst part is that we're currently in a really bad financial situation...and yet I still can't help but want to waste money on fucking video games. I'm tired of being so entirely and utterly worthless. I want to matter for once and stop being a parasite.