Only a matter of time before I find the eos dupe body lotions.
So I love all of these. The lemon sugar scrubs smells just like its name so I had to scoop it up.
The sanitizers smells amazing both remind me of BBW pink pineapple sunrise.
The green twilight dance somewhat reminds me of bodycology twilight mist with more vanilla.
Im sitting in the car getting myself together. It hit me hard last night the depression.. someone remnants today. Im hoping I can shake it off as the week goes by.
Just feels heavy with a shitty toxic mother that only speaks to me to bark orders, wants my kids and I gone. I failed nursing, tried to do phlebotomy and that door closed on me... I just feel exhausted .. I want to cry and scream in this parking lot.
Im the only one showing up for my baby I have family but there's no support. Im angry.. extremely angry I feel it in my throat most days..
I know ill push through. I may have a good cry but..
I just feel alone and ignored.
Ill be okay and ill keep going i have to for my kids.
Its true they say when you have kids you see the trues colors and intentions of those around you. My mom hurt me the most..
Alot of times I feel like a baby like I should get over these feelings bc im not being abused, my kids are okay, I have a running car... and im working even tho its a low paying job.
Just feeling stagnant and stuck in life while others move fwd is such a hellish feeling.
Only thing helping is zoloft. I want to increase but im afraid of the activation anxiety.
I just feel alone..
Im about to head in..
The personal care body lotion is new to me but I do hope they come out with lotions of every scent from red velvet, pumpkin and all of that and omg yall it smells good as hell.
Well my mom wants me and my kids out. I've been racking my brain as to what I've been doing wrong but whatever she asks me to do I do. Gave her 2k during tax time( she wanted more i said no), celebrated her bday, I cleaned, take dogs out ect.. but if I leave a bathroom light on or misplace dog leashes she wants to throw me out.
It pains me she doesng even care about my kids .. she knows I was pursuing nursing school for a whole year so I couldn't work.. even now I work part time as a pca making 13 an hour.. ahe knows this and doesn't care..
She just wants me gone and its sad. She wont even speak to me. I did nothing to this woman. She talks around me to my kids.
It is what it is.
I already called 211 and looking for housing...
Just crazy I dont know what to think of my mom. Definitely thinking of going no contact.
I saw 1 and only one of the princess lotion. Its vanilla and rose and it smells very fragrant. Also scored the berries and cream sanitizer but has anyone else seen this lotion? Are there.more princess lotions?
Ofc I grabbed all 3 sprays. This makes me soooo hopeful that soon they'll get the eso dupe body cream. Thats what im waiting for.
So the peach smells AMAZING. a very well done peach. I have so many peach perfumes I added it to my hoard lol.
The vanilla doesn't smell like vanilla it smells like something else I cant put my finger on but it doesn't smell bad.. so I got it
Coconut smells like a lovely light coconut and Shea combo. I love it so much since I ran out of my BBW coconut perfume.
I also got the the little dove circular body cream thats very fragrant has a nice soapy out of shower smell.
I cant wait til its stocked..
How are the clincals. I was a nursing student andnim thinking of switching to OTA nursing clinicals were 12 hours.. how are ota clinicals? How's the work load?
It was the last Brazilian Orchid left.. the last one. I snatched it up soooooooo quick and put it in my cart(as u can see lol)
I still have the SDJ 59 body cream and when I tell you.. this Brazilian orchid smells just like it..
Run.. dont walk.. run.run.run lol
Im not paying 50 or 24 dollars for their lotion.
Also the pistachio lotion smells good to me. Some folks say it has a play doh smell..it does a little but it doesn't bother me..
Anyway this is my lucky before work haul lol.
Im scared to sleep right now. If it wasnt for zoloft id be having a panic attack right now..
Im so miserable even now im dealing with a cold and im congested. I can barely eat bc of my cold and im sick and I have to take care of small kids..
Nightmares are the icing on top. SMH
Help!
I asked the pharmacy they said its okay I think this is off brand sudafed..
Has anyone had a reaction with this? Is this safe with zoloft?
After long string of disappointments and silence. I dont know about God anymore yet I still believe in God but I dont think hes loving, kind,merciful or anything else and because of that I dont like or love him.
Which category would I fall under? Misotheist? Or something else??
More like Dollar Tree plus lol you might need some stronger scents to carry and amplify the dollar tree products.
So this is what me and my daughter are wearing.
Perfumes:
Vanilla Sugar (sp luxury)
*Solar Flare: Coconut Creme ( 5 below)
*Coconut ( BBW)
*MoonMilk ( Being Frenshe)
Layered with
Happy Hempz Coconut lotion 🥥
Coastal Cream Body Oil
Amber Glow Vanilla Creme deo ( used as perfume stick on wrists)
Can say my daughter leaves a scent trail 😆 lol
And guess where we're headed 😏 🤪 😎
This is the only Brazlian Orchid product I've found after hitting up multiple DT stores. All I can say is I love the smell.
Just looking out for the body cream.
So he goes to an autism clinic now and I worry bc this is the 2nd time he got caught in between some other kids tantrum.. my poor baby has marks all over him..
It pisses me off bc the other kids dont have marks. I asked. Who did it and they said they couldn't disclose that info.
I feel upset bc he NEEDS these s3evices but I dont want to send him into a lions den everyday.
I told myself if it happened again im switching him to a different clinic bc fuck that.
How would you have handled this?
So my last post got taken down but this was my latest haul.. guess it has to be strictly bath and body. The Orchid serum and lotion is to die for.
About to use the scrub. I also got the shorts.. theyre strictly night wear indoors only lol.
Lol i feel i scored big at this DT i found stuff i was looking for..
I truly only went in for snacks lol but found these beauties.
I got the rest of the amber glow deo, im a little disappointed with the amber glow hand cream I mean the lotion smells good its more so the design its hard work getting that lotion out.
Also idk id theyre new or not but the soaps! I hope powerstick makes fragrances for these scents
And a major find.. the dermasil spray ❤️ 😍
I feel so lucky and lol saw another employee with the shirt Thrill of the hunt. At this point I need one too haha.
Feels like God answered a prayer lol bc I really wanted these body butters. So I got the green and pink. I smelled Yuzu(yellow) it had zero scent.. nada-damn thing lol
Green ( sweet melon) and pink ( dragon fruit) smell very strong but alas as with most DT items the smell doesn't last.
I think i got everything I wanted from my DT spelunking adventures.. so I think im truly done... till winter time.
On a no spend journey no ha.
Im at 25mgs now so I feel 37.5mgs shouldn't give me that much activation anxiety.
The activation anxiety i felt was sooooo terrible its the only thing keeping me from upping my dose..
Should I expeierience less activation anxiety if I do the go up by half..like from 25mgs to 37.5 instead of full on 50mgs?
So i didnt find what I wanted. The Orchid shimmer oils so I settled for a cremier one at Walmart for 12 bucks..and its alright.. which is why I love DT finds. If something is gonna be alright it better be 1.25 lol
Anywho-- the hand wipes smell sooo good. Smell like a sweet peanut butter. Reminds me of nutty butties lol ..
I love the lotions but the passion fruit one has a minty smell to it.. maybe its just me but yeah im finally done scavenging.. so funny bc one worker at the DT I went to wore a shirt that said " The thrill of the hunt" lol
Well im hanging it up and saving till spa luxury comes out with fall/winter lotions and perfumes.
I know I need to talk to my Dr but I cant at the moment( weekend)
I was trying to see if its like a 1 night thing but the nightmares are consistent.
I was thinking of adding Prasozin. Will that be okay with zoloft? Or should I just increase.