u/No-Hawk6342

i feel every piece of fabric on my body during the day, from socks, underwear, tshirts, all. and when i sweat is a living hell, i feel every drop of it, every piece of fabric in contact with, it just make me want to run home and lay down still on the floor naked

so. im gay, and I basically question my gender a lot, something like genderfluid or whatever, i dont really mind much, i just like to do more feminine stuff and look as well.

because of that, and a lot of body dysphoria with my masculine features, I always try to be with bi guys, cause i think they wouldn't be bothered by my feminine wishes and aspirations (to be like).

you would as a bi be upset by a feminine guy? or a masculine woman? or would that be best of both words? i truly wonder...

*english not my 1st language

*my english is bad but my >!pussy !<is good

took me about 10 months to start feeling bored replaying the last of us part 2 everyday ! i dont know how to feel, it become a part of my life and day to day task, so many challenges and hours, but after 10 months... i think i need to put it aside for a while! was hella fun

I just finished part 2. damn... I didn't knew much but I certainly didn't knew it was about grief, I'm not ok. I just needed to vent that before going back to read because... was rough and I fell will only get worse now

1. the profile picture of the list
2. the official list order

the profile I've seen that we can change by dragging the desired film cover to the top. but the list order is default by additions and is so frustrating. is there a way to work around it, and I don't know?

1. the profile picture of the list

2. the official list order

the profile I've seen that we can change by dragging the desired film cover to the top. but the list order is default by additions and is so frustrating. is there a way to work around it, and I don't know?

As a person who has always questioned their own gender, this book hits differently!

Right from the first line:

>"him — because there was no doubt about its gender"

The way he always isolates himself, especially after a heartbreaking event, is way too close to home. And how when he becomes a she, she, sees that clothes don't change who you are, but how the world sees you. This, this was powerful, because I don't dress like I feel I am, but I am who I am, even if the world doesn't see it!

I think it was a Duke called Henry who fell in love with a portrait of Orlando and went to visit him, disguised as a woman, a Duchess, so Henry could amuse Orlando, and when saw that Lord Orlando now was Lady Orlando, he took off his disguise and revealed himself as a man. I thought of it as cute, even though he was insistent, and his role was to show how forced a woman can be and feel into a situation, which Orlando doesn't fall to.

Her relationship with Shell was also interesting, as Shell had feminine aspects, and Orlando never quit on all of his masculine maneuvers.

"You are a woman, Shell"

"You are a man, Orlando"

>We all know what love is. Did Orlando do that? Truth compels us to say no, she did not. If then, the subject of the biography doesn't love or kill, but only thinks and imagines, we may conclude that he or she is no better than a corpse and so leave it.

OW! OUCH! OOH...

4.5/5*

I think the low rate on Goodreads is probably because of people having to read it at school, UNFAIR!!! Justice for Orlando all the way! The writing style is very much a choice and hard to follow sometimes, but it is so much worth it, especially, as I said, if you are a person that has always questioned your gender!

>Thus it is no great wonder if, as she pitted one sex against the other, and found each alternately full of the most deplorable infirmities, and was not sure to which she belonged

FINISH GOLDEN SOL! WOW, very expected betrayal, but very well done. i dont mind to not be surprised by things in books or movies, i dont care if it was obvious, i care if its good, and it was brilliant! I knew since Sevro said that Roque was too in love with his own race.

Red Rising 3.75*
Golden Son 4.25*

i just really hope that Morning Stars feels more like this Part IV. i like the moral complexities and relationships Pierce Brown builds, the war scenes are just not his best work, in my opinion. he shines more doing the politics and the feelings

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I struggle a lot with self reading. People tend to like my readings, but when it comes to myself, I feel so lost and sentimental. 

For example, the first line here seems terrifying to me, but looking at it deeply, it must be talking about my anxiety and necessity to make hard decisions and accept the outcome. Right now I'm reading the cards are more positive, saying it's the right path, and for the amount of water cards, the cups, I would say they're very related to new and joyful relationships to build by meeting people there and others to maintain.

But I would very much like a deeper reading because I can't go deeper than this, and I know it is speaking more... my emotions got in the way, and I believe even the cards are telling this... 

question: is this course the right path to me?
no spread in particular, just take 9 cards while shuffle
deck: everyday mini tarot

SO i recently went back to reading, and now I'm building my LGBTQ+ bookshelf! I want to share what I already have and what i will be buying next month. And I want to know what y'all think and recommend as necessary for an LGTBQ+ bookshelf.

(theres no sapphic books because I don't feel comfortable reading sapphic romance, YET, i will try it again one day!)

CLASSICS

• Orlando by Virginia Woolf
• The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
• Maurice by E. M. Forster

MODERNS

• A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
• Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston
• The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller
• Heartstopper by Alice Oseman
• They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera
• Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat
• Dark Rise by C. S. Pacat
• Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx
• Heated Rivalry series by Rachel Reid
• Martyr! by Kaveh Akbar

A BIT MORE NICHE (i think)

• Don't Let the Forest In, Hazelthorn & Scorpion Deep by C. G. Drews
• Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas
• The Darkness Outside Us by Eliot Schrefer
• All That’s Left in the World Duology by Erik J. Brown
• The Last Sun by K. D. Edwards
• Betrothed to the Emperor by Kai Butler
• Deathball by W. H. Lockwood
• Don't Let Me Go by Kevin Christopher Snipes
• Hallowed Be Thy Name by Brooke Winters

What am i missing out there??? Also want to know if someone read any of this, love it or hate, tell me about it!

SO i recently went back to reading, and now I'm building my LGBTQ+ bookshelf! I want to share what I already have and what i will be buying next month. And I want to know what y'all think and recommend as necessary for an LGTBQ+ bookshelf.

(theres no sapphic books because I don't feel comfortable reading sapphic romance, YET, i will try it again one day!)

CLASSICS

• Orlando by Virginia Woolf
• The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde
• Maurice by E. M. Forster

MODERNS

• A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara
• Red, White & Royal Blue by Casey McQuiston
• The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller
• Heartstopper by Alice Oseman
• They Both Die at the End by Adam Silvera
• Captive Prince by C. S. Pacat
• Dark Rise by C. S. Pacat
• Brokeback Mountain by Annie Proulx
• Heated Rivalry series by Rachel Reid
• Martyr! by Kaveh Akbar

A BIT MORE NICHE (i think)

• Don't Let the Forest In, Hazelthorn & Scorpion Deep by C. G. Drews
• Cemetery Boys by Aiden Thomas
• The Darkness Outside Us by Eliot Schrefer
• All That’s Left in the World Duology by Erik J. Brown
• The Last Sun by K. D. Edwards
• Betrothed to the Emperor by Kai Butler
• Deathball by W. H. Lockwood
• Don't Let Me Go by Kevin Christopher Snipes
• Hallowed Be Thy Name by Brooke Winters

What am i missing out there??? Also want to know if someone read any of this, love it or hate, tell me about it!

Im looking for some book that have this plot, of a warrior with a non-warrior, a man who refuses to be a warrior, a killer, and maybe even enjoy arts. Could be military (modern), but I'm looking for more warrior ancients vibes truly

im so happy it will finally be done so i can binge the entire thing!!! omg!!!! also the books, finally all out so im waiting to have a bit more money to buy all 6, uuh i cant wait!

i was looking it on Goodreads because i like the genre of fantasy/scifi, and there's a review saying that they have an anti-gay law, and the problem with it, is that the main character doesn't see it as problem and has homophobic comments themselves. If somebody read it i would like to know.

so just to tell, after rewatching 6 or 7 (HA) times over 11 years, I will now be rewatching only my favorite scenes and full episodes. doing it cause i need motivation to write, and the 100 always does that to me!

if the romance is a subplot to the main story i don't mind, like Red Rising for example. but, i want to read Alchemised so bad, i think it must be beautiful, but... i dont know if i can read a straight romance and fully connect with...

so im talking about anal sex. i have question...

1- does a shit problem always happen? not talking about the big problem, but like, small problems? ugh

2- does anal sex smell?

3- is it this fkn complicated?

all those questions come from very...dysphoria ... reasons