u/OsmiumMercury

i’m a trans guy & i’ve always described myself as t4t, on the reasoning that i can’t imagine being romantic with someone or being sexual with them & then talking about some horrible transphobia-related news & not having them know that same grief ifykwim? i hope that makes sense.

but lately i’ve been finding myself tentatively open to engaging in sexual activities with cis people. i’m still not so sure i would date a cis person for the same reasons listed above, but like as a hookup or fwb ive been feeling open to it.

what do yall think? is this different from the reverse of a cis person wanting to fuck but not date trans people? does the reasoning actually matter?

kind of for cis & trans people. & also as a larger question beyond myself.

thanks!

not really a dream but best flair for this i think

i have pretty bad ptsd & on worse days i cant sleep unless i have some sort of voice going beside me. white noise or music isn’t really great for this either, cuz it’s a lot less to pay attention to than someone speaking (imo) so it doesn’t kill the ptsd thoughts as much, of that makes sense.

i’ve been a greg for YEARS & have watched more or less every single one of his videos, so i know i wont miss anything new if i sleep through them. & thus his videos are a natural choice as a background voice. & it works very well! makes it much easier to sleep when i can’t do it in silence. (+ the light from my phone playing them provides a little bit of a reprieve from the darkness).

just wanted to post & shout out that this channel has helped me in that way bc i think yall might find it interesting/nice (or maybe relatable, in which case sorry you deal with that too, sucks ass).

i’m not planning on moving out of state for a while, but i do want to eventually & just curious how much that could cost & what costs (obvious or less obvious) should be factored in.

been playing since ~2018 & while i’ve had cc for most of that time, i’ve never downloaded a mod & i really want to try it out!

what are some mods that you guys think add a lot to the game? or just ones that you think are fun or are personal favorites? nothing im looking for in specific! tia :))

i was diagnosed around 2013 (when i was ~7) & i was abused in school bc of my autism. i didnt know anybody else with autism & i couldnt connect with anybody else who had had my experience. i felt ashamed & lonely. i constantly had to explain myself because very few people knew much of what i was talking about. my parents took me to a summer camp for autistic kids & i cried being around people like me.

now, there are so many people who know & share that they’re like me. i can see so many autistic people online & see how many people relate. it feels normal to be share that im autistic. i don’t feel like im
coming out as a freak, i feel that im just sharing about something that impacts me. i have to explain myself so much less. i have so many friends that are autistic & i didnt meet them in autism-specific or even autism-centered spaces, i just met them out & about as i make my way through the world.

like i cannot explain how HAPPY 11 year old me would be to see this. it would have made the early days of healing my trauma so much easier. im so glad that autistic kids nowadays have this representation & population increase to make then feel less left out & seen & less ashamed.

just a lil positive rant