u/Pluti_

I plan on getting a pet once I get my first apartment because I really love animals, but I cant decide on whether or not I want a cat or a dog. I've had dogs all my life and I loved them, but whenever I'm around cats I love them just as much. I really don't want to get both a dog AND a cat because I think that would be wayy too much for me, so I need help deciding!

It happened when we were both little kids. We're teenagers now, but im expected to just move on and be around her like nothing happened. I had to forgive her days after it happened just because her mom made her say sorry to me. The only punishment that she had was getting her phone taken away. I've distanced myself from her over the years but I just have so much anger in my heart when it comes to this girl.

Yeah, she apologized, but an apology barely fixes what she did to me. Im pretty sure she only got grounded because she "wasn't supposed to like girls", and not because she ASSAULTED ME. I just don't know what to do. It feels too late to do anything.

Everyone finds me so off putting and I hate it. I get so jealous seeing other people naturally being able to form connections and friendships with other people. Whenever I try to talk to people, they always look at me funny like I said something wrong. It feels like im on a tv show set where everyone has their roles and lines except me.

Not to mention it always feels like people are judging me no matter how I dress or what I do. I really don't know what im doing wrong. People usually tell me that I look angry so I'm guessing that's why people avoid me and leave me out of things. Whenever someone is actually willing to talk to me, I almost always ruin it because I start getting nervous and sweaty and it's like I forget how to talk. I really want to be put on any kind of medication to fix this before I get a job but my mom is against me taking anything for this.

I also have a really low and quiet voice, so i kinda just fade into the background whenever a group conversation is being had. And whenever i actually try to put a little bit of volume in my voice it just sounds like im yelling and people look at me weird for that. I don't even know what to do at this point💔

(It feels like i only ever vent so ill try posting happier things next time😭)

I usually do certain hairstyles like liberty spikes, so I need a hairspray that's just as strong as got2b glued.

Im sorry if this doesn't make any sense. Im not that good with words💔💔)

Me and my (ex?) best friend haven't spoken in months, even after i've tried to revive our friendship. She seems completely uninterested in me now. I just don't understand. I would always invite her to hang out with my group of friends whenever her old friends would leave her out of something, she talked to me about whatever problems she had, etc. When the Micheal Jackson Movie came out, she became a huge fan of him and would constantly send me edits of him.

I didn't have a problem with this at all because I like MJ too, but I wouldn't call myself a super fan or anything like she does. Eventually, she found a new group of friends who were also MJ fans and started talking to me less and less (Im not saying that she's not allowed to have other friends!!). Like I said before, I've tried to revive our friendship and we started talking again for a few days. She really only ever replied to me whenever our TikTok streak was about to end. But after a week our TikTok streak ended and she stopped talking to me altogether.

Im not gonna force a friendship. If she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore, thats fine. But im just wondering if I did something wrong. Idk if "betrayal" is what I feel, but I kinda feel that way because I tried my best to include her in everything and was there for her no matter what.

I feel kind of pathetic because I think about her almost every day because we were friends for about 2 years. But I don't really see any reason to try and talk to her again. Whenever I brought it up she would say that we were still friends, but it honestly doesn't feel that way.

(reading this back, it really looks like im blaming Micheal Jackson for destroying our friendship wtf😭)

does anyone know if we'll get more Louis and Lestat in queen of the damned? I haven't heard anything about it.

When I was a Melanie fan, I would constantly see other melanie fans dog piling on someone for criticizing melanie's decisions, voice, etc, often making excuses for her and even going as far as making up lies just so melanie can seem free of imperfections. I remember seeing melanie fans arguing with eachother over melanie's extensions. Literally getting mad at another melanie fan for mentioning them and started lying about her hair actually being that long (when thats clearly not true because theres no way in hell someone's hair can grow that long in a short period of time😭).

melanie fans also constantly make excuses to justify melanie's God awful breath control. "Of but she's dancing a lot of course she's going to be out of breath!" "thats just her singing style!" Clearly none of those claims are true, that woman is clearly struggling and fighting for her life on stage. Her breath control is terrible, and thats okay to admit. There are multiple other singers who do twice the work on stage and can still hold a note. Hell, theatre kids sing and dance at the same time! What melanie is doing is just being reckless with her voice.

There was this girl in my class that was freakishly obsessed with me. She would try to dress like me, act like me, etc. Towards the end of the year I ended up transferring to virtual school. Somehow this girl found my tiktok account and messaged me asking to be my friend. I said yes because it was clear that she wanted to be friends with me from the start and I didn't really think anything of it.

A few days later she immediately went on a rant about how cool and pretty she thought I was and how she always wanted to dress alternatively like I do. In the same day she sent me all of this cringy ass relationship tiktoks. She's one of those "silly cars hehe i didn't eat today hello kitty x batman :3" girls. I just ended up telling her off and telling her that I had a gf (bc i did at the time). And she was really upset about it.

Eventually me and my gf broke up and she found out about it because i ended up taking my ex's name out of my bio. She acted really weird about it, almost like she was happy that I didn't have a girlfriend anymore and continued sending me couples tiktoks after I told her not to. A while later she texted me saying that her birthday was coming up and asked me to come to the carnival with her, then she asked me to come to her sleepover afterwards. I told her that I would go to the carnival but I wouldn't go to her sleepover because I didn't feel comfortable staying at someone's house, especially since we just met. She was okay with going to the carnival but practically dry begged for me to come to her sleepover.
she was so insistent on me going.

Im honestly glad that I didn't go because she gives off some weird vibes and I don't wanna find out what would've happened at the sleepover if I chose to go.
Im also sure that she's getting her friends to stalk my accounts. They would constantly view my tiktok profile
and view my instagram stories (because somehow they found my instagram, too).

We don't talk as much as we used to because I slowly stopped communicating with her, but every once in a while she'll try to invite me somewhere or send me more couples tiktoks. I might block her but Im still going to see her at school eventually.

Quick little rant here but like the title says, Ive rarely been able to find any alternative people who don't like Melanie Martinez. Whenever I follow someone or gain a new follower who's alternative, I always get so excited. But of course, they end up following melanie, posting about her, or reposting fan videos of her. Its so annoying😭😭