Lemme know if you like any of the same things I like

I’ve been cutting for two years and hurting myself since I was eight, and it got really bad this summer, a lot deeper and more often.

My sisters husband recently left to go to basic training and she’s having a horrible depressive period and she’s started cutting again too and my parents and my whole family really all know so we’re taking knives out of her house, staying at her house so she stays safe, and just trying to be there for her.

The ironic thing is, and maybe I’m being selfish but this is all I want someone to do for me, but I just can’t bring myself to tell anyone and especially right now it would make me look like I’m looking for attention or something.

The other thing I’ve got issues with is that, even when I do tell someone, how long before they treat me normal? how long before I can wear shorts and stuff around them? I just don’t know.

I just make these instead of cutting and it’s been working out fairly well recently.

I think this has helped me channel what would normally make me cut into something somewhat productive, haven’t cut in four days, which from cutting almost every day is a very big milestone for me.

I hope people like this, it gives me hope. I know I have like four variations of two different arts, it’s because I don’t know which ones I like best.

What do you think? I think it looks cleaner without the butterfly but I also like what the butterfly represents: hope, freedom, new beginnings, life after change.

I can’t tell if I like the first one with or without the butterfly.

Golden butterflies are supposed to represent new beginnings and butterflies in general represent hope.

I started a while ago and can’t seem to stop, it’s become a coping mechanism for whenever I’m feeling anything negative. Attached is a picture I drew, I dunno what it is, it’s just what I feel sometimes.

Some art I made focused on SH

[PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME YOUR THOUGHTS]

Above you can see what I imagine the shipped Stardew Bachelor‘s and Bachelorette‘s offspring might look like.

I posted this like a day and a half ago and so now I wanted to show you guys some head cannon lore I made for them all.

This would be placed 15-20 years in the future, here’s my lore for all of them:

Alex + Haley

Name: Evangeline (Van)

Gender: Female

Age: 22

About the Character: Van was born with more of Alex’s traits and very much was more masculine in the way she acted as well, with that as a young mom Haley used to not bully but tease in the way that some annoying parents do that she should act more feminine, by the time Van moved out she very much resented her mother.

Lives: In Elliots old shack

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Name: Maximus (Max)

Gender: Male

Age: 15

About the Character: Max is very athletic, he loves Gridball almost as much as his father, but also enjoys sewing with his Aunt Emily, Max feels pressured to become a Gridball athlete but genuinely would much rather sew, he loves Gridball but doesn’t want to do that with his life. Haley knows about Max’s sewing hobby and is trying to coax Alex into it so he doesn’t make the same mistake she did

Lives: In a house built by Robyn next to George and Evelyn’s house

Sam + Penny

Name: Missy

Gender: Female

Age: 16

About the Character: Very much inherited Sam’s personality, Missy hates rules, she loves to hangout by the Quarry and just smash rocks open, Missy’s twin brother Wesley annoys the shit out of her, him constantly trying to be the Golden Boy.

Lives: In Pam’s old house

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Name: Wesley

Gender: Male

Age: 16 (Older than Missy by four minute)

About the Character: Inherited Penny‘s personality, although does consistently break rules, whenever he hangs out with Missy he’s a different person constantly getting into trouble with her. He loves to read, very much so.

Lives in: Pam’s old house

Sebastian + Abagail

Name: Cameron

Gender: Male

Age: 16

About the Character: Cam is an observer, he’s very quite and would much rather be an NPC rather than a main character in any story, everything he sees he writes down, Cam loves dark poetry one of his favorite things is to read Edgar Allan Poe in his room In the attic, he's best friends with Tessa, Beau, and Maximus.

Lives in: A refurbished Pierre’s Shop.

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Name: Morgan

Gender Female

Age: 12

About the Character: Morgan is a white sheep in a family of black sheep, she’s the most bright and cheery person in Pelican Town, she really looks up to her Grandma Caroline and her eccentric personality, she has tea with her Grandma every Friday at 3:00PM.

Lives in: A refurbished Pierres Shop

Maru + Harvey

Name: Beau

Gender: Male

Age: 17

About the Character: Beau dreams of becoming a Marine Biologist, one of his best friends is Willy, they love to talk fish with each other on the weekdays, Maru and Harvey homeschool their son, Beau is becoming incredibly smart.

Lives In: An added apartment to the Hospital Building

Clint + Sandy

Name: Tessa

Gender: Female

Age: 17

About the Character: Tessa loves her dad, Clint has become the epitome of a girl dad, he’s taught Tessa everything she knows, she loves to work at the blacksmith with him, Sandy is very much a strict mother, although she loves Tessa to bits, she’s simply very protective. Tessa is dating Beau.

Lives in: The upgraded Blacksmith

Leah + Elliot

Name: Isabelle

Gender: Female

Age: 16

About the Character: Leah and Elliot built a house on the cliffside of Cindersnap Forest, over the sewer entrance, one day Isabelle found an entrance to the sewer and met Krobus, ever since she’s had a huge fascination with monsters. Isabelle and Tessa hang out by the mines, debating entering so Isabelle can see more monsters.

Lives in: Leah and Elliot’s cliffside house

Shane + Emily

Name: Nathaniel (Nathan)

Gender: Male

Age: 17

About the Character: Nathan loves animals of all kinds, he opened a the Pelican Town Veterinary/Wildlife Sanctuary where the old Joja Mart used to be with his parents. Nathan is very protective over his younger cousin Maximus. Nathan enjoys walking around Cindersnap Forest to see all the animals.

Lives In: The Pelican Town Veterinary and Wildlife Sanctuary

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More about my Head Cannon Future Stardew Valley:

-Caroline will have found out what Pierre was hiding and decide to divorce him right after Abagail moves out. She will then marry Rasmodius and live with him in a cottage next to his tower.

-Abagail and Sebastian running the Shop: not only will they sell vegetables, now they sell records, books, Salorian Chronicals stuff, stones, and even weapons and money equipment.

- Jas and Leo have gotten married and Jas is now mayor of Pelican Town, living in Lewy‘s old House.

- Lewy and Marnie are now retired and living at the farm together.

-Gus and Pam are in a relationship.

-George has passed, this far into the future I think he kind of has too. If I make this into a mod, that will be the start, a letter or something he wrote explaining how much Stardew valley has changed since he’s been there, not in the same gruff tone he used to have, in a much more sweet and gentle tone, in a way that explains how he’s satisfied with how everything turned out even if he hated change.

-Book club with all the moms every Friday an Bqq night with all the dads on Sunday, with Gus cooking.

-Pierre has moved out

-Vincent has a new girlfriend, he's currently living in Jodi’s house still, if I make this a mod he would move out to Zuzu city with his girlfriend at the end of summer and move back every summer after that, sort of mirroring his dads entrance to pelican town.

-Caroline and Rasmodius have an infant daughter

-Really far out there but Leo is Emily and Haley’s brother who was stranded on ginger island after his parents ship wrecked, I think I’d be really cool if Emily felt a connection to him and when visiting ginger island found the shipwreck and an unsent letter inside saying something along the lines of their parents being pregnant and almost due to have baby Leo.

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I know not all of this is cannon and some of yall are gonna be pissed but I’m gonna be completely honest, I think this is a really natural look into 15-20 years of Pelican Towns future. I know the ships are iffy for some of you guys but I like them all and think they fit really well.

I really enjoyed putting this together and in my earlier post some of these ideas were from people in there, I don’t know how you @ people but hopefully you know who you are.

Tell me what you do and DON’T like about this?

What do you think these characters would be like?

I have names picked out but what about their personalities and hobbies, let me know what you think so I can maybe make them into a mod.

IN ORDER:

Isabelle Hansen

Beau Vance

Cameron Sawyer

Tessa Banks

Missy Freeman

Nathan Walter

Maximus Mullner

I don’t want their personalities to be copy pasted from their parents, so what can make them unique, lmk.