You guys gotta stop asking for ridiculous stuff

Every single day I scroll my Reddit I see a post from someone in this sub saying something like "erm devs can you add x as a pet", "devs we totally need x as a mount!", "Can the devs add my ridiculous minigame idea", and my recent favorite "the devs should make it so Kliff can get into bar brawls".

Crimson Desert isn't a Real Life simulator. It wasn't even supposed to be single player originally, it was supposed to be an MMO. Pearl Abyss has been amazing with patches - but the problem is they're patching the fans most ridiculous ideas. The most recent patch was the ability to dye your weapon, a much requested add on, with many more things a normal player would never care about like making it so your bird pet you dropped 20 meat for can pick up loot, and it bugged the game out on Base PS5 down to like 20fps.

We don't need rainbow farting unicorn mounts, we don't need eating minigames, we don't need to dye the handle of our weapon well never see red, the game needs to be changed down to its fundamentals and it will never be because Pearl Abyss is a good company that listens too much to its adoring fans.

All of the armor and weapons need to stop being the same level and strength, it makes exploration and boss encounters not worth the trouble. No, the average new player isn't playing barbie with Kliff just having fun with slightly different cosmetics.

Performance and render distance on console needs an update.

The abyssal gear system needs an entire overhaul, there's no reason I should have 200 Abyss gears in my storage when my sword can only take 3 and my armor can only take 2

The UI in general needs an overhaul, the whole hidden menu thing for everything is just ridiculous

The map needs to not have every little Itty bitty marker on it that drops the frame rate itself when scrolling

No, Kliff doesn't need to use Damianes and Oongkas weapons, they should just be playable whenever you want instead of locked behind their own sections of chapters you'll never see

It should actually feel like you DID SOMETHING when you liberate strongholds or interact with the world. One of the biggest problems is that nothing you do in the game actually matters and the world just stays the same no matter what you do

There's so much about this game that needs to be changed and it just won't be because the devs at Pearl Abyss are too busy fulfilling every delusional fan who wants a life simulator. Matter fact I wouldn't doubt if that's why we don't even have any dlc yet

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u/RetinalTears716 — 18 hours ago

Tips for the anxiety?

I know this post is gonna make me look completely green, but im not I just have a serious anxiety problem that gets worse the older I get.

I'm 26 and the roads are starting to point back to backpacking. I've traveled the country sleeping at rest stops in a car, ive been homeless in the brutal NY winter in a tent, ive gone on a few pretty short backpacking trips.

But my problem is my anxiety. Finding a good place to sleep away from prying eyes whether in the backcountry or suburbs (I typically avoid cities travelling on foot) makes me anxious, cops make me really anxious, other people make me really anxious, and bears and other predatory wildlife making noises outside the tent at night make me anxious.

I know these aren't really things that have solutions, but im wondering and anybody else has the same issues and finds them workable. I just have the pre-journey jitters.

Ultimately when I do get out there I intend to try not and be by myself the whole time, and I know how to judge character at least

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u/RetinalTears716 — 9 days ago

The first time demons have appeared in my dreams, any significance?

Hey everybody, I'm a devotee to Lilith and have been for years and sometimes include general demonolatry in my practice but mainly King Asmodeus. But this morning, for the first time, completely random infernals/demons kinda made themselves known in my dream and I'm wondering if I should take anything from it.

Firstly - in my dream I was scrolling twitter, and came upon a post that read "Hail Stolas" with owl emojis and a sigil that after googling, sorta looked like his.

Second, in the dream for some reason I said "hail Belial" before walking into an abandoned shack. In real life, ive never done any work or real research into Belial so it's strange that I would've said that.

The abandoned shack was full of oranges/tangerines and big red nuclear buttons. My dreams.. don't always make sense lol.

Anyways, does this sound more like a silly noise dream or something I should pursue in some way?

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u/RetinalTears716 — 12 days ago

Stellar Blade x Nikkee DLC question

Hey everybody, I'm absolutely in love with the game. I've got both the Nikee and Nier crossovers (though I don't know how to start the Nier, please let me know). About the Nikkee crossover specifically, is it just the minigame quests and that's it? I'm seeing on Google there's a boss fight and a bunch of over stuff but the only thing happening is the quests to get the nice lady's stuff from the drones

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u/RetinalTears716 — 24 days ago

How do trans people always have great social lives?

This is something I've been thinking about for a while. It seems that the only people that have a lot of friends and go out and are always doing stuff are just trans people.. maybe it's like a social media factor? But you never see other types of people chilling out in an apartment with their 10 best friends and you never see people with absolutely popping social lives that aren't trans.

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u/RetinalTears716 — 1 month ago

How is the roommate situation right now?

I'm currently around the Colden area and being this far from society is actually having serious effects on my mental health. The only reason I'm here is there are some limiting factors keeping me here that I need to get through first before I go anywhere.

But I'm so desperate right now to get out, I was wondering how the roommate economy is going? Now that it's 2026 and everybodies poor, there's gotta be more options in terms of being in a shared apartment of people around my age (26) that isn't just for college students right? How do you find these arrangements? How much cheaper is it then renting an apartment yourself?

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u/RetinalTears716 — 1 month ago
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What's going on with the mentalh health places?

This is insane, I really really really need to get back into therapy and see a psych, and I'm calling around. Endeavor? 3 month wait list. Harmonia? "8 people on the list, all therapists full". Best Self? Best they can do for intake is August. Spectrum? Not even picking up the phone.

I dont know who to blame, the places for overbooking or people who don't need these services signing up for them. But this is outrageous, it wasn't like this a few years ago. What's going on? Any sleeper places that accept medicaid?

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Kathy Hochul is a perfect medium for the state

I'll preface this by saying that New Yorkers from the state will probably get what im saying, New Yorkers from NYC probably won't.

You can make all the arguments about how most state funding comes from NYC, but at the same time the state including the places that can't afford it pays most of NYCs debt, and that's not to speak of the fact that most of NYCs utilities come from the state.

But Kathy is such a perfect equilibrium and that's why I love her. Part of the reason a lot of the state is in the disrepair that it is is because we had Cuomo for so long, and he was very NYC First, and it led to places like Buffalo, Rochester, Syracuse, etc declining financially and structurally. But with Kathy Hochul, as a WNY native she has a vested interest in keeping the state AND NYC happy (which is a non negotiable for any governor).

I just think that's really great and that she's really great for it. Cuomo and let's be honest, any other governor because they're usually from NYC would empty the entire states coffers if NYC needed anything.

If we could keep an arrangement like this forever that would just be amazing and we can both be happy

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

I genuinely don't understand how everybody drives

Like idk if we're still doing the whole "if you don't have a car and drive you're a loser" thing in 2026 but it actually blows my mind that like, everybody has a car and drives.

I never had the support to get my license and all that (I'm 26). Like nobody would let me use their car to practice or for the test, nobody passed me down a car, and even if they did like it's insane how expensive they are. Repairs, registration, inspections, oil changes, tire changes. Like how tf is it that damn near everybody is doing this??? They seem and have always been so unattainable to me

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Any other self awares notice getting worse?

Hey guys. I'm basically a lifelong mental illness sufferer and it's only gotten worse throughout the years, im 26 now. The "self aware" thing is also why I've never found therapy to be any help, but this is kind of scary not gonna lie.

Like being aware of watching myself get worse is just kind of scary. Thinking in one line is getting harder, thoughts are starting to materialize as shapes and metaphors, im finding that writing a coherent post for anything is getting harder and frequently have to proofread to make sure I'm not missing words or just wording things incoherently. The only thing I'm not that self aware on is episodes, the boundary between normal and in the middle of an episode is getting harder and harder to tell.

Is this an experience anybody else finds themselves going through? It kind of sucks not gonna lie. And being able to actually like express this makes it look like it's not as bad as it is and I hate that. It's like telling someone you're depressed but not crying.

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Have they ironed out the issues for PS5?

Hey everybody as I'm sure a lot of people have seen, msfs2024 is on sale on ps5 and i really really want to get it, mostly for walking around in random places. But the reviews are very very low which makes me worried, but im hopeful that whatever the reason is its been patched and fixed up by now. Is it a framerate problem? Bugs?

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago
▲ 10 r/occult

Struggling with feelings of rejection

I'm sorry for posting it as an image, please click for the whole. I can't get around the "really long paragraph" error.

u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

How much exactly can you explore?

So this.. might be a stupid question? Basically I'm wondering like before i buy if I wanted to, could I land the plane in like a random place in the Mojave desert and hop out and explore on foot? Or is it just like you can only explore cities or airports? I can't find good answers online im on PS5 btw

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Is it just over at 26?

Hey everybody getting right to the point I guess.. I was a hardcore liquor alcoholic from like 20 to 24. Like 1.75l bottle after bottle, and because of that and the way it made me act I destroyed so much. My relationships, family relationships, friendships. Like my life would be so much different if I just.. didn't. But every day I'm just suffocated with this crushing loneliness that I wouldn't have if that never happened.

Like i was in my prime years for making friends, finding a forever relationship, networking. And I completely blew it by being an insane drunk. And I made so many friends back then too. Temporary ones because of said drinking, but without the drinking..

I'm Just worried that now it's too late. I let my most social years pass by and destroyed them completely and any progress that was or could have been made at the time and now it's just too late, it doesn't matter.

It really wasn't until this year I got better, and it took just one more beautiful relationship ruined by drunk me to make it happen out of fear

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Hey everybody, I literally just got into the Resident Evil series like over the last week. I've finished 2 and 3 and am now in the middle of 4. My original goal was to work to Requiem, but I'm loving these games so much I wanna play even more.

My only problem is that I'm really bad with scary games like a lot. I've kinda microdosed scary in the ones I've played to where now I'm not really scared in 4, but I know Biohazard and Village are definitely more scary. My question though is how much more? Is it different than in the other games?

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

Hey everybody, I was wondering if anybody has any experiences to speak of about public school 84? My daughter will be going there soon and were a little nervous about it because her day school has been so good the last few years and it's gonna be quite a transition for her, and it's even harder that she won't be able to just tell us whether she likes school or not :(

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago

I wanna play Requiem so bad but I don't wanna go into it uninvested... but there's so many Resident Evil games! And most of them are on sale. Which ones should I play to get the most out of Requiem later on? My excuse for not being caught up by now is I'm really bad with scary games lol but I'll try and power through it

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u/RetinalTears716 — 2 months ago