u/Such_Customer_3973

/hj (half jerk if that shit's a thing). It's painful everytime i remember my beloved Chopin is dead. I'm in love (parasocially) with a person who i don't even get a chance with (he's dead, brah). It's hurt when i'm in my bed imagine him with me, holding me, kissing my forehead gently (and even coughing up blood on me). I want him to haunt my piano and materialize and plays for me even for a brief moment. I want to take substances that make me hallucinate him. I want him to love me back or just have a feeling (even if it's probably disgust :/) toward me. When i remember they're all imaginations i can't help but die a little inside.

What about that? Huh? Huh? Huh? They didn't even met. Huh?

Yes! Yes! Yes! 🎹🎼🎹🎼🎹🎼🎹

I like classical music. Romantic era music are all about feelings. When i listen to pieces from this era i do research about their backstories and 'reasons' and then it comes out like "oh yeah that's why" XD. And since (most) of these music doesn't have lyrics so there are many ways to analyze and intepreted them. I also likes other genre (rock/metal/j-pop) and they have cool lyrics too analyze too XD.

Bach is the fairy godmother and y'all decide other roles (wtf is wrong with me)

If so, what are lucky piano it was 🤤