u/Sweet_Warning_6670

I cant find my candles so im wondering if theres another type of ritual with easy to find home items I can try to cut a connection with someone I no longer want in my life?

So i will try to give some quick context. Me and him met online. He met me during a time i was still healing from a past relationship that ended one year prior. I told him all about it. He knows every detail and the extent to how much it affected my mental health. I was very clear to him several times that I was not in the right headspace for a new relationship.

When we first met he quickly started love bombing the hell out of me. And in less than a month admits he loves me. I could've ghosted him several times but I was a fool always wanting to hear him out. He talked like someone who had alot of emotional maturity and one thing I do have to give him credit for is that he was good at taking accountability rather than being prideful.

I allowed us to keep talking for the next 7 or 8 months. Oh side note: he did tell me in the beginnjng after the whole love bombing chapter that he was disabled, home bound and hadn't worked in about 3 or 4 years. I felt sorry for him. Looking back i really shouldn't have let that sympathy take control of my choices down the line but like I said before im a fool.

Anyways despite being disabled and not being able to work he was able to work on his strength at home so he could walk better without his walker and come over to see me. Which he was successful in. Every single day he got up and forced himself to walk for HOURS inside his house despite the pain from his health condition juat so he could come see me.

Ive never had a man put in so much effort in themselves just for me. He flew over to see me twice so far. Last time was in February. We spent some days together going on dates and we got along. He became so serious about me that he told his mom about me almost immediately in our connection. And said how he strongly saw me as someone he wanted to marry.

I still made it clear to him that I was open to seeing where things between us go. I thought that maybe he was my person and I needed to give him a chance. He seemed understanding about my mental health state. But there were alot more red flags that I didnt pick up on immediately later on that I wish i did.

I kept giving him the benefit of a doubt. He had a protective and provider nature. Besides him working so hard to work on his body's strength to walk without a walker he was also able to go back to work after so many years in disability and he did it all because he met me.

Because of all the effort he was putting juat to be with me I felt so much guilt and pressure. I felt so stuck and miserable because I kept telling myself that i needed to give him a chance because he showed up in a significant time in my life and i thought this was like a divine intervention thing.

He was going to find our own apartment for us together. He was already preparing to leave his state just to come live with me. I was desperate to leave my current place and I saw him as a way out. I cared alot about him but I wasnt in love and I didnt feel the same way he felt for me and I continued to feel guilt and anxiety.

Unfortunately he was only able to go back to his old job and work for about 2 weeks until he had to officially call it quits because his health condition did not allow him to continue. His body was in severe pain and he had to go back into disability support.

It was shortly after this i couldn't take it anymore and I felt we need to give up hopes of us ever becoming a thing. I was longer able to see it going further anymore and it wasnt necessarily due to his health condition, it was because of us being long diatance.

We didnt have the ability to go out on dates enough and spend time in person. We were in the phone everyday bit it didnt feel like enought. Over time after he had to quit his job and go back on disability he became very depressed understandably.

I tried my best to support him emotionally as much as i could but I was also severely depressed myself. We continued to talk for a few more months but it got to the point where us communicating was becoming unbearable. Atleast for me. And I told him we need to make the decision to walk away from each other's lives and move on.

We went no contact for a month. But me being the fool i am i wanted to check on him one day to see how he was doing. Particularly with his health. From that point we only spoke to each other like every other week.

Well two days ago I reached out again just to ask something since a few days prior he needed help with somwthing that he asked me for and i helped so we began talking and he asked if I had been hit on yet by new guys and I say no.

I ask him the same thing and he tells me that he hit up a girl from his past after checking her IG story and that he is now seeing how things with him and her progress.

I know i was the one who pushed him away and i stand on this because i would still push him away even now but im more bothered by the fact that just under a month of us officially going separate ways hes already hitting up another girl.

I question how serious he actually was about me. I also hate how many times he kept crossing my boundaries when ever I told him we needed to keep our relationship platonic and hed agree but then days later hed start the sexual conversations again and even though i was obviously not interested hed keep it going.

Its like he was always bad at reading me.

Idk i don't want to make this post any longer but if you have questions or confused about something I will answer.

Im currently a junior physics student. I want a bachelors degree in physics simply because im passionate about it. But ive started considering the current times we live in especially with the rise of AI and it has me thinking about jobs in the future and how the demand for certain degrees will change.

In the past I tried mechatronics in my community college which was a two year program. Before that I initially enrolled into college foe mechanical engineering. Ive changed my major a few times until I finally decided i had a passion for physics.

I intend on finishing this degree but now that im getting close im thinking about my masters degree path.

Has anyone here gotten their bachelor's in physics and then their masters in some engineering field? Idk if this is even a thing?

I completely lost myself and trying to find myself again. Its been almost 2 years since the break up and ive been trying to find ways to connect with my inner child again like getting involved in hobbies but I still feel like something is missing. The trauma of that relationship fucked me up way more than I would have anticipated. I mean I wasnt even planning on seeing 2025 and now its 2026.

My nervous system has regulated alot but I still feel lost. Still looking for myself.

I have not eaten pizza is months. Im very intolerant to dairy but ive noticed that its specific dairy products that bother me the most. Things like ice cream or pizza hardly cause me any symptoms but if I try to drink actual whole milk or eat something like cream cheese, im done.

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Today I was a bit careless and ate a cake that had icing on top that I knew was very likely to irritate my gut but ate it anyways and later felt like my stomach was on fire.

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Then my family came home with a box of pizza and the cravings started to kick in and ate a small slice. My stomach had finally calmed down after the cake irritation but some hours later I decide to try the pizza and my stomach still wasnt ready.

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I miss being able to eat what ever i wanted 🥲

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Ive been on AIP diet several times before but i can hardly make it past a month although im great at aip recipes

I think that outside of christianity people may call this psychic abilities. Idk the difference to be honest but im curious for those who believe you have strong discernment gifted by God, what is your experience like with it? How do you use it?

Idk is this is a safe space for this but its something i been thinking of for some time now and want to hear other people's inputs on it.

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I tend to be a very silent observer. I know alot of Christians strongly believe we are currently living in the end times. And I feel like there has been something going on that no one really has noticed in most recent years.

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There is something going on with the union of man and woman but also i strongly believe the male population has been under attack in our current generation more than ever.

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I genuinely believe the enemy has worked triple to begin mocking creation but not only that but trying to divide man and woman. I have noticed a strong increase in the division between men and women over recent years and the proof is in new research and statistics showing an increase of women in their mid 20s to 30s choosing to remain single and childree and that number is expected to rise.

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Not only that but more divorce. More infidelity within marriages. Yet mainstream media promotes same sex relationships. Mainstream media normalizing infidelity and lust.

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I believe the enemy wants to keep men and women divided and use mainstream media as a tool but as well as other ways to feminize males more.

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Has anyone noticed how male to female transitions are more heard of and talked about than the female to male transitions?

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I really do believe the male population is being heavily attacked by the enemy along with "creation" and trying to distort what God has initially created but the reason why i think its significant in the "end times" is because i believe the enemy has gotten more aggressive with this goal now more than ever.

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And if anyone here had paid any attention to the whole epstien files stuff, you may have come across one of the emails where he talks about changing males genetics to be more feminine.

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The elites a work closely with the enemy. Anyways I just wanted to get this out of my chest and dicuss with anyone who resonated with it.

I first got into tarot back in 2022 out of pure curiosity when I was working at this small trendy and spirituality/new age type of store at the time. I was becoming more interested in new age and tarot was my gateway.

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Later I discovered the tarot reddit world. I started getting readings from other tarot readers or psychics. Eventually I tried doing readings for others on reddit as well. In the beginning it was exciting because I was discovering a new side of myself.

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I did it for a short time. In my spare time after work id be in my room doing my own tarot readings. But as time went by I started to question it and questioned my own intuition. I began to lose the initial spark and after 6 months I stopped the tarot readings.

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Almost 2 years later I meet someone on, and I hate admitting this still to this day, here on reddit who I would eventually fall in love with. I never saw it coming. Ive never been in to online dating.

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But to make long story short me and him talk on and off within a 5 month time frame where I would later discover he was already married and was expecting his first child. We were so close to meeting in person. It was all planned.

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After our breakup I was traumatized. Broken. I was not okay and tbh im still healing from this. But during the time after the break up I start consulting tarot again. I had so many. I was obsessed with the truth.

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Eventually my readings began to become less focused on him and more about me and my future. I talked to both verified and unverified readers. A crap ton of them and i had so many different readings spread out between months somehow be able to pick up on this man even though I did not ask about him.

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Theyd say things like, this man will come back, you will choose him and things wont work out again, etc etc.

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Theyd even give me a time frame. What intrigued me the most about so many of these readings was the fact that they were able to pick up on a person that I didnt ask them about and was no longer in my life. Theyd all say the exact same things. Things that were very personal and unique to this man and no way they'd know.

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I believed them. It gave me so much hope. I wanted reconciliation or closure. I wanted to talk to him at least one last time. So i kept the readings in the back of my mind. "They said he will be back in x time/months".

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I held on to their readings for months. I waited for their readings to come true. Waited. Cried. Isolated. Hoping. Because how could they know? So I thought their readings were legit. How is it possible for so many different types of readers, verified and unverified to give me the same prediction and description of someone who was no longer in my life?

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Its been a little over 2 years now.

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Non of those readings came true.

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Anyways. The point of my post was to let anyone reading who's been in a similar situation as me to let go and move on. Stop relying on tarot to help you figure your path forward.

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Please stop letting tarot be your reason for hope on something your own intuition already knows its over. Allow yourself to heal.

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Id say let go of tarot but I havent done that myself yet. Its a slow progress. But I dont have much trust in tarot anymore and I dont think anyone should either. Just trust yourself.

Would like to hear your stories. Anyone here who had a very traumatic break up with someone you were convinced you'd marry, did you ever find love again and were you able to love as hard again?

So recently I had manifested two things that I believe came true or currently in the process of being fulfilled.

Last year i created a list of the type of SP i wanted to manifest. I listed down all of the qualities I looked for.

Few months went by and i completely forgot about that list and i ended up meeting a man that met 98% of that list but after time of us getting to know each other i never fell in love with him.

He was exactly the type of man i looked for but weirdly enough i felt no chemistry with him. And what makes it worst is that sadly, and I'm not trying to sound like an asshole, but he was disabled.

If he wanted to go back to work he needed a new line of work that wouldn't be harsh on his body. I was able to look past this. And I decided to still give him a chance because despite this he was still a decent man who i thought I could fall in love with if I gave it more time

Well more months went by. And I was becoming far more distant. I was having more trouble connecting with him. I wasnt falling in love with him. I couldn't understand the way he thought. We had different communication styles.

After 7 months I finally broke it off 2 weeks ago. I was so disappointed because I was hoping that he really was my person and eventually id fall in love with him and want a future with him. But no matter how hard I tried I couldn't connect with him. I felt no chemistry.

Anyways, then we move into the next manifestation i worked on for this year. Over the spring i started focusing in manifesting money. I manifested 6k over the spring and it was amazing cause I was not expecting that sum of money.

So later I continued to manifest. I wanted to focus on absolute financial abundance.

About two weeks ago I got rear ended by a truck that caused me injuries and I decided to consult a lawyer so my medical care was covered. I've been going to physical therapy.

Ive potentially manifested more money but at the cost of injuries.

I'm still recovering from back pain and the case is on going bit this in the first time in my life I consulted an injury lawyer due to an accident.

I was in full blown manifestation zone before this happened so I now wonder if this accident occurred as part of my manifestations leading up to it.

Anyways felt like sharing this because I got this epiphany now that manifestation can actually be dangerous or not always what you wanted.

Be careful out there.

Recently ive had my fair share of heartbreaks and breakups with friends and love interests and ive been battling a developing indifference towards men lately because of the hurt ive gone through in the past 4-5 years.

Just yesterday I blocked a male friend i had for 3 years because i learned things about him that genuinely shocked me and made me realize that I really can trust anyone especially the men that present themselves as the "nice guys". He didnt see it coming so hes likely been confused.

Anyways last night I fell asleep in tears because I had convinced myself that i would never find a true genuine man i could allow into my life. A man that would never hurt or betray me.

I went to sleep and I started to have a vivid dream. It started with me in my living room and for some reason my mother's husband had invited over a coworker who was close in my age but a little older than me.

Suddenly I knew alot about this man. His ethnicity, age, personal life background, where he worked, his position at work, even how many hours he worked and how often he worked. I even knew smaller details about him like the fact that he only went to work when there was available work.

He was an immigrant but his english was very good. His personality was mischievous and flirtatious. He started to show interest in me. I could actually see his face. He had like hazel eyes, olive skin tone, and dark hair. He wasnt very tall but taller than me. Id say 5'7-5"9.

I even discovered in my dream that he had a history of cheating which he surprisingly took accountability for in front of me. He gave off this energy that he was prepared to commit to me or take me serious. I was very guarded in my dream but I could feel myself slowly developing feelings for him.

I wanted to ve with him and I was giving him the benefit of the doubt that he would not cheat on me. I know. Crazy.

But anyways we started to become attached and I began to look forward to every moment I could spend with him. I guess you could say I was starting to feel a sense of protection with him even though he did not have a good history of being loyal.

I woke up and nothing bad happened between us in my dream but im afraid of this becoming a reality and I do end up meetin a man i fall in love with who had a history of cheating.

I already had my heart broken 2 years ago and im still healing 😞

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I had a dream two nights ago that I was at my job and one of my coworkers told me that I was actually hired as temporary not permanent. The dr who hired me never really told me this when I started. Like he didn't say if I was permanent or temporary and the job posting did not mention this either. He only said hes hiring me. Been here for about 2 months and only worked a few shifts so far due to training.

So ever since the dream ive been anxious wondering if the dream is a warning or maybe its just my subconscious fears?

Can someone help me look into this. Someone who wont do any sugar coating. My goal is to work here for as long as I can because the dr is very flexible with me when it comes to my college schedule but if it trully is going to be temporary I want to be ready.

I can do read for review

I had a dream two nights ago that I was at my job and one of my coworkers told me that I was actually hired as temporary not permanent. The dr who hired me never really told me this when I started.

So ever since the dream ive been anxious wondering if the dream is a warning or maybe its just my subconscious fears?

Can someone help me look into this. Someone who wont do any sugar coating. My goal is to work here for as long as I can because the dr is very flexible with me but if it trully is going to be temporary I want to be ready.

I can do read for review

I had a dream two nights ago that I was at my job and one of my coworkers told me that I was actually hired as temporary not permanent. The dr who hired me never really told me this when I started.

So ever since the dream ive been anxious wondering if the dream is a warning or maybe its just my subconscious fears?

Can someone help me look into this. Someone who wont do any sugar coating. My goal is to work here for as long as I can because the dr is very flexible with me but if it trully is going to be temporary I want to be ready.

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I need to manifest fast but im still new to manifesting and so far all I do is write down in my journal my desires by talking in present tense. I also make sure im keeping my desires realistic or aligning with my current reality. I plan on taking it one step at a time but i want to manifest each step super fast. The only other idea i have is got from sheraseven on YouTube where she talks about how shes manifested fast and one of them was writing your manifestations on paper and placing it under a candle that stays lit for at least a week and she said her manifestations happened even before the candle died.

Any other ideas?

How did you cope after you left Christianity? I left Christianity almost two years ago and im still struggling with this. Ive never been an athiest and i left Christianity due to personal reasons but even with that I'm still not an athiest. I spent my entire life believing in an after life and i still do but now that I'm an ex christian idk how to navigate this new way of life. I have internalized fears about it because right now I still believe in the idea of a hell and heaven existing.

Idk is been so lost for a while about this