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▲ 1 r/mentalhealth

Anyone else feel a little obsessed with screen-time?

I feel a panic rush over me whenever I see the digital wellbeing numbers go up. I install and uninstall applications daily to make sure the number can stay low. I feel very guilty doing all of this for some reason but I still like doing it. For example: if my instagram screen-time reaches over 7 minutes on my phone I reinstall the app. Anyone else feel the same?

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u/Sylveondex — 4 days ago
▲ 3 r/mildlyinfuriating

One of the most popular newspaper in my country has started using AI "art"

They had been using AI to make "art", but copying such a famous painting really

u/Sylveondex — 4 days ago
▲ 168 r/egg_irl

Egg irl

I haven't thought of myself as a girl in days and i don't know why. I have been saying things like," he's so like me" [about Ant from The Deep] or ," wish I was as lucky as him" and it's pissing me off. Why am I referring to myself using he/him and calling myself as my deadname [i finally picked a name, but still haven't got many chances to even think of it]. I just wanna feel comfortable in my body, but like what if i am not trans?

u/Sylveondex — 5 days ago
▲ 9 r/trans

Does anyone else feel sad about their parents?

Does anybody else feel sad that they will be dead to their parents before they die? Like, one day when you feel comfortable in your skin and happy and not disgusted with your life anymore - your parents won't be their with you.

No matter what to do or try you will never ever be their child in their eyes anymore.

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u/Sylveondex — 9 days ago
▲ 64 r/TrollCoping

TW: GENDER DYSPHORIA, FRIENDS, PARENTS, BOYD ISSUES. [Read body]

I don't seem to be doing better now matter how much I try. I recently had this test in my school and despite doing the questions of the book thrice, reading the chapters 3-4 times and solving questions from a book that was well above the level of the test - I got 13th rank out of a class of 65 with more than 40 marks lost in error. I am trying to be a better friend, but my closest friend told me that I need to make new friends who will treat me better than him.

I have had persistent issue with body dysphoria and gender and I thought I was improving, but it feels like I am back to square one. I have been trying to lose weight for the past 2 years but I regain it all before I even lose 5 kilograms and frankly I don't want to try exercising anymore.

I know I am going to be abandoned by my parents once I tell them I am trans and I am not even trying hard enough to be financially independent.

Thank you for reading,

OP.

u/Sylveondex — 12 days ago
▲ 2 r/trans

I had this thought lately. What if all I need to do is adjust? I used to hate my leg hair back when i got them at the age of nine or ten but now at sixteen I feel indifferent towards them. So what if I need to do it with the rest of my body? If I look at my body hair and facial hair, my face for long enough and frequently; they should also feel normal I think.

Due to puberty, I haven't looked at my body since the past four years since it disgusts me beyond words and feelings but what if I can adjust myself to be indifferent towards them?

I don't even know what "I" look like since I try to actively try to forget what "I" look like...but don't y'all think it's worth a shot?

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u/Sylveondex — 21 days ago