u/Wild-Cranberry-8811

Hi there! My name is Percy. I have had a little character I made myself in my head. Her name is Jynx. She has her own identity, I gave her a past, looks, and current relationships. And she's in my head voluntarily. She speaks when spoken to, and she doesn't have her own thoughts. She only knows what I know, she can't control me, she doesn't make me do anything I don't want to, and she doesn't cause trouble. Basically, she only exists when I want her to. And that has confused me recently. I did my research and it took me here. So, could Jynx be a tulpa? And if not, what is she?

So, I'm transmasc and I'm pretty sure I only like boys. But I feel like it's the wrong label. I've been using queer recently but I don't feel like that fits either. I've gone through every possible label. Bi pan and omni are off the table. Those I'm sure aren't the ones I'm looking for.

But the thing is, I feel like I would date a girl if she wanted to. And I would feel attracted to her. I just don't know how to express my identity anymore

"Your f/o isn't real!" No shit?

"Your f/o is ugly!" He's a mutant what do you expect?

"He would never love you!" I hope not. I'm a minor.

"So you're dating a fictional character?" So you're stupid?

"You're not valid!" ...damn okay..

"You can't do that! He's Catholic and you're pagan!" Catholics can date people of other religions

"That's weird." I know.

"[Very harmful statement followed by a slur]" woah dude..

"[Another slur]" ..

"You can't marry him! He's not real!" Tell that to my oc 😛

"That's corny!" ...

do your research B4 you yell at people

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Person 1: Invader Zim is disturbing and gross I can't believe they aired that for kids

Person 2: it was the 2000s man. Times were different.

P1: but still ! And that episode where zim takes people's organs? Yuck!

P3: dude, the creator literally wrote a comic series about a man killing people and slathering their blood on his wall. What did you expect?

P1: Gross! Why'd they let him make a children's show then?!

P2: I DONT FUCKING KNOW (NAME) MAYBE BECAUSE THEY NEEDED A NEW SHOW OR SOMETHING!

I was with my ex for a few months and I loved him a lot. But he didn't support me. So I left him. I regret it. I tried getting back in contact with him but he laughed at me and told me it was my fault. So I did the usual. I sliced up my arm. I feel pathetic and I want to tell my friends, but one of them Already though his friends ended it, and the others are fast asleep. I don't really have anyone to go to. I haven't taken my meds in nearly a month. And the last time I did I almost OD. I'm getting my meds tomorrow but my family might need to lock them up every night just in case.

(I scrolled through twitter and saw sum1 cutting with a bunch of blood so I feel kinda pathetic and I'm refraining from doing the same but it's really hard)

(I'm posting too much omgs)

So, as like three of you may know, I am Harry Potter and Severus Snape. But you know what's not very convenient about that?.

PEOPLE FUCKING SHIP THEM!

Like, Harry is like fifteen teen and Snape is like thirty! THAT'S. FUCKING. GROSS. I like.. I didn't care at first but the more I think about that, Snape could've been Harry's dad (If lilly wasn't blind as shit) which just makes it worse. Yeah some people make ship art of them to mock the people who actually ship it, but, Everyone say it with me now. THATS. FUCKING. GROSS.

Harry is a minor and Snape is his professor. And not to mention the whole group that ships him with dumbledore.. Harry clearly had no interest in Snape until he died I think. And Snape just,.. no.

Anyways uhh yeah

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I like this really cute half-mexican boy named Gabe. But, I don't talk to him much outside of school, because he lives far away. But for me, it's summer break. Gabe knows me pretty well. And I know him pretty well. I know where he lives, so I'm thinking of writing a note to him and drop it off at his house. Should I do it? Or will it seem creepy?

Yours truly

-Gwendolyn

I regressed earlier and I told my bf "hey, I'm feeling little again, and I just need sum1 to talk to, can you do that?" And he ended up stopping my regression so I could explain it to him and he didn't trust me. I just wanted someone to talk to and I ended up just watching blues clues. And before the episode was even done (each episode is 20-25 min) he was texting me "hey are you normal?"

And I just feel horrible now. I've been made fun of multiple times because of my regression, and my family won't support me, they never do. My cousins live too far away to go to their houses, my other friend laughed at me because of it, and the ONE PERSON that supported me even a little bit, was a horrible person .

This isn't me asking for a cg. I just needed to get this off of my chest.

edit: DUMPED HIM BABY!

I've tried posting here before but it was removed . I started cutting about a year ago. I've been clean a few weeks because of my bf. But.. I feel like he doesn't support me (by feel I mean I KNOW) with really anything. Today he yelled at me and he got pissy because I did something I couldn't control. And now I just want to relapse but I don't want to tell him.

Can you guys try and give me reasons not to before I relapse?

edit: FUCK! nevermind. Already did.

I regressed earlier and I told my bf "hey, I'm feeling little again, and I just need sum1 to talk to, can you do that?" And he ended up stopping my regression so I could explain it to him and he didn't trust me. I just wanted someone to talk to and I ended up just watching blues clues. And before the episode was even done (each episode is 20-25 min) he was texting me "hey are you normal?"

And I just feel horrible now. I've been made fun of multiple times because of my regression, and my family won't support me, they never do. My cousins live too far away to go to their houses, my other friend laughed at me because of it, and the ONE PERSON that supported me even a little bit, was a horrible person .

This isn't me asking for a cg. I just needed to get this off of my chest.

So.. I just got my braces tightened. And it really hurts. Like.. I can hardly talk, kind of hurting. And I tried putting in my paci, but it really hurt. Are there any other alternatives for my paci until it stops hurting