u/dazzlingbeautj

Yung mga opportunities na binigay Niya pero hindi grinab or pinangalagaan, mag bibigay ba ulit Siya ng panibagong opportunities? :(

Context: Someone messaged me kasi sa Linkedin last year pero I didn’t respond kasi na-anxious ako. He told me need ng magaling sa Excel. I got overwhelmed agad. I studied it naman kaya lang hindi ko na rin talaga maalala. Ayun, I didn’t reply na lang.

Another one is yung volunteering na may monthly pay nung 2024. I quit kasi nag bubuhat kami every Mon-Tue-Fri and ayoko nang gano’n.

Now, I’m afraid na hindi na Siya mag bigay ng work for me kasi palagi ko deni-decline. ☹️

Applying for job and realized my CV is (kinda) empty. From highschool, then ojt nung 2016-2017, and pang 8th year ko na sa college (because nagkaroon ng pandemic + family health problem)… I tried applying jobs naman mga past year, pero hindi me nakukuha. Also got some certificates from Coursera & UP Open University. Idk what to do. I’m 30 na and yung experience ko sa CV 2017 pa. :(

Skl din pala na I had a job offer last year kaya lang got overwhelmed and didn’t reply sa chat. Need daw kasi ng magaling sa Excel, while I studied it nung 2024, hindi ko na siya maalala. Nauna yung anxiety ko and overwhelming so hindi na me nag reply. I also had a volunteering opportunity pero I quit din kasi need mag buhat & also a cooking job which I quit din kasi I realized I hate cooking. 🫠

Dapat yata pinag tiyagaan ko na lang ang mga yun. D:

I cant put myself on reading a book. Somehow I feel distracted. Tapos parang naiinip ako kapag nag babasa.

Paano niyo na-superate yung ganitong feeling? 😣

Merong part sa website na nakalagay “The Man, His Message and the Ministry” then may pic ni Brother Eddie Villanueva. Nakasulat doon yung life story ni Brother Eddie (his encounter with God, humble beginnings of JIL, triumphs and testings and others).

I think it is off putting that the name of that section is “The Man, His Message and the Ministry”. Hindi ba para kay Lord lang ginagamit yung may capital letter like “His” or “sa Kanya” (?) If si Lord ang tinutukoy ng title, bakit may pic ni Brother Eddie dun? 😭 And on the country, if si Brother Eddie ang tinutukoy na “The Man, His Message […]”, why? OR baka na-misunderstood ko lang. Anywaysss…

Job 23:16-17 Pinanghihina ng Diyos ang aking kalooban, tinatakot ako ng Makapangyarihan. Sapagkat kadiliman ang nasa aking palibot, dilim nitong taglay sa mukha ko ay bumabalot.

Job 23:16-17 God has made my heart faint; the Almighty has terrified me. Yet I am not silenced by the darkeness, by the darkeness that covers my face.

What do you think?

Feeling ko I NEED to change my whole closet. Lol I have pieces pa nung teenager pa ako. 😂

Mag ffirst year yung cousin ko sa college, civil engineering napili niya. Wala siya nakuha na slot sa BSU. He tried sa Westmead and nakapasa naman siya sa scholarship doon. Private yata yun.

Sa pagkaka-alam niyo, tumataas ba yung tuition kapag nag third year na siya? Medyo nag aalinlangan pa rin kami dahil sa gastos. If ever na doon siya papasok, need niya pa mag boarding house kasi malayo bahay nila.

As far as you know, okay rin ba na college yung NU? Yung malapit sa may SM Lipa? Thank you sa sasagot.