u/exosetria

People say the point of enlightenment is to become one with the divine. Why would you want to lose your sense of self? Why would you want to lose your identify?

I’ve seen people say they remember their reincarnation past life’s they were a woman a men living different life’s. If this is true and reincarnation is true, that’s so scary to me.

It’s scary because the person I think I am, is not me. And when I die. My identity dies. And I am no longer me. I’ve remembered i was sedated going through surgery, I went under anesthesia and I went through a deep sleep. And I remembered nothing I didn’t have a dream it was like I stopped existing for a moment Yes it did “felt” peaceful well I don’t have the right words for it since since peaceful is a experience.

I kinda liked the experience, well the nonexperience. But at the same time I don’t wanna be nonexistent.

But I don’t want to stay in the dreamless state forever, I want to experience life. I would say I want to experience life forever and not lose my identity. And at the same time I don’t wanna live forever… maybe differently. I don’t know man .

It’s like we exist and don’t exist at the same time for infinity

Why would I wanna be nonexistent and existent at the same time forever and forever and forever.. and maybe choose to reincarnation into person and forgot everything over and over again, over and over again.

In the end results if this is true, I’m you and you are me, and we’ve been incarnating over and over for infinity. The sense of self you call me and you do not exist. Therefore we all are One reincarnating ourselves over and over and over again

When I woke up from anathesia I forgot everything
about my self, and a couple moments later all my memories came back flooding to me.

I didn’t even remember going to the hospital, I just remember waking up it’s like my life had a gap, it was like those things never existed. I know it existed in reality but it didn’t exist for me.

This made think this is what death is like, maybe death is like what I just “experienced” the nonexistence.

Im reflecting on life and my success, on one thing. What am I moved to do? What do I want to do? But at the same time scared to do. The things that you want to do but your scared to do, that thing is the path to new beginnings. Literally because you never did it before, that could be the change of your whole life.

If you want your life to change, go become a profitable trader, go become a sports athlete. Go become an attorney. But the most important thing to do is that thing you deeply want to do but scared to do.

Because doing that thing even though you’re scared that will create a new experience, and a new change in life comes just in on step. Build up courage and confidence in yourself, stay consistent with small baby steps until you can make that finally leap towards success.

I’ve realized all the things I did that changed my life. Was the things that I was scared to do but, I built the courage to Try and not give up

Part of Manifestation Nobody Talks About
The part of manifestation that people often overlook is the importance of taking a new path.
The purpose of manifestation is not only to change your internal state, but also to expand your consciousness through new experiences, new journeys, and new possibilities. Many people talk about embodying a new state, but they don’t always talk about the actions and paths that come from that new state.

To become the person you want to be, you have to be willing to walk a different path.
For me, I manifested money by aligning my internal state with what money represented to me: freedom, peace, and happiness. But the next step was realizing that I had to move toward something that could create that reality. I had to take action.
That new path was trading.

Deep down, I always wanted to become a trader. I believed trading could create opportunities for me, but I constantly compromised with myself because I thought I wasn’t smart enough or capable enough to start.

Eventually, I found the courage to take small baby steps. Even when analyzing charts and watching educational videos felt difficult and stressful, I kept going. I followed the ideas and curiosity that kept coming to me.

It felt like God was guiding me through the process: try this, learn from it, adjust, try something else. Every small step expanded my understanding.
The more I acted, the more I learned. The more I learned, the more confident I became.
Eventually, I became a profitable trader and even created my own strategy. The manifestation wasn’t just receiving the outcome it was becoming the person capable of creating that outcome.

In the End God wouldn’t put something in your head if he didn’t believe you could achieve it .

The best feeling as a trader is creating your own profitable strategy by modifying and improving concepts from other strategies while developing your own understanding of market logic.

Once you create your own framework and terminology, the process of backtesting becomes more meaningful because you are learning from your own decisions and mistakes.

Remember, not every loss means your strategy is wrong. Some losses are simply a result of probability and market conditions. The key is to analyze each trade, identify whether the mistake came from the strategy or execution, and continue improving until you understand your edge.

I’m here to tell you guys something important:
If you want to learn how to trade and become profitable, understand this first:
Whatever strategy you use or feel comfortable with, you cannot just memorize the strategy, patterns, and terminology.

Memorization alone will not make you a profitable trader. To truly improve and continue learning, you have to understand how your strategy works and why it works.
You have to understand the logic behind the strategy.
Why does the market move this way?
Why does price react to certain levels but ignore others?
Why did the market create this liquidity sweep?
Why did this level become important?
Where is the logical entry, and where is the logical exit?

The difference between someone who knows a strategy and someone who masters a strategy is understanding the marker logic behind it.
When you understand the reason behind every term and concept, you stop relying on memorizing patterns. You no longer need to constantly ask, “Does this look like the pattern?” or “Is this the exact setup?”

Instead, you understand the implications behind the setup.
Every term you use should have a reason behind it not just knowing what it does, but understanding why it happens .

Once you develop market logic, different strategies start becoming easier to understand because you realize many concepts are just different names describing similar market behavior.
Master the logic, not just the labels.

Ive done extensive research, and a lot of studying. You don’t need to do multiple techinques a day or at all. All you need to do it realize that you are worthy for what you desire and take it off the importance list.

If you want what you desire you have to act in a way that is it normal for you and also that you desire it. That’s the whole point of techniques yes it’s to get in the state of the wish fulfilled but is it also to normalize what you desire.

Everything you desire is already within you, all you got to do is adapt and get used to it and get in the state where it’s already yours. So when the desires comes you’ll be happy with it but you’ll be like this is normal since I already had this experience in my imagination or whatever technique you used.

Then the seed will finally grow and it will be there externally. That’s it.

If you have trouble dropping importance or getting used to the state. Do some mental alchemy work or meditation or the sondona method, there’s a lot of ways to release the tension.

Also be aware that you don’t need any technique to manifest, all you gotta do is stay in that intuitive knowing that your wish is fulfilled and you will feel a release in tension and your chest will feel lighter and you will fill relief and your vitality will be restored …

if you have trouble doing that try any technique that helps you get into the state

So that’s manifestation in one summary

Hey guys I watched a YouTube video, he was guiding us to gaze at Yri Yanta and it had different colors and within and around it.

When I closed my eyes I’ve seen the after image I’ve seen a black layered sun with the innermost layer being black and the layer after was orange and the outtermost layer was emitting the most color it was emitting purple.

This whole thing just looked like a black sun emitting purple light around it .

So idk what Yri Yanta Fixed gazing means and what it’s for I just watched a YouTube video and tried it lol.

but I have questions what does that afterimage mean and why did I see that ? And what is this technique even for? And what is Yri Yanta ?

I’m 18, and I’m technically investing contracts, not sports betting. But I’m buying sports contracts. And the prediction market says I would receive a 1099B and it’s treated as gains and losses investment type.

So do I report it as gambling income or investment income?

and I’m 18 and gambling under 21 is illegal. But I’m not gambling I’m actually investing.. and also the apps says +18

If I report it wrong will I go to jail? This tax stuff is confusing.

So I file it as investment income just like the app says right?

I’m 18, and I’m technically investing contracts, not sports betting. But I’m buying sports contracts. And the prediction market says I would receive a 1099B and it’s treated as gains and losses investment type.

So do I report it as gambling income or investment income?

and I’m 18 and gambling under 21 is illegal. But I’m not gambling I’m actually investing.. and also the apps says +18

If I report it wrong will I go to jail? This tax stuff is confusing.

So I file it as investment income just like the app says right?

I just have a question so what is deductible? Since I won like a lot of money on PrizePicks. My net winnings is calculated as winnings - entry fees. I always make more than what I deposited.

And I learned that you’re supposed to deduct 90% of your losses.

What counts as losses? Is it the single bets you placed that did not win? Or is it when you deposited money and you did not make it back?

So what if I made all my deposits back? Does that mean I don’t have no losses to deduct?

And what if I don’t wanna deduct losses ? Do I have to deduct losses cause that’s to much work I don’t wanna do all that. I don’t care if I overpay I just wanna get it over with.

Can I choose not to deduct losses?

I’ve been having sleep paralysis consistently, where I would try to wake up from the dream and I’ll be paralyzed and can’t wake up. Then when I finally wake up…

I fall instantly right back to sleep or it’s me Fighting with my eyes to keep it open because my eyes feels like it’s fighting some irresistible force that wants me to fall asleep and I’m struggling to wake up and break out of sleep paralysis.

These episodes happen there and then… but the one today was crazy… I was in a dream.. while in the dream. I tried to wake up… instantly I’m in sleep paralysis and I can’t wake up. I use all my force again and again to wake up… I twitch my head and jerk it super fast.

First attempt I actually was able to twitch my head for a little bit. But immediately I fell right back to paralysis and I felt super tired. Second an attempt I twitched out of my head and jump out my bed to insecure that I wouldn’t have to fight that immense pressure that’s putting me back into sleep paralysis.

So while I was in the process of breaking out I heard a voice. It was a male voice. It said “your being developed” I heard it clear as day, it was super clear.

If the voice I heard is true…

why am I out of all people being developed??

There’s not past there’s no future there is only now.

Focus on bringing happiness to this present moment because it’s the reality that you truly are experiencing

If you want freedom, feel free in this present moment.. ignore reason and use faith. I know it’s hard to let go. But it’s the most effortless way to manifest is just to let go and bring freedom to this present moment.

If you want love, feel love in this present moment..

Whatever you want feel the wish fulfilled in this present moment.

If you can’t feel anything it’s okay just accept that you’re safe right here and now, despite your desires not appearing to you.

Not of fan of girl music, but I watched and listened to Nikki Minjai music video called Moment 4 life. And something clicked in me. Her lyrics

“ I wish I could have this moment for life”

“I could have this moment for life”

“I fly with the stars in the sky… I am no longer trying to survive”

“I believe that life is a prize “

“ I get what I desire it’s my empire”

“ No I’m not lucky… I’m blessed”

These lyrics are literally all manifestation is about, she’s literally singing basically mantras and giving you knowledge and affirmations on how you should act… all of these music stars know manifestation to the tea.

Just continue to listen to music videos and let the affirmation/lyrics come as yours. This is how some people unknowingly manifest. From just playing music and relating to the music and the lyrics. You can listen to music it’s super easy.. any song you like just relate and use it as affirmations play it every morning. That simple.

Any moment you experience a negative emotion can simply be just when you farted in class.. I can also see flashbacks of things happening 10+ years ago

any object or anything can trigger you and you’ll see a flash of memories of what happened and emotions tied with that energy. Does this only happen to me or you guys experience it too?

It’s like ptsd but it’s not always an memory about death and suffering it could literally be any negative memory small and little that just flashes in your mind just because you seen something that reminds you of that memory

So my conclusion is that my subconscious mind every-time something triggers the flash of memories it’s just there for me to release the emotion that was tied to it. Using the “Sedona method”

I used to look at it as a curse but now I see it as a blessing.

What’s yours conclusion and does this happen to you also ?

People treat me nicely, some of them even apologize for little things… even if someone just starts to curse me out. I’ll look straight at them and don’t say anything.

Then they’ll stay quiet. Honestly I’ve just been getting respected. And when people laugh at me for sum reason I’ll look at them and they’ll stop laughing immediately. This is crazy.. I’m not even giving them an angry look. I’m just observing that’s all.

I don’t know but on my semen retention respect been given. And when I walk or have a confrontation with someone I have no fear at all. I’m just always calm and observant in these situations. And all of the time they back off within seconds. I genuinely don’t even give them a crazy look at all. All im doing is lookin at them really.

Everything is numbers everything is connected there are no coincidences. I looked at my Pythagorean and looked at key parts of my life.

Every important day to the day I was birth… I kept seeing the same number. My name and my last name.

Also my nickname and my instagram username was the same thing. Also my bank account name translated to money in numberlogy. Any nickname I’ve gave to myself translated to that particular situation on why I gave my self that nickname.

Wow, that’s just shocking…. Everything is Connected. There are no coincidences. Everything… just wow. It would look like as it it were predestined just wow.

Do the Pythagorean number research on the nicknames you gave yourself and you will be shocked

If you guys are having trouble manifesting money or having a sp. Just focus and try to learn everyday to focus on having an abundant mindset and keep learning to stay faithful and positive. Learn to kill the old man that thrives of fear and scarcity…don’t look back you’ll turn into a pillar of salt. Regrow yourself from info that person who is already abundant despite what reality displays to you. You don’t need to reject reality or get mad at it or tell it to fck off just simply be who you are deep within.

Who do you say you are?

or if you want a sp keep that state of being that you already loved and secured and you are stable with or without the outcome.

Just focus on your state of being and your mind rather than the outcome. That’s all. Focus on giving yourself that happiness and security and that freedom. You can do that regardless of what the physical circumstances and conditions give you.

Don’t let reality define who you are. Stop trying so hard…drop every worry and every stress just let go and let God. Trust me guys.

God knows everything and every desire you want… you are only meant to pray or do the technique or place an intention once. God is infinite so he can make anything happen perfectly in his plan just trust him. And God loves you he gave you that desire… because he is you.

You are One with God. The infinite power you have within you is meant to withhold all you problems and doubts and fears just stay still and keep faith that’s all. You were never meant to carry the burden.

Again You Define Yourself… don’t allow reality define you. And divinely and perfectly your desired outcome will manifest or better into the 4d world.

They put me under general anesthesia and the deep sleep and the relaxing drug they gave me felt so relaxing and calming I was even laughing until they gave me the general anesthesia. Then I fell into a state of unconsciousness. What was the experience like?

Well, nothing…. There wasn’t any experience at all. But I don’t know how to say it but I felt so peaceful I felt alive I felt comfortable, I don’t remember the deep sleep or I didn’t have an experience at all but it just felt blissful.

But again I didn’t have any experience so I couldn’t say it “felt”. But this is actually the greatest sleep I ever had, I didn’t have a dream I didn’t see black I didn’t have any experience at all but I loved it when I woke up. Also I didn’t even remember going into the room, or even falling asleep. And I woke up by coughing.

I believe deep sleep or the experience of nothingness and fully unconscious and unaware of anything having no experience at all. Is the true reality and it’s our own default state of the Oneness we are

Experiencing nothingness and having no experience is super peaceful and blissful , I know that’s a contradiction since peacefulness and blissful is an experience. But the nothingness is truly our default state. Divine Emptiness.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better

If you haven’t got to this level yet it’s fine. But you don’t need techniques you don’t need to script you don’t need to robotically affirm.

All you need to do is decide.

When you do that your letting the infinite God within you work in mysterious ways. It’s infinitely intelligent so it know exactly how and when it give it to you and the perfect way. You don’t need to worry about how or when. Just let God and let him control.

Put all your problems to God and let him handle it. We are humans we aren’t meant to cover the weight of problems . Our Christ is. Our Christ is beyond infinitely powerful so it’s nothing to him and he will gladly carry on your weight.

You have an All powerful God on your side you can’t fail with God at all.

All you need to do is decide… don’t worry don’t check don’t look back just stay in the present moment… and believe that you already received it and don’t doubt if you do doubt once or worry it’s okay just go back to not worrying.

This requires no effort at all. Just being super faithful in your infinite power.

Then a miracle will happen.