u/exosetria

Any moment you experience a negative emotion can simply be just when you farted in class.. I can also see flashbacks of things happening 10+ years ago

any object or anything can trigger you and you’ll see a flash of memories of what happened and emotions tied with that energy. Does this only happen to me or you guys experience it too?

It’s like ptsd but it’s not always an memory about death and suffering it could literally be any negative memory small and little that just flashes in your mind just because you seen something that reminds you of that memory

So my conclusion is that my subconscious mind every-time something triggers the flash of memories it’s just there for me to release the emotion that was tied to it. Using the “Sedona method”

I used to look at it as a curse but now I see it as a blessing.

What’s yours conclusion and does this happen to you also ?

People treat me nicely, some of them even apologize for little things… even if someone just starts to curse me out. I’ll look straight at them and don’t say anything.

Then they’ll stay quiet. Honestly I’ve just been getting respected. And when people laugh at me for sum reason I’ll look at them and they’ll stop laughing immediately. This is crazy.. I’m not even giving them an angry look. I’m just observing that’s all.

I don’t know but on my semen retention respect been given. And when I walk or have a confrontation with someone I have no fear at all. I’m just always calm and observant in these situations. And all of the time they back off within seconds. I genuinely don’t even give them a crazy look at all. All im doing is lookin at them really.

Everything is numbers everything is connected there are no coincidences. I looked at my Pythagorean and looked at key parts of my life.

Every important day to the day I was birth… I kept seeing the same number. My name and my last name.

Also my nickname and my instagram username was the same thing. Also my bank account name translated to money in numberlogy. Any nickname I’ve gave to myself translated to that particular situation on why I gave my self that nickname.

Wow, that’s just shocking…. Everything is Connected. There are no coincidences. Everything… just wow. It would look like as it it were predestined just wow.

Do the Pythagorean number research on the nicknames you gave yourself and you will be shocked

If you guys are having trouble manifesting money or having a sp. Just focus and try to learn everyday to focus on having an abundant mindset and keep learning to stay faithful and positive. Learn to kill the old man that thrives of fear and scarcity…don’t look back you’ll turn into a pillar of salt. Regrow yourself from info that person who is already abundant despite what reality displays to you. You don’t need to reject reality or get mad at it or tell it to fck off just simply be who you are deep within.

Who do you say you are?

or if you want a sp keep that state of being that you already loved and secured and you are stable with or without the outcome.

Just focus on your state of being and your mind rather than the outcome. That’s all. Focus on giving yourself that happiness and security and that freedom. You can do that regardless of what the physical circumstances and conditions give you.

Don’t let reality define who you are. Stop trying so hard…drop every worry and every stress just let go and let God. Trust me guys.

God knows everything and every desire you want… you are only meant to pray or do the technique or place an intention once. God is infinite so he can make anything happen perfectly in his plan just trust him. And God loves you he gave you that desire… because he is you.

You are One with God. The infinite power you have within you is meant to withhold all you problems and doubts and fears just stay still and keep faith that’s all. You were never meant to carry the burden.

Again You Define Yourself… don’t allow reality define you. And divinely and perfectly your desired outcome will manifest or better into the 4d world.

They put me under general anesthesia and the deep sleep and the relaxing drug they gave me felt so relaxing and calming I was even laughing until they gave me the general anesthesia. Then I fell into a state of unconsciousness. What was the experience like?

Well, nothing…. There wasn’t any experience at all. But I don’t know how to say it but I felt so peaceful I felt alive I felt comfortable, I don’t remember the deep sleep or I didn’t have an experience at all but it just felt blissful.

But again I didn’t have any experience so I couldn’t say it “felt”. But this is actually the greatest sleep I ever had, I didn’t have a dream I didn’t see black I didn’t have any experience at all but I loved it when I woke up. Also I didn’t even remember going into the room, or even falling asleep. And I woke up by coughing.

I believe deep sleep or the experience of nothingness and fully unconscious and unaware of anything having no experience at all. Is the true reality and it’s our own default state of the Oneness we are

Experiencing nothingness and having no experience is super peaceful and blissful , I know that’s a contradiction since peacefulness and blissful is an experience. But the nothingness is truly our default state. Divine Emptiness.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better.

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better

Everyday in every way I’m getting better and better

If you haven’t got to this level yet it’s fine. But you don’t need techniques you don’t need to script you don’t need to robotically affirm.

All you need to do is decide.

When you do that your letting the infinite God within you work in mysterious ways. It’s infinitely intelligent so it know exactly how and when it give it to you and the perfect way. You don’t need to worry about how or when. Just let God and let him control.

Put all your problems to God and let him handle it. We are humans we aren’t meant to cover the weight of problems . Our Christ is. Our Christ is beyond infinitely powerful so it’s nothing to him and he will gladly carry on your weight.

You have an All powerful God on your side you can’t fail with God at all.

All you need to do is decide… don’t worry don’t check don’t look back just stay in the present moment… and believe that you already received it and don’t doubt if you do doubt once or worry it’s okay just go back to not worrying.

This requires no effort at all. Just being super faithful in your infinite power.

Then a miracle will happen.

Yes I’ve been on the same boat as you guys. Matter of fact when I started this journey like 6 months ago. I’ve started listening to thousands of videos on manifestations from multiple different people. And I have learned something that delayed my learning process.

Many of you will go to YouTube videos or Reddit posts talking about manifestation methods etc. Sometimes these videos would cause stress based on your understanding levels and your consciousness.

Stop giving other people your power. Whenever someone says “This is why your manifestation isn’t working” or “You Must Do this Technique for your manifestation to work” “You’ll never succeed until you do this” No! Instead use your judgment and decide what you believe best that works for you.

For me I don’t like doing any techniques at all. Just sitting in the state of the wish fulfilled being relaxed and stress free and feeling of accomplishment.

To some people that’s just creating anxiety. They might be thinking am I manifesting wrong? Did I do something wrong? Am I on the wrong track? I have to do this technique perfectly and if I make one mistake it ruins. Etc and etc.

This is why I hate techniques because people always tell have the you have to do this and that in this perfect way or that you can’t do this or that. You must do this or that. You have to do this… etc

You have the power and ability to decide what you have to do and what works for you. Don’t let these videos tell you what you have to do. You can either agree and disagree. No matter what you’re always right. Because your subconscious mind knows yourself better than anyone. So listen to your intuition if you feel tense or if you feel relaxed.

techniques in of it of itself. Doesn’t work. Techniques aren’t the manifestation. Matter of fact You are the manifestation . Techniques are only there to guide you to manifest. Not the method it’s self.

I’m not saying that technique doesn’t work. I’m saying that techniques are only there to get you in the state of your wish being fulfilled. All manifestation is.. whatever you identify as internal and mentality will reflect into the outer world eventually.

You can watch a dozen more manifestations videos. But if you have an inner feeling or you don’t feel comfortable with one video because it creates tension or anxiety within you. That’s your intuition telling you that you aren’t ready for this video right now.

It might be hard to but eventually you’ll find one video that makes your mind at peace

Decide on whatever technique that doesn’t make you feel tense and whatever that resonates with you. Not every technique works for you. Not every video works for you.

The best way to tell if a technique works for you and for you. You can ask yourself if you’re relaxed doing it and you don’t have to think too much about the technique process. And it feels natural.

For example my technique is just me relaxing to the fact that my desires already fulfilled or telling my self it’s okay everything is working out for you. And listening to music etc.

In reality you don’t even need techniques all you need is your mind. That’s how powerful you are.

Only you decide what works for you.

You play by your own rules.

Don’t let other people decide for you.

If a video or an idea feels wrong it probably doesn’t mean it’s objectively wrong. But it’s wrong for you.

Watch whatever video that resonates with you. And if you feel tension just observe and ask why do you feel tense and understand maybe it isn’t the right video for you right now. But later it could be. These videos doesn’t decide your journey…you do. You don’t read the book you read yourself.

In reality you have everything you need… yes probably don’t currently have 10 million dollars. But what you can do is give yourself the feeling of winning 10 million dollars even though you can’t see it in your bank account.

Yes this comes with practice being in the state of the wish fulfilled. I understand what Neville Goddard is talking about. In reality everything psychical is illusory objects.

The only real thing is the feeling or the energy the object gives you. Yes you probably can’t bring 10 million dollars to your bank acc with one snap. But in you can bring the feeling behind it.. the 10 million it self isn’t worth anything until you decide internally,

For example if with 10 million dollars you can only buy a chocolate .. you would see 10 million dollars but you wouldn’t care because it’s not that much value to you emotionally since you can only buy chocolate with it.

This itself proves that objects itself aren’t worth anything it’s the energy you give to it based on circumstances and society your way of living.

It’s the power you give behind it that matters.

But you can bring the feeling even if you don’t have it physically … I’ve learn to bathe myself in the feeling of fulfillment and gratitude train myself to hold that feeling.

Even if you don’t get you desire…. You still can get the feeling behind it. You don’t care if you don’t get it physically because u got it energetically and you still felt the same happiness. Eventually the physical world will mirror.

But isn’t it amazing ? You have the power to give yourself freedom detaching your happiness from whether the desire happens or not.

You can Give yourself the freedom security and happiness… then reality can’t give you nothing so it will give you everything.

You are the power you give life to all things. Start Taking control… Reality your internal state reflected. You are reality. So if you want reality to change… change yourself first. And give yourself the power you always had.

How can those who want to become a multi billionaire.. actually become a multi billionaire. Under the age of 30? What’s stoping them from manifesting owning billions of dollars?

Maybe The One was tired of being the only being that existed and created fragments us itself to experience in human form thinking were seperate. For fun…because The One we all are has existed forever and will continue to exist forever.

And the material world is just our servant our reflection of our internal state. We all are the same being.. just the ego and the human mind made us appear separate in the world of illusion.

Before I go to asleep or when I wake up… I always get this sense of dissociation. In the sense that I am the only being that only existed and the people I see with my eyes aren’t real. I’m not talking about how regular solipsism people describe others saying they don’t exist. I’m not saying that. I’m saying that the human flesh or the ego doesn’t exist.

There is only One being..which is expressed in everything. But in the purest form I’ve only existed. When I say that… I’m not separating you from me. I’m saying only we existed.. but there’s the we there’s just the One. “We” is just an illusion created by our avatar. The only reason we can differentiate ourselves because of our ego that makes a sense of I.

How can it don’t exist…?

Well because..

Anyway these our my thoughts about reality that I came in to a conclusion of.

I feel like my mind is torturing me, negative emotions amplify so fucking powerful. If I get nervous i get very strong feeling of heat in my stomach it burns and it hurts so bad. If I get embarrassed I can feel my body burning heat.

Everytime something negative happens to me… my mind replays back the memory and the emotion I felt and it’s unbearable. Anytime I touch an object or go somewhere that reminds me of the pain…

I’ll have a memory popping up of a bad experience I had with that object and I’ll feel the pain in my meridian system.. these emotions get so tense. I feel like have pstd for anything that made me feel sensitive. I can have flashbacks from like 10 years ago popping in my head from any experience .

For example I could look at a toy and my mind would go back how ever much it needs to like 10 years and it will replay the memory of me getting hurt with that toy, and I’ll feel that pain aswell.

These flashbacks and thoughts even happen out of nowhere sometimes I don’t even have to look at something that would cause flashbacks. Sometimes bad experiences with pain will randomly pop back up in my head and ruin my mood.

Any one else dealing with this? And how do you learn from it?