u/floatingfloraletter

Hello, I really want to get help sa religious trauma ko. I also had 2 abusive exes, and a lot happened in my early 20s. I stopped looking for a psychologist nung bata pa ako kasi wala akong means to support myself, and my parents at that time didn’t believe in therapy. Now that I’m older and finally have the money, I really want to seek help kasi nagli-linger pa rin yung su*c*dal ideations ko, I still get nightmares, and grabe yung anger ko sa mga bagay bagay. Idk, pero basta, malungkot lang ako everyday.

My biggest challenge in finding a psychologist is that mostly sa PH, religious yung mga tao, and I don’t know if they could or would be able to understand. Hoping I could get suggestions on where to go/if safe ba mag sabi ng info sa kanila.

I’ve only traveled twice, to the country of Taiwan, and I don’t have any other travel records. I’m planning to travel to China alone for my birthday this December. I’m just wondering if it’s safe. Would it be better if I joined a tour or went through a travel agency?

One of my worries is what my boyfriend told me, that people there are heavily monitored, including on social media. I’m scared I might get into trouble or be detained if I posted something random against their country from years ago (I don't even remember the posts and comments I did from 4-5 years ago). Are the people there nice?

I have a friend who loves Deku, she said, she's also scared to visit China coz Deku is all over her social media posts (there's backlash against My Hero Academia over a historically sensitive character name). My BF is a bit political on social media, so he doesn't wanna visit China... some of his posts back then were something about China.

Ending, I have no one to visit China with.

I really want to visit China for myself, do photoshoots, and etc. Please, please advise.

i have an iphone 13 (mag 2 & 1/2 years na sakin, 30 months), at 77% na lang yung battery max capacity. as much as possible, ayoko sana bumili ng new iphone kasi nagtitipid ako haha, i plan to replace the battery na lang. just wanna know if tumatagal pa ba ng kahit mga another 2 years?

pls share experience (i would appreciate it if mag share kayo where kayo nagpa-papalit din ng battery na subok nyo na tumagal pa iphone niyo)

maraming salamat po!