u/friend3738

I really don't think I can hold on much longer.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone in my bedroom.

I found out a few days ago that I have to get double hip joint replacements!!!!!!!!!! And I'm only in my 30s. The joints didn't get enough blood flow long enough so they died and the bones eroded!!!!!!!!! After the shock of getting the news and I thought about it for a while it really isn't that surprising because covid is notorious for damaging the vascular system. I don't know how I'm going to make it through the surgery and all the pt with me/cfs.

I have been having a lot of pelvic pain since having covid. I went to my doctor today to talk about the MRI that I just got and he told me that my hip joints are eroded and I will have to get double hip replacement surgery! I'm only in my 30s! He said that he looked into it and covid is definitely causing this in people. The gift that keeps on giving!

I would give anything to drive a car again and go hiking in the mountains.

Does anyone want to voice chat on Snapchat or discord?

I don't plan on doing anything. I'm just exhausted and worn out from this whole thing.

Over 4 and a half years and counting and I'm just getting worse. At this point I'm ready to just give up.

Are there any guys who have had blood flow issues down there since having covid?

Today would have been 13 days. I ended up giving into temptation and I looked at porn and masturbated.

I'm really proud of myself! I can't remember the last time that I have made it this far! But I'm so irritable. How long does that usually last?

I'm on day 9 and the urges are getting really strong.

I don't want to have the soap opera affect and I don't want to add frames that aren't really there but I don't want the panning shots to look so jerky.

Made it 4 days!!!!!!

Sony Bravia 7 dark scenes look too bright. I will watch the same movie on my computer and the person will have a shadow on their face watch it on my TV and there won't be a shadow on that person's face. Not sure what settings I need to adjust.

I plug my iMac into my Sony Bravia 7 to watch tv shows and movies. When I have high dynamic range turned on: Automatically adjust the display to show high dynamic range content and I have it set to optimize for the TV Everything looks too dark. If I set it to optimize for the computer everything looks fine. If I set it to optimize for the TV and turn HDR off everything looks fine.

At this point I have lost hope. I have been suffering for 4 and a half years. At this point I'm in bed 99% of the time. Nothing makes a dent in this thing.