Heart breaking
I used to love concerts. Bouncing around and singing with my friends, the throng of bodies all dancing together because the music and atmosphere is so fun!
Recently, even though I knew it couldn't work, I went to one. The music was great, the show was great but I had to take drastic measures to get through it. I ended up having the most awful flare up and other stuff I don't want to talk about.
I realized that I'd never be able to do it again. Today a friend told me about an AMAZING gig coming up and in a sad moment we both realized that it could never happen. And my heart is breaking.
I'm sorry about the sad dump but I don't want to burden anyone else with this sadness.
I know that you guys understand what this disease takes from us and it's okay to grieve.