at first I thought it was just bc I was watching YouTube on the same iPad I was using to animate (which is sorta true) however it’s still gets laggy at times even when I don’t have YouTube playing in the background
next time ima put laxatives
I just used the keyframe tool but now I can’t get the stage back on the theater unless I remove the keyframes.
when I tried using it all the other frames before this one also got moved, I tried looking for a tutorial but a lot of them retiaj the old ui from when it launched, this is my first time using it so I’d like for a detailed breakdown of how to use this,
so for a bit of background I have parents who are of Puerto Rican descent. my moms side is white whilst my dads side is dark and whilst my mom was married to my dad we’d always hang around my dads side of the family,
for pretty much all my life I’ve always felt as though I don’t fit in, parents didn’t do a good job at teaching me or my siblings Spanish so it was hard for us to talk to some of our relatives, especially our grandma bc she rarely ever spoke English, i knew words like titi or abuela that meant auntie and grandma but that was it, i didnt know how to say sentences in Spanish,
going to churches that were primarily Spanish also didn’t help, while a lot of the kids fortunately knew English, most of the adults I interacted with spoke Spanish so I would just sit there nodding along to whatever tf they were saying, not to mention all the sermons were also in Spanish so not only was i already disinterested in a lot of what I was taught but also I couldn’t even understand what they were saying so I’d fall asleep from boredom (which would annoy my mom)
all of this caused me to feel isolated from everyone, i started to wish I was more like my dads side, while I didn’t HATE my light skin, a part of me sorta wished that it’d be a bit darker so I looked like I was part of the family, aswell as know Spanish and have an accent.
even now as an adult I still feel like I don’t belong, like what’s the point of trying to interact with people who are of my ethnicity if I can’t even speak the language,
i want to feel proud of being Puerto Rican but I just can’t, i feel as though I’m too American to understand or even be proud of this part of myself.
idk maybe I’m just talking out of my ass or just overreacting or making things up.
I double checked all the information I put in yet it still rejected it, not sure if this is more of a PayPal issue since this has happened to me before but still
I cut down my project to just the first scene I’m working on and it’s STILL giving me a hard time, why?????????
I've already gotten my animatic done however trying to actually VA has just been a pain in the ass, I live with my family and I don't want them hearing me yell and whatnot, you could just say that I should wait until they go out somewhere but they rarely if ever do and I never have the house to myself,
I've recorded some lines and they all sound so devoid of confidence, primaraly bc I feel embarrassed about my family potentially hearing me, the walls are so thin that I'm pretty sure even just whispering can be heard,
I'm thinking of putting this animation on hold until I can figure out a way that I can solve this issue. While I don't mind y'all giving me advice on what to do I, I just really needed to vent here.