u/rmannyconda78

You know collapse awareness makes nostalgia hit so much harder.

It kinda occurred to me. Collapse awareness makes nostalgia hit so much harder. I’m a YouTuber/filmmaker (when I’m not working my day job), I do make some collapse related content which I do promote here on Reddit. I was talking to another Redditor about a video I made on urban decay, the opening shot was footage of the old mall in my town. Had a strong moment of what I can describe of an overpowering feeling of nostalgia/sadness.

I had a memory come up of that old mall when I was little. it was a Christmas, around 2005-7 I remember them bringing in reindeer, sitting on Santa’s lap and having a picture taken, and all the Christmas decorations, including a Christmas ornament store they had set up. It’s a bit deeper than simple Christmas decorations for me, you see I had a good childhood, and the side of town I lived on was pretty low in the crime rate at the time. It’s watching the area you grew up in slowly decay over 20 years, along with being present for 2 murders, and getting abused in college to the point of your nerves being shot, that does it, it makes that nostalgia from your childhood hit so much harder.

I’m actually having difficulty processing these thoughts and could use a hand processing them. I pretty much typed out what my Covid fried brain could process from those feelings.

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u/rmannyconda78 — 11 hours ago

Urban Decay (Marion, Indiana)

Submission statement: another case study of Marion, Indiana. A once thriving industrial city now a hollow shell of its former self (though the current mayor is actually trying to improve it, will commend that effort). First shot is the mostly abandoned 5 points mall, and a few more places.

Industry leaves, crime rates increase, city decays slowly over time. This city has quite the history overall.

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u/rmannyconda78 — 3 days ago

Squall Line

A fairly powerful squall line swept over my area.
Submission statement:
Collapse releated because as the world warms storms will get more powerful, this squall is a baby compared to what’s probably to come.

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u/rmannyconda78 — 3 days ago
▲ 27 r/EF5

What’s gonna happen when one of these chasers gets too cocky around a big slabber

It’s gonna get em’

u/rmannyconda78 — 5 days ago

The place I mention a lot during the weekly local observation thread in the main sub Marion, Indiana

Marion, Indiana. Place looks almost idyllic from above, but I’ve witnessed some horrific things happen there over the years. The castle apt building which is featured in the video was the site of the 1930 lynching that inspired the song “strange fruit” by the way not for the faint of heart to look up. That left a dark mark upon Grant county that will likely remain forever. The last shot is a little bit of the mostly abandoned 5 points mall, the parking lot is massive for it, but now it’s mostly empty. I may have to make a video showing more of the decay of the area.

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u/rmannyconda78 — 5 days ago

Borscht recipes?, I have one, just looking for ideas to improve it.

I sorta have one, it’s fairly simple. It has beets(canned beets until I can harvest mine from the garden), potatoes, chicken broth, bacon grease, thyme, and rosemary. I personally like it, I’m always looking to improve my recipe. Actually have a pot of it on the stove right now.

Edit: Grammar fix

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u/rmannyconda78 — 8 days ago

Got this lovely little cayenne plant

Keeping this one in a container so I can overwinter it. I am putting it in a larger pot today after I get off work. I’ve overwintered peppers before, had a Carolina reaper for several years.

u/rmannyconda78 — 9 days ago
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Bring it on

Let’s see, powerful storms, hantavirus possibly going airborne, wars, fires, and more, bring it on.

u/rmannyconda78 — 15 days ago

These are pictures of a supercell and weak tornado I caught with my drone last March. The third image is a picture of a mesocyclone from a tornado warned high precipitation supercell though it did not drop anything, luckily for Van Berun, Indiana.

u/rmannyconda78 — 18 days ago

https://www.wrtv.com/news/local-news/crime/3-juveniles-charged-in-attack-on-teen-along-mississinewa-riverwalk-in-marion

Autistic kid got jumped by 3 others, one of the little twerps posted video of it on Facebook while they were doing the deed, poor kid repeatedly was aploglizing for “something”(it was probably nothing at all) he apparently did, caused the poor little lad to have a meltdown then beat on him. You know why a big chunk of autistic people including myself have PTSD, it’s cause of fuckers like that.

u/rmannyconda78 — 22 days ago

This is a 16mm newsreel I made of a no kings protest.

Collapse related because it shows the unrest that is going on in the country, in this case one of many no kings protests that happened on March 28th 2026.

u/rmannyconda78 — 28 days ago

Collapse related because as the climate warms storms will become more violent, this one dropped damaging golf ball sized hail, was rotating too, surprised it did not get a tornado warning

u/rmannyconda78 — 1 month ago