You know collapse awareness makes nostalgia hit so much harder.
It kinda occurred to me. Collapse awareness makes nostalgia hit so much harder. I’m a YouTuber/filmmaker (when I’m not working my day job), I do make some collapse related content which I do promote here on Reddit. I was talking to another Redditor about a video I made on urban decay, the opening shot was footage of the old mall in my town. Had a strong moment of what I can describe of an overpowering feeling of nostalgia/sadness.
I had a memory come up of that old mall when I was little. it was a Christmas, around 2005-7 I remember them bringing in reindeer, sitting on Santa’s lap and having a picture taken, and all the Christmas decorations, including a Christmas ornament store they had set up. It’s a bit deeper than simple Christmas decorations for me, you see I had a good childhood, and the side of town I lived on was pretty low in the crime rate at the time. It’s watching the area you grew up in slowly decay over 20 years, along with being present for 2 murders, and getting abused in college to the point of your nerves being shot, that does it, it makes that nostalgia from your childhood hit so much harder.
I’m actually having difficulty processing these thoughts and could use a hand processing them. I pretty much typed out what my Covid fried brain could process from those feelings.