u/venovampire

i’m singing this song for an event at my theatre but i struggle telling the difference of when a song is sung in head or mix voice, can someone who knows the song help me out here?

people have used the term attempted grooming to describe my experience, and i do agree with it, but since it was attempted i can’t relate to any other victims. i can’t relate to songs about it, i can’t relate to characters who’ve been groomed, most things don’t talk about attempted grooming.

i also call my experience sexual harassment but it’s still hard to relate to anyone. most people say they relate to a character and a song but i don’t have that in regards to my experience.

(also everytime i post here i end up deleting my posts just because i don’t wanna leave it up for too long, and if you’ve seen me post about this before then it’s because i think about this specific thing a lot)

in 2017 when i was 10, a guy online exposed himself to me (we talked for a little bit and everyone who saw the screenshots think it was an adult trying to groom me). at the time i didn’t report it, but i finally submitted a cybertip about it in 2024 when i was 17. they told me to contact my local police department for a follow up, but i never did because i was afraid they’d come to my house to talk to me. i’m not entirely sure what will happen if i call and ask for a follow up, it’s probably too late. i doubt anything came of it, especially now that skype is no longer a thing and that’s what he used to contact me. i just wish i had justice and i wish i knew who he was and if he did it to other kids.

also, if knowing my state helps anything, i’m in wisconsin. i’m not sure how all this works here, i think it’s too late to do anything about it since it was nearly 10 years ago.

so, i’m trying to get into new music, but it’s difficult for me to enjoy new things

i used to enjoy soft sad music (nicole dollanganger, alex g, baby bugs, mitski, stuff like that) and vocaloid but i’m trying to venture into something else. most of the music i enjoy i’ve been listening to since middle school, i tried listening to stuff like bring me the horizon but my opinion on that music changes every day for some reason

i’m not really sure what other kind of music to try out, if you have any recommendations let me know.

i know this is a fashion sub but i couldn’t find any other subs that i could ask this in, do the artists i listed above count as alt? i’m not sure honestly, probably not but again im not entirely sure

(also if you go to listen to them, both artists have extremely dark and triggering lyrics, especially nicole dollanganger. please proceed with caution if you wanna look these artists up)

i’m confused on wether or not scene is political. if so, what beliefs do scene kids usually have on politics? (i’ll admit i don’t know too much about politics but i do have beliefs and i’m trying to do a little more research on politics)