u/venovampire

i didn’t report it at the time, i don’t think i knew that what he did was illegal (he exposed himself to me knowing i was 10 at the time), i really wish i did though.

i submitted a cybertip in 2024, so 7 years after it happened, i didn’t hear anything and when i asked about it they told me to contact my local police department which i was kinda afraid to do since i didn’t want them to come to my house (i didn’t live alone and i still don’t).

i just really wish i was able to report it when it happened, but again i was only 10 and didn’t fully understand so i don’t blame myself for that or anything

when i was 10 a guy sexually harassed me online and i think he was trying to groom me (i doubt myself sometimes) and i keep wondering if he did this to anyone else, i know it’s very likely but i don’t know for sure, i don’t know his name or what he looked like so i have no way of knowing if he did this to anyone else, and his skype username was a bunch of random numbers so i doubt anyone would remember his username (i only remember it because i have screenshots)

also if you’ve seen a similar post before i keep posting about this and then deleting it since it’s on my mind quite a bit

for some reason, whenever someone i knew when i was a minor gets exposed for grooming i always wonder why i wasn’t a victim? i feel almost “jealous” that i wasn’t a victim even though that’s not what i should be feeling. i was able to end my actual situation right when it turned sexual so i don’t feel valid, maybe that’s why?

so i’m 19 and recently i’ve been trying to get into scene music, clothes, etc, i noticed a lot of scene adults have been apart of the scene since they were younger but i’m curious if anyone else joined the scene as an adult? i hope this makes sense, i’m just wondering

can’t believe it honestly

i posted this earlier but i deleted it, i’m thinking about it again though

my situation was so different from everyone else’s, i blocked him immediately after it got sexual. plus, i’m not entirely sure how old he was, people said it seemed like an adult pretending to be a kid but of course i’ll never know. i can’t relate to anyone. i also don’t always think he was trying to groom me, sometimes i think it was only sexual harassment and not him trying to groom me (i know sexual harassment is awful as well and victims of that are valid, but i hope you know what i mean, basically i doubt if it was also him trying to groom me)

my situation was so different than everyone else’s, i blocked him when it got sexual. sometimes i wish my situation was similar to everyone else’s, i can’t relate to anyone, i don’t know if it was attempted grooming or only sexual harassment. i know for sure it was sexual harassment but i’m not sure if he was also trying to groom me, everyone said so but i doubt myself

deleting this later

so, on june 6th i’m auditioning for a community theatre production of into the woods, i’m interested in the role of the bakers wife and im singing moment in the woods (we were asked to sing a song from the show dont worry), i’ve been practicing the song for a few months now but the thing im missing is acting, i want to put more acting into it when i’m singing but i’m not entirely sure what to do, i’m not really a good actor, if you have any acting choice ideas please let me know, hope this made sense

im 19 and i have an imperforate hymen diagnosed by an OB. an older family member had a similar issue and she said it was extremely painful for her and she had to have surgery because she was getting her period but it just couldn’t come out. in my case, i didn’t have any kind of fluid building up and i also don’t think i had any premenstrual symptoms, im not sure if it’s just my hymen issue or if there’s some internal stuff happening there and i haven’t been able to see my OB in a while, my hormones are completely normal

oh, i also have a smaller uterus (i completely forgot about that until now lmao) so maybe that’s why? however i don’t think it’s too small, i believe it’s only slightly smaller