r/November25babybump

I missed my period by one day and I’m usually on time but I also just got my period back after months of EP. We had such a difficult time getting pregnant with our rainbow baby (literally taking all these supplements and eastern medicine). We had sex once and it was technically outside my ovulation but I just took a test and it shows positive…my baby is not even one yet and he’s at his most clingy stage. We just moved halfway across the world for my husband’s job, leaving behind all our family and friends. My sister is getting married 2 weeks before the supposed due date (which we would have to fly halfway across the world for). We don’t believe in abortions for ourselves personally but wow I feel so stunned and loss for words. I feel a mix of happiness for life but also dread, guilt, and anxiety. Idk what I’m looking for by posting here but I have no one to tell as I want to keep this hidden from my family until we have mentally accepted this (I just took the test 10 min ago…😭)