r/RenalCats

Lost my beautiful Puffin to CKD totally out of the blue 😢😢😢💔
▲ 110 r/RenalCats

Lost my beautiful Puffin to CKD totally out of the blue 😢😢😢💔

My Puffin was 12 and suddenly out of nowhere became very ill a few days ago and had to be put to sleep at home yesterday . End stage renal failure, out of nowhere. She lost a load of weight in 2 days, breath awful, hiding under furniture and isolating herself.  Her sister was also avoiding her when usually they couldn’t be separated and would cry for each other.  When they said they couldn’t do anything she still seemed peaceful and not struggling and I was thinking she may die peacefully in her sleep but yesterday her back legs kept giving way and she cried and we had to have the vet come to help her go peacefully. It has torn my heart out and I feel so guilty that I didn’t know and didn’t get the chance to help her . She spent all morning yesterday lying on her blanket with soothing music and us holding her paws stroking her and telling her how much we loved her and what a wonderful cat friend she has been to us but giving her permission to go and telling her she’s safe.  This is for sure the hardest part of loving animals . It really sucks .

u/Fit_Art7184 — 1 day ago

Hey guys, I’m new here. I haven’t gone through all the posts yet, but I plan on spending like the entire night reading through this chat. I just cannot get my cat to eat any kind of powder. Anyone using peptides?

I see that there’s some that are pills I don’t love the idea of ramming a pill down his throat twice a day. Aren’t there any shots out there? Is anyone doing anything with peptides?

He doesn’t really like wet food. I do give him the hydopackets. Anytime I try to put any powder on any kind of food, hard or wet. He just won’t eat it so what’s the best method to getting these supplements to him?

reddit.com
u/Laylow2100 — 19 hours ago
▲ 2.2k r/RenalCats+2 crossposts

Blackie, 20, will forever be missed.

Our beautiful boy passed away peacefully in his sleep. We are heartbroken, he was one of a kind, and our home feels empty without him.

u/CatFairBG — 1 day ago

Morgan - 17 years young

My sweet kind handsome gentle boy Morgan

He was diagnosed 18 months ago as stage 2, at his last check 3 months ago he was between 2 & 3 and we started him on meds for hyperthyroidism.

I know the average time frame for cats with CKD and as we get closer to it my heart breaks at the thought not having him around.

I call him my soul cat, he’s been with me since he was a baby and all though big and small life events, many many homes together
I don’t know life without him and I scared of what it will be like to come home and not see him waiting for me on the couch.

u/Anxious_Ariel85 — 1 day ago

Lost my CKD cat last night

Hi everyone first time I’m posting on here but I’ve been on this community for a while. My soul kitty Fred was diagnosed with late stage 3CKD in May 2022. He had been stable up until May of this year even though he would not let me give him fluids or eat the renal food. We had him on appetite, stimulants, and Cerenia. Needless to say, he progressed from stage three to stage four about two months ago and it was a slow decline then rapid I had to bring him to the ER last night because he was running around and meowing, and I could tell he was in discomfort it was time to say goodbye. I just wanted to post on here so people remember him. His name was Fred and he was the best boy he was a rescue at five years old and he was a dog in a cat’s body. I got him a year before Covid and it was a godsend because it was just me and him at home. This hurts so much but I know he is not suffering anymore.

u/DMarie1953 — 22 hours ago

Advice for vacation cat-sitting options with CKD Stage 3

Our 11-year-old kitty Chloe recently progressed to stage 3 CKD. We have a 10-day vacation coming up in a month that was previously planned, to look at properties in a different country. She just started supplements and we're still getting things under control - inconsistent eating schedule (though better appetite than when I took her to the vet 2 weeks ago), and she hates the oral supplements we give her, though we can usually get most of them in her. She is on aluminum hydroxide gel, and potassium gluconate powder mixed with water, both given via oral syringe since she will only eat out of a shared bowl with her sister (who does not have CKD and should not be getting the supplements). I'm worried about what to do with her while we are gone.

Previously, anything over 7 days, we leave both cats with my in-laws who love them. But I don't want to make them responsible for giving her oral meds/any health issues that might arise. Thus, my husband and I are torn on how to move forward with their care during our trip.

  1. I lean towards boarding them at a place with little indoor rooms for the cats (not cubbies, not cages), that can watch them 24/7, monitor health, and are trained in giving medications.
  2. My husband wants them to stay at the house to reduce stress of a new place and thinks it will be enough for someone to come by twice a day to administer the supplements, e.g. from Meowtel.com or Rover.com.
  3. I proposed having someone stay at the house that my coworker trusts implicitly/has experience staying at her house and watching her cat that needed sub Q fluids, but my husband isn't comfortable with a stranger staying in our home all day for 10 days.
  4. He has also suggested bringing them to his parents still but having someone from Meowtel/a vet tech come over to administer the supplements.

My concern with both of his proposals are that Chloe isn't eating at consistent enough times that we can guarantee she'll eat during the 20 minutes someone comes to check on them, which means we can't guarantee they'll be able to give her the aluminum hydroxide. And for his first proposal, I'm paranoid that, because it's only been 2 weeks and we haven't gotten the supplements dialed in yet, she needs someone to monitor her more than just 20 min a day, twice a day.

What recommendations do you all have for how to proceed (other than canceling the trip)? Please understand that we just want to do what is best for Chloe. The cost difference isn't significant enough to me to be the deciding factor between what we do.

reddit.com
u/Shyres0122 — 20 hours ago

Update - good news

My cat had his diagnosis 3 weeks ago and since then i have been giving him doses of 80ml of subq 5-6 times a week and an injection of hormones once a week. At first he fell sick and I was very worried but 3 weeks later and a follow-up meeting with my vet yesterday proved that he is getting better ! He went from 350 to 225 for his renal values (idk if thats the right term in english mb) and his red cells came back to normal so we can ditch the hormone injections. I can now reduce the amount of subq to 2-3 times a week and his overall mood has improved (he's still not as active as he used to be but he's a senior cat now ig he is 9-10 years old). I am pretty relieved this morning and I focus on the positive side of it all 🌞

Edit : spelling errors

▲ 40 r/RenalCats+1 crossposts

I'm worried sick that I may have been over-cautious with "better a week early than a day late" and euthanized my Cat much too early.

She had stage 3 Kidney disease and weight was down to 4.5Lbs (from about 9 pounds 9 months earlier), was only eating a few licks of treats and was going to further lose weight etc, BUT she was still able to walk with bit of back legs shakiness, drank some water, go to litter box to urinate, even jump on couch for her bed....but I decided to avoid sudden painful crisis and euthanize...Now I'm having panic attacks feeling that I potentially robbed her of weeks of ok lifespan

reddit.com
u/wherescookie — 1 day ago

Teddy has been diagnosed with possible Stage 3. Need food/hydration advice😕. (More info in body below)

Teddy is 15 yrs old.
Blind.
He has been taking blood pressure meds for 6 months.

Always been slender but hoping he doesn’t lose weight beyond this.

He will also be seen tomorrow for the blood pressure test and tomorrow will start taking low dose thyroid meds,
A month of antibiotics for UTI
Appetite stimulant and anti nausea meds.

I assume renal wet food is necessary but doctor said fed is best and admitted many cats hate the healthy foods. My questions are about best ways to get everything stabilized.

We have a month to give it our all and then we re-test his kidneys and thyroid and check for if UTI is gone.

. So my question are

  1. what foods or snacks did you choose?
  2. Is it hard to give subcutaneous fluids? We have not been directed to do that quite yet. We are trying to keep him hydrated but may need to ask to do this soon.
  3. .

3)So I hope to entice him with as much safe tasty snacks because he often wants those a lot. Any tips?

  1. tips for keeping him hydrated without subcutaneous fluid treatment?

I should add he did like Tiki Cats broth topper packs but recently vomited it and now doesn’t want it.

I do add water and or cat safe chicken broth to his wet food and he liked it.
But if I add too much water he throws up.
He is also less hungry and thirsty these past 2 days.
He starts meds tomorrow finally though.

He is definitely more dehydrated today and yesterday. His anti constipation meds called lactulose isn’t working and neither is MiraLAX. Doctor said to double the dose for all of it.
But he needs more fluids for this to work right?

u/_Blue_Sky_Noise — 23 hours ago

Final try at hospitalization ❤️‍🩹

UPDATE: A couple of hours after I left her she declined and our vet was concerned with her breathing. Diagnostics showed cardiomyopathy and a mass on one of her lungs. Given the additional heart diagnosis and potential for complications with her lungs, we made the heartbreaking decision to let her cross the rainbow bridge. I don’t regret pursuing the treatments while things looked treatable, she gave me 7 years of utter devotion and was truly a once in a lifetime cat. I am absolutely sick with grief but at peace with the choice we made - when I saw her again after just 5 hours apart I could see she was done fighting now too. I’m grateful for all the cuddles we were able to have in her final days, and that she left knowing only love.

I am so so sad. The last two weeks have been such a rollercoaster.

With her constipation now resolved, I took Valerie to see a feline only clinic for a second opinion on her condition. They did ultrasound imaging and confirmed reduced kidney function due to a smaller left kidney (likely damaged at some point in her life - she was a rescue from a pretty horrific backyard breeding situation). However, they also found a UTI and an underlying kidney infection which is likely inflating her creatinine levels.

Started antibiotics straight away, but this morning developed ataxia so took her back and her levels had jumped from 255 to 496 - more likely due to infection than a rapid deterioration in kidney function.

We hospitalized on diagnosis two weeks ago at original vet clinic, and have agreed to try again for 48 hours to support her kidneys while she tries to fight the infection. I really hope she has enough fight left. Over the last two weeks I’ve seen her both looking incredibly sick at times, and at others completely her normal self so it’s really difficult to judge.

I’m devastated, exhausted and second guessing myself. But finances aside, I wanted to give her this final best chance to stabilise so we can see what her true situation and quality of life is when she’s not constipated and fighting infection.

I don’t really need advice at the moment, but commiseration and encouragement welcome.

u/IndoorCat13 — 1 day ago

I really need your opinions and experiences ❤️‍🩹

A few days ago, I made a post about having to leave my cat in the hospital for 5 days.

Background: She is 17 years old and has had Stage 2 CKD for 11 years. Then, after hyperthyroidism was diagnosed and overcorrected, she progressed to Stage 3 CKD in May 2026. After stopping methimazole, she seemed to recover for about three weeks, and then suddenly crashed within one day. Since then, she had been low-energy but not severely ill. During the last week before hospitalization, it became increasingly difficult to feed her, and her legs became weaker. The night before hospitalization, she stopped trying to walk and seemed to be in pain.

Her creatinine progression since May 2026 has been: 2.9 (before methimazole) → 4.8 (after methimazole) → 4.2 → 4.1 → 4.4 (on the day of hospitalization) → 4.5 (yesterday) → 4.9 (today).

Her potassium is normal, and her T4 is also currently normal. Phosphorus increased from 5.5 to 6.6. I’m still waiting for the other current lab values.

At the hospital, she is receiving IV fluids every night, pain medication, an appetite stimulant, and medication for nausea. Her appetite came back on the first day in the hospital, she became active again, and started walking. At the same time, I noticed small twitching movements in her whiskers, legs, and head. She hasn’t had a bowel movement during her entire hospital stay, even though she has been eating consistently. Her weight has remained stable, and she urinates a lot.
The IV fluids have not improved her kidney values. Ultrasound showed no infection, cancer, or stones — nothing obvious. X-rays also showed nothing significant. No bacteria or infection were found. Her heart is normal in size; one kidney is slightly smaller and the other slightly larger.

The doctor’s first theory was AKI, and the second is progression of CKD. The other obvious causes have not been found. However, they still can’t determine what caused the possible AKI, so they decided to keep her for one more night, repeat the ultrasound, and try one last round of IV fluids. If they still don’t find anything, they want to try antibiotics. We are also still waiting for the pancreatitis test results.

What could this be? What else should we check? What should I be hoping for? How can I help her? Should I take her home and focus on the fact that she is feeling good and eating, or is there something else we should be looking for? I’m desperate…

u/Hitomi_Hi — 1 day ago

Lost in this situation, looking for comfort and advice.

Hello everyone,I’m so thankful for this subreddit, I was scared to post but today the love of my life L’ami is not doing too well :(

First I want to speak about L’ami (which means the friend in French, I’m French living in the u.s) L’ami lived in the street for a long time til we cross path, he started sleeping in our little outdoor room, I got him fixed, vaccinated, microchipped, he was pretty “wild” til may last year, when he decided to move in, he became a total love bug baby, and is still!

But this happy story became quite challenging (challenge accepted) last August I brought him to the vet because of his breath that became smelly, and after some bloodwork we learned that L’ami had some kidneys issues, his creatinine was 3.4. The vet didn’t speak to me about stage or anything but he got prescribed subcutaneous fluids therapy, as well as renal food, he hates renal food, I tried all I could find with his prescription and it was a big flop. We did the fluid, here and there because he also hates it…

In January this year, I’m bringing him back, his creatinine number had dropped to 1.6, my vet couldn’t believe it and said that it was good, and stupidly I thought it’s probably his teeth infection, let’s get them remove. Financially I wasn’t able at that time, I got some coffee gigs and last week was the day I wanted to start speaking about the procedure, we did bloodwork and his creatinine was up to 8.9… I was so upset at myself, I am still, wondering if those fancy gems that he loved were slowly killing him, the churu, the litter, the tap water (that I also drink)…

Today his saliva was greenish, I wiped his face and that was also blood, I called my vet and they got us this afternoon, L’ami has now ulcers in his inside cheeks, the vet gave him a steroid and told me that if it wasn’t working we will have to think of saying goodbye…

I have been pre grieving all last week and didn’t cry today, I also didn’t want to do it in the front of him.

When we came back home, he is full of life, he just jumped on the couch and is hugging my husband, he wants to eat but he struggles, probably because of the pain, I’m hoping the steroid will ease the pain…

When am I supposed to say goodbye ? :( I know food will be a big indicator, but I can’t even imagine in how much pain he is because of his mouth, I’m at loss of words, i have a call on Friday with the vet to assess the situation, part of me believe how this little guy is strong, he showed us so many miracles already (too long to tell) that he can fight it, but the other part is that it’s not how it works specially with issues like this…

Thank you for reading me, I’m finally balling crying, I had to step outside so he couldn’t see. I hope you are all well and sending you all my strength for your babies

reddit.com
u/Salt-Stable741 — 1 day ago
▲ 5 r/RenalCats+1 crossposts

I have three cats and one currently does not have any medical issues other than miliary dermatitis on her skin. She is 13-15 years old, I don’t know the approximate age but that’s what the vet estimates based on her teeth, she had 10 extractions.

I have two cats that have stage one kidney disease. I have a feeling that this cat may have something too, but I’m not sure what. I have heard that Trupanion is fantastic and I know Chewy has insurance as well. I’ve heard that the older they are the more expensive it is. Also, does anyone know when the insurance actually kicks in? I want to get her to the vet soon because I wanna get bloodwork and get a diagnosis if there is something to be diagnosed. But I didn’t know if it was like a 30 day post insurance purchase or something like that? If that makes sense?

I have spent an arm and a leg on my two senior stage one kidney disease cats, and prior to that I had a diabetic who was seven years old when she passed from diabetic ketoacidosis and pancreatitis, which cost me almost $5000 at the ICU and she died… on my dad‘s birthday… my dad died of ALS… So the day is already really hard for me…

I want to be proactive, but I am not sure which direction to go in. I don’t have a lot of money because I’m currently unemployed, but I have unemployment $ and I’m willing to spend a reasonable amount of money if I have to.

I just wanted to hear from anyone who has a senior pet that has benefited from pet insurance:

-which company

-average cost per month

-when it actually kicked in/started letting you use it.

-if it is a papers and then be reimbursed later type of insurance.

I kick myself for not having enrolled in insurance sooner bc the kidney disease bills would be less, but hindsight is 20/20.

Thank you so much in advance.

The void in question:

u/Orangecatlover4 — 1 day ago

11yo cat fine thursday, end-stage renal failure by tuesday?

hi all. i have 11 year old female identical twin girls and a 4yo girl. this will probably be a wall of text, but please bear with me. not sure what to flair this as. not pet loss, i think, because she’s still with us now.

gemma (11yo) had labs done last month. i do not have a copy of those labs, but her vet told me that everything looked good at the time. they did not do a urine sample.

last thursday, gemma started acting a little odd. she didn’t sleep beside me that night, which is weird for her. on friday, she seemed like she was sleeping more than usual, but i brushed it off; the twins have a 4 year old “daughter” who loves to play a little too much, and sometimes she just tires them out. by saturday afternoon, i realized that something wasn’t right. she kept opening the closet door to sleep in there and wasn’t as social as usual. she is my velcro baby, but sometimes she just has an “off day”, but never two in a row. by nighttime, she had started meowing very loudly at me and didn’t sleep much, which struck me as weird. i decided to take her to the vet on monday. on sunday, she was mostly sleeping, and when she wasn’t sleeping, she was screaming at me, but still eating, drinking, and using the bathroom normally, no vomiting.

well, monday rolls around, and the soonest appointment the vet has is tuesday morning. i called both other vet offices in my area (semi-rural, not a lot of resources) and neither had an appointment open monday, so i settled for her normal vet at 9am, but with a different doctor at the practice (but same one as before, who did labs last month; regular vet is on paternity leave). not ideal, but i wanted her seen asap.

we go in this morning and basically, she has two infected premolars. we decide to do a blood test and a urine test under the impression that she will have surgery next monday to remove the infected teeth, as long as her labs come back good. he decided that her weird behavior likely because of dental pain. nothing else seems wrong with her, but i do tell the vet that she didn’t want to eat last night, and only pecked at her food this morning, and that she has stopped eating dry food entirely. we both chalk this up to pain because of her teeth. he gives her a dose of zorbium for pain and an injection of convenia to fight the infection before surgery. she also gets subcutaneous fluids, because she is dehydrated, but he doesn’t say much about it other than “maybe she isn’t drinking as much because of the dental pain”. we even talked about an appetite stimulant if she hasn’t eaten by noon tomorrow. he also says her very stinky breath is because of the infection; the stinky breath began about 2 weeks ago and got bad around thursday as well.

well, around 5pm, my entire world gets shattered. her labs came back early, and they show severe, advanced chronic kidney disease. he diagnoses her with end-stage renal failure. the vet himself admitted that he was shocked by these results and did not expect to see this from her. he advises that i take her to an emergency vet for overnight treatment and fluids. i get in the car and drive an hour to the nearest 24hr emergency hospital.

on the drive there, she starts to decline. she is very quiet, still, spacey/dazed, and her general vibe is completely wrong. at the emergency vet, she is taken in immediately and marked as “critical condition”. they start an iv catheter to give her fluids while we figure out what’s going on, and what to do. eventually, we were quoted $2500 for a single night in the hospital, with only monitoring and continuing fluids. the vet reviews her labs, palpates her kidneys (very small), and tells me to consider making a compassionate choice for gemma because she’s going downhill fast. i mention her bloodwork last month and how the vet said that it looked normal, and asked what happened between then and now; she tells me that she doesn’t have an answer, but gem has likely been suffering from this for some time now. i reiterate that she had quite literally zero symptoms of anything weird until thursday, and again, she tells me that she doesn’t have an answer.

unable to pay $2500 upfront, we decide to take her home for the night (and my family drove down immediately to say their goodbyes to her), and we’ll put her to sleep at our home vet tomorrow morning. at home, she seems to be in the same condition as she was at the second vet’s office. she is wobbly (started after a few hours of zorbium), laying down, and occasionally meowing at me, wanting me to hold her and cuddle her. she is not sleeping, only small naps. she is drinking water but still refuses food, and even refuses a chicken churu. i made a joke last week that feels kind of haunting now, saying that gem would have to be on death’s doorstep to turn down a chicken churu.

this is such a gut punch. my entire world has been turned upside down. this sweet girl is my baby, my whole life honestly. she is my velcro cat and my best friend. she is with me literally every single moment except for when i’m cooking (she tries to sit on the stove, so i have to put her in my room while it’s on). i consider myself to be an attentive cat mom, and my vet literally prided me on it when my late cat was going through diabetes, that i noticed small things that others wouldn’t. i have a lot of health anxiety and worry so much about my girls. they sneeze the wrong way and i’m worrying if they have a respiratory infection.

so, at the end of things, my question is: how in the world did this progress so fast? what happened? is there any way that i could have stopped this, or at least noticed it sooner? how did her labs look fine last month, and then come back w/ a creatinine of 9.3, bun 229, sdma 71, phosphorus 30?

TLDR: 11yo female cat is completely fine until thursday. slowly progresses into lethargy, not eating, and bloodwork/urine comes back insane. vet diagnoses her with end-stage renal failure. bloodwork last month “looked good”. what happened? does anyone have a similar experience?

reddit.com
u/lluckyclovers — 1 day ago

Please help me with my cat

My 7y old Shadow has been diagnosed with chronic kidney disease and acute kidney injury and gastrointestinal disease, she’s been hospitalized 3 days ago and I picked her up today because her levels haven’t gone down at all, they send me subcutaneous fluids and medications. I’m so scared and terrified because I’m losing hope, please let me know what has helped your cats get better from their kidneys, any supplements, vitamins, anything please. I don’t know if it’s too late but I don’t want to stop fighting until I know I’ve tried everything for her. She hasn’t been wanting to eat much, I got her hills k/d kibble and Weruvas phos focused, is there anything else I should give her. She was so healthy and loving and now she’s so thin with no energy and it hurts me so much seeing her this way. Is there hope ?

u/h4mor1 — 3 days ago

SUB Surgery

Our poor girl (9) was just diagnosed with bilateral ureteral obstruction. They aren’t quite sure what it is causing the blockage as it does not appear to be a stone or mass/tumor based on the x-rays performed. They are suspecting that it could be blood clots causing the blocks and she is seeing a cardiologist in the morning for an echo. Regardless, we’ve been told our only/best option is bilateral sibcutaneous ureteral bypass surgery (SUB)… I have seen a lot of success stories on this sub which has given me some hope but I still feel so uneasy that they still dont know what is actually causing the blockage. I don’t want to put our poor girl through all of this only for it turn out that the SUB doesn’t solve anything for her. Send support for our girl, we just got done visiting her in the ICU, and is likely having surgery tomorrow after the cardiologist completes their exam.

u/dacapatainve — 3 days ago

Update: My cat who was still nauseous even after Ondansetron and Cerenia

This was my post some days back about my kitty who seemed fine on every test but was still extremely nauseous to the point she didn't want to eat anything.

I took her to the vet the following day. I didn't mention the CBC, platelet count, BP measure, and ultrasound; after hearing my concerns regarding her my vet suggested all of those so we did that. BP was normal, platelet count was also normal, everything was normal, she also had no fever so an infection wasn't it according to my vet. Upon recheck, apparently the pain she felt when they pressed near her kidney was gone so I don't know if that's relevant, I thought I'd mention.

However for the ultrasound the earliest they could slot us in was Wednesday last week so we patiently waited. It has been nearly a week and they haven't gotten back to us yet. This was very unusual, we have another cat who has cancer and he had an ultrasound done also at the same vet last year. The result came back the same day, they reported a big mass and that led us to discover he has cancer. The year before that one of my other kitty also underwent an echocardio and we had the result within 3 days (with them consulting a cardiologist for us).

My vets are good vets, I don't doubt that but the lack of update regarding the ultrasound is very confusing to me. I have read that sometimes they will consult an internal medicine specialist if there's something notable in the result hut does it usually take this long? I just want to know if there's anything at this point. My husband said if we don't have any update tomorrow night he wanted to take our cat to an emergency clinic and have them do an ultrasound right then and there. Does that sound like a good plan? Money is not an issue, we just want to know.

On our side, we switched her to a limited ingredient diet just in case it was IBD. So far so good, she has only thrown up once since but she also hasn't eaten much. Upon hearing about aminavast and probiotic we got them the next day and she's been on them for 9 days now. Pepcid didn't help in the past but i figure it couldn't hurt trying so I started giving her that 3 days ago too. Thank you for listening, I'm just tired so forgive me if I make any grammar or spelling errors.

UPDATE: Our vet called today. They consulted with a radiologist (not an internal medicine specialist, my b) and they found some concerning thickening in both her stomach and intestinal areas. There are 3 candidates: lymphoma (cancer), inflammation in the bowel area, or carcinoma (also cancer but this is much less likely). Not the news I wanted to hear but at least I have an answer. To know for sure we need to biopsy the thickening but for the first 2 we can give her steroid. I'm discussing with my husband to see what we can do for our baby. Thank you.

reddit.com
u/neil_rev — 3 days ago
▲ 156 r/RenalCats

Grizz said goodbye to CKD on Friday

After a 4 year battle with CKD, HCM, hyperthyroidism, high BP and all the associated side effects, Grizz finally said he had enough. We agreed with his diagnosis. So did his vet. He passed on at home, in the backyard, in the sun. His favorite place. With dignity. No more pain, no, no more waiting.

I want to thank this community for all the help they gave Grizz over the years. Other than my vet, this was my main source for questions about these diseases. I really wish the best for all of you and your kitties.

Again thank you

u/Groovyjoker — 3 days ago
▲ 166 r/RenalCats

Struggling with mortality

I’ve had my 16yo kitten, Taboo, since I was 20, and she’s truly my favorite thing on Earth. Lately I’m starting to come to terms with the fact that she won’t be here forever, as the diagnoses start to stack up. She’s still so energetic and loving, but she’s managing (well!) a few conditions - mild Stage II CKD (which has been stable for a couple of years thanks to RX food), IBD (daily prednisolone), and hypertension (daily amlodipine). But every vet visit is emotional torture for me - it feels like we come out of it with a worry about her weight, a new medication, or another lab “to be safe”.

At least 1-2x a day I find myself tearing up at the thought of her death and the impending grief. Logically I know the day is coming and I know that worrying now does nothing, but it’s paralyzing. It feels like life won’t go on after she’s gone. My family and friends have joked for years that they’ll be on stand by and I’ll have to be institutionalized- and frankly, they might be right 😳. And before anyone suggests a kitten, she’s such an only child cat, the last thing I want to do is to add stress to her golden years.

I can’t be alone with this - how do you all cope??

u/cateyesharp — 3 days ago