u/-Tranquilia-

Hey so I primarily struggled with anorexia nervosa most of my life but recently I’ve had more food aversion rather than fear?? I still want to me thin but it’s less out of vanity and more for sensory reasons. Like heat overstimulates me and makes me so irritated when I’m at lower weights I stay naturally cooler. I also prefer a smaller body as I like being flexible and taking less space. I love how my clothes sit on my body at lower weights, and paired with my new ish disinterest in food and enhances taste sensitivity I just don’t care to eat anymore.

I think partly the reason is that I stopped pressuring myself to decide on food when indecisive. It’s helped me feel less stressed mentally honestly but I know it’s not great for my body.