u/After_Carpet1934

My parents have gotten mad at me for being bipolar saying I’m “bringing the mood down”, not eating at functions due to my eating disorder and calling me “embarrassing“, and for anything related to my OCD (not eating near expired food even if it’s still good, not touching food someone else touched, tapping my nails ima. certain order, saying my thoughts out loud). Does this happen to anyone else?

I wake up and most days when I look in the morning I’m happy since my stomach is flat and I look thin and I’ll have a really good day. But on days when I eat a lot if i see myself in the mirror and look bloated I sink into a depression like state (almost kms kind of state). Does this happen to anyone else?

I go to a special high school that focuses on engineering and this is my course plan they gave me for high school:

1. Differential Equations (DE)
2. Linear Algebra (DE)
3. AP Physics C (Mechanics & E&M)
4. Calculus II/III (DE)
5. AP US History
6. AP English Literature & Composition
7. AP English Language & Composition
8. AP Chemistry
9. AP Biology
10. AP Physics II
11. AP Calculus AB
12. AP Physics I
13. AP Statistics
14. AP Government / VCS AP Gov
15. AP Economics
16. AP Environmental Science
17. Chemistry 1 Honors
18. IB Spanish Language & Literature (IB Diploma Pathway)
19. IB Spanish VI (HL)
20. IB Spanish V (SL)
21. IB Spanish III / Spanish III Honors
22. IB Spanish II
23. AICE English General Paper
24. Engineering Technology 1 Honors
25. Personal Finance & Money Management Honors
26. World History (MYP level elective)

I go to a special high school that focuses on engineering and this is my course plan they gave me for high school:

1. Differential Equations (DE)
2. Linear Algebra (DE)
3. AP Physics C (Mechanics & E&M)
4. Calculus II/III (DE)
5. AP US History
6. AP English Literature & Composition
7. AP English Language & Composition
8. AP Chemistry
9. AP Biology
10. AP Physics II
11. AP Calculus AB
12. AP Physics I
13. AP Statistics
14. AP Government / VCS AP Gov
15. AP Economics
16. AP Environmental Science
17. Chemistry 1 Honors
18. IB Spanish Language & Literature (IB Diploma Pathway)
19. IB Spanish VI (HL)
20. IB Spanish V (SL)
21. IB Spanish III / Spanish III Honors
22. IB Spanish II
23. AICE English General Paper
24. Engineering Technology 1 Honors
25. Personal Finance & Money Management Honors
26. World History (MYP level elective)