Relapsed after 2 years smoke-free, forgot how brutal quitting actually is 🫠

I quit cold turkey in June 2024 after smoking more than a pack a day for almost 10 years (started in the army). That first quit was one of the hardest things I've ever done. The first three months were shit, constantly on edge, intense cravings, my brain fighting me every single day. It took about six months before I truly felt like I'd broken nicotine's grip. I have to thank my friends for putting up with me. I was probably the biggest pain in the ass imaginable, and they were incredibly patient about it.

After that, I had almost two years smoke-free.

My mistake was thinking I could smoke occasionally, socially. I'd take a puff here and there with friends, and because nothing happened, I convinced myself I was in control.

Then work stress hit hard. I was at the beach with a friend who's a heavy smoker, had a few beers, and chain smoked 5 cigarettes. I knew immediately I'd messed up. I bought a pack afterward, then tried to stop. A few days later another friend accidentally left his rolling tobacco at my place after a BBQ, and that reopened the door completely. A month later I was back to smoking 5–10 hand-rolled cigarettes a day.

I stopped again. Last cigarette was Monday at 1pm. Now I'm on Day 3, and I have to say that I completely forgot how horrible withdrawal feels.

What can you do lets do this once again from the top 🫠 at least it's a moth and not a decade this time around

Edit: Thank you all for the encouragement and support. I honestly just needed a small boost to push myself through it.

It’s day 4 now, and I’m feeling substantially better. Most of the withdrawal symptoms have already started to mellow out.

To everyone going through this: keep pushing forward. The lifestyle improvements are massive, the savings are great, and at the end of the day, your health is the biggest win.

When I quit two years ago, I went from getting winded just getting off the couch to having so much more energy that I couldn’t stop doing things. The difference is honestly huge.

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u/Awkward-Country-835 — 16 days ago

First attempt at smoking a brisket on the kettle

Smoked my first brisket this weekend on the Weber kettle and wanted to share how it went. It was a 4.8kg Brazilian brisket. Trimmed the fat cap down and kept the rub simple just salt and pepper at a 3 to 1 ratio since it was my first go. It went on the kettle low and slow running about 4 hours before hitting the stall at 70°C internal. Once it stalled I wrapped it in foil to push through and let it climb back up to 98°C internal then rested it in a hot box before slicing. Total cook time came out to right around 8 hours.

It ended up slightly overcooked but honestly for a first attempt I think it went alright. The bark came out darker and harder than expected going in but once I unwrapped it the smoke ring and pull apart texture were both there. Delicious as hell. Basically nothing was left after it was served. Would love to hear from the more experienced smokers here about what you'd have done differently based on the pics.

u/Awkward-Country-835 — 19 days ago
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First brisket smoke in a Master-Touch Premium 5775, snake method, Texas style

Hello guys, I have been grilling on my Master Touch Premium 5775 for a the last two and a half weeks 2 times a week, now it's time to smoke a brisket, this is my first smoke. Got the handle on grilling and roasting, this is the next step with my new friend.

Cooking almost 6kg of brisket, 2 pieces, good quality meat. Figured 250g per person for 11 people, so went up to 6kg raw to account for trim and cook loss. I have briquettes and wood, everything is acquired. Probably going with the snake method for the charcoal. Considering Texas style, so just salt, pepper and time.

I would love to hear what you guys would recommend instead, any recipe or rub that's worked for you, or if true Texas style is the way to go for a first attempt.

Any recommendations about cooking a brisket in a kettle? Anything to keep in mind?

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u/Awkward-Country-835 — 26 days ago

[30M] Finally finished restoring my 1958 stone house after a yea

This place was basically a ruin when I started renovating it.

It's been in my family for generations. My grandfather built it as an investment property back when my country was still under British rule, and the British Army rented it to house officers and their families. It sat empty for about 15 years. The previous tenant completely trashed the place, then squatted there for another three years before we finally managed to get him out.

Long time lurker, first time poster.

About a year ago I started renovating the house, and I finally finished it. It burned through most of my savings, but honestly it was worth every euro. I restored the house and preserved most of its original features without changing its identity.

I rewired the whole place with Cat6a, with everything running back to my home server. No subscriptions for me. I probably went a bit overboard with the Wi-Fi, but at least there aren't any dead zones. The lights turn on automatically when I walk in, and I've been playing around with some local AI models to handle a few of the home automations.

I couldn't find kitchen tiles locally that I liked and that kept the spirit of the house, so I had a local artisan make custom Talavera tiles instead. They ended up being cheaper than the off-the-shelf options and exactly what I wanted. Overall I went for a Spanish Mediterranean style with a few modern touches. Most of the furniture is IKEA, mixed with a few old family pieces that I restored.

I've been working on the garden for the last couple of months, and I'm hoping it'll become a proper little oasis by next summer.

It was a long, expensive process, but seeing it all come together has made it completely worth it. Happy to answer any questions about the renovation, networking, home automation, the custom tiles, or anything else.

u/Awkward-Country-835 — 1 month ago
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Bought my first Charcoal grill couldn’t be happier

Just wanted to share, I bought my first charcoal grill, a Mastertouch Premium 5775. The experience is above and beyond better than a gas grill. Heat retention is amazing and the cooking experience is exquisite.

After the burn, with the help of r/grilling recommendations and their advice not to stress about how I should handle my new love, I've cooked three times in 10 days on this bad boy.

1st cook: pollo asado and a pork loin marinated in adobo sauce

2nd cook: just grilling veg for Wednesday dinner, couldn't help myself, wanted to give the dinner some extra charred taste

3rd cook: last night, picanha steak with fries

Some pictures above, they aren't great, just wanted to commemorate and remember the first cooks.

Edit : Any attachments recommendations are appreciated

u/Awkward-Country-835 — 1 month ago
🔥 Hot ▲ 16.4k r/aerodynamics+6 crossposts

🇨🇾 Cyprus is just an aerodynamic version of the 🇺🇸 USA

Removing Florida was not necessary, but it was satisfying.

u/Awkward-Country-835 — 2 months ago
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New to charcoal (Weber Master-Touch GBS Premium), a few questions before my first cook

Finally pulled the trigger on charcoal after years on gas. Went with the Master-Touch GBS Premium 5775.

Watched enough videos to know the basics (two-zone fires, why you don't choke the vents right away, lump vs. briquette tradeoffs) but want to hear from people who've actually put in the reps.

First cook: Doing a burn-off to season the grates, then going with skirt steak, fast, mostly about the sear, low risk if I misjudge something early on. Anyone disagree with that pick for a first real cook?

Fuel: Leaning briquettes for more predictable heat while I dial in vent control, then probably moving to lump once I've got a feel for it. Anyone find that backwards?

Thermometer: Know I don't need one for something quick like a steak, but assuming it's essential once I start smoking longer cooks roasting and smoking.

What I'm actually trying to avoid: the classic beginner traps, flare-ups from choking vents too late, misjudging how much charcoal actually translates to sustained heat, that kind of thing. What's the mistake you see repeated most that isn't obvious until you've done it once?

Any tutorial recommendations, but more interested in the stuff that only comes from actually doing it a bunch of times.

Edit: Edited the post using Claude to make it more organized and neat, sorry if against the rules.

u/Awkward-Country-835 — 2 months ago