u/Big_Condition8912

As I’ve mentioned before I haven’t spoken to my dad in 6 years because he treats us like absolute shit .Back in 2020 when they had a fight and he called my mum a bitch. The way he says that word sounds like pure venom. I was only 10 years old and he said shit like this all the time so I was tired of it and so i said She's not a bitch, you are!That’s all I said.

Fast forward to today. My mom brought up a normal conversation about studies mentioning that since my oldest brother is in med school I’ll be going to university after Grade 12 too. My dad goes Well, I don't care. Why should I pay for her university? She called me a dog, didn't she? I was so shocked. He literally twisted what happened 6 years ago lied and claimed I called him a dog multiple times. He always does this. He starts the fights curses at my mum using the most disgusting words imaginable and then months later acts like he is the victim and she was the one abusing him. No man with an ounce of self respect talks to his wife the way he does.

Why turn a simple topic about my education into a weapon over something a 10 year old child said to defend her mum? If he had an ounce of shame and hadn't attacked my mum I would have never said a word to him.

To make it worse my brothers sometimes use it against me. They say stuff like Tum to papa ko bhi galiyan deti ho to ham kon hain or Papa tumse baat nahi karte tumhari zubaan ki waja se . It makes me feel disgusting like I was the one in the wrong at 10 years old.

Honestly I’d rather never step foot in a university than let him pay a single fils for it. I already feel gross letting him pay my school fees and I’m only doing that because I'm forced to go to school.

He’s such a hypocrite too. Before my oldest brother got into med school my dad treated him like absolute garbage calling him a parasite and cursing him out in public. Now that he’s in med school suddenly my dad respects him and treats him like royalty when he visits. He thinks my brother forgot the abuse but he never will. If he doesn't want to pay for me fine. Don't pay I don't want your money anyway.

And my relatives tell me I should still talk to my father because he's still my father and I'm not supposed to talk back to my parents,they don't live how I live they don't have the right to tell me how to be with my dad...he dosent care about me,why should I respect him right??? I won't tolerate disrespect towards my mum

Dude... I am literally shaking right now what the actual fuck

I was home alone because my brothers went out for Friday prayer my mum went to my grandma’s house and my dad was also outside. Since the house was empty I decided to take a shower.

While I was in there I LITERALLY heard my mum walk right into the bedroom connected to my bathroom. Wallah I heard her talking. She is always on calls or messaging her friends so I heard her talking and assumed she had just come back home early and was on her phone talking to a friend

But wallah I just got out of the shower and NO ONE IS HERE. The entire house is completely dead silent and empty. My mum never came back!!! What the actual fuck bro im so freaked out right now

And I checked all of the rooms no ones here

Are there any specific topics in the book or something???😭so flipping scared I don't have a clue

Today in our pak studies exam the first mcqs paper they gave us had class 9th syllabus but it said grade 10 so we all were confused cuz that's what we studied last year,and around 2:30 pm They gave us another mcqs paper which was the right one

Today I made a harmless post appreciating Imran Khan for building cancer hospitals and treating patients for free and people immediately started calling him a thief and replying with made up facts. Once before I posted about how pretty Bella Hadid dresses and how I want to dress like her but I can't because of my family and people got so pissed for some reason. Like what did I even do? I swear I just post nice fun stuff and people always have to ruin it

On the post today someone literally commented ap ke Abu hain ye? Like please who tf do you think you are? If my account didn’t already have a warning i would have said some real nice words back to you.

When I make a post about how much I love babies people on here are like oh but they throw up they're annoying they cry Like please stop it. It genuinely pisses me off because no matter what I post someone has to be rude

If I don't like a post I just scroll past it. But when I tell these people to stop replying if they don't like my content they always use the same dumb excuse Oh it’s a public platform I can say whatever I want if you can post whatever you want. I just want to post fun things without people being constantly negative and criticizing me over everything. If you can't be nice just don't reply. It's really not that hard. I just wanna have fun with you guys like I used to before...9 months ago this place was so much fun I would honestly delete reddit if I didn't have some friends here

I am honestly at the point where I feel like my head is going to burst from the stress of these exams. The schedule they gave us is inhumane like brooooooooo there is only a one day gap between each paper and it is physically destroying me. For Biology I slept at 2:00 AM because I had 11 chapters to cover woke up for Fajr and then was up again at 10:00 AM to keep studying. We are kids and we need sleep and rest but the people who made this datesheet clearly don’t care about what we are going through.

Because of this zero breathing room schedule my original plan to retake and improve all my Grade 9 exams is completely ruined. I can only do the Math retake now. I had an exam on tuesday and then thursday another one today on Saturday and now I have Grade 9 Math on Monday followed immediately by Pakistan Studies on Tuesday. How is anyone supposed to learn entire subjects like Pak Studies or Urdu in a single day??????????????

To make everything worse there is a massive problem at home right now that isn't getting solved and everyone is stressed out. I was trying to study for Math tonight but my brother was screaming earlier making it impossible for me to rest. And a while ago he pissed me off so I started crying he just told me I was too sensitive he doesn't have these exams so he has no right to judge.

My mom is being kind and telling me not to stress. She says it’s okay as long as I just pass with decent marks because she knows I couldn't even eat dinner last night from the pressure. But at the same time my mum and brother keep making comments about how I look like a corpse or how sick my skin colour looks because of staying inside and how my collarbones are sticking out . I wish people would think twice before pointing out someone's appearance because I feel really bad when they do it ,my friends are kind enough to not point it out...why can't yall stay quiet like them???

I am exhausted I have a massive headache and I don't know how to handle the home situation and the exams at the same fucking time!!!

And don't even forget the weirdos on reddit if I make a post about liking someone they're gonna say negative shit like what the fuck is your problem???don't fucking comment if you don't like them why do you have to spread negativity everywhere,if I post about wanting to dress a specific way you're gonna spread negativity and if I post about someone I like yall are gonna spread negativity there aswell!!! Just leave me alone!!!!!if you don't have something positive to say pls stay quiet

You guyssss :p tomorrow is my Biology exam yayyyyyyyy!!

I am soooo confidenties right now because I already learnedies almost all of ities! I only have the last twoies chapters lefties but I’m just going to learnies them in the morningies because they’re so easyies anywayies!!!

Honestly I’m literally more confident for Bioies than I was for Islamic Studies! I love Biology so much it’s definitely my third favorite subject ever!!!

But seriously... why the hell do I have to go to school on a SATURDAY like 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫 Who even holds exams on a Saturday??

Wish me luckies pls even thoughies I’m gonna crushies it InshAllah! 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

Okay so I’m fully prepared for my Islamic Studies exam tomorrow but I am still panicking. I’m feeling physically unwell and nauseous even though this is a subject I’m confident in. Last year I only studied after Isha the night before and got 48/50 but the trauma from Tuesday’s Math paper is making it impossible to feel okay.

As I told you all Math went awfully. I am convinced I will fail I’m planning to pray Tahajjud and make Dua for the first time but I’m scared I keep wondering if it will actually work or if I’ll pray for months and still fail. Have any of you had your Duas answered in a situation like this?

I’m stuck in the worst case scenario because we are in the Middle East our exams were delayed for so long without updates that most of us stopped studying thinking they’d be canceled. Then the datesheet came out of nowhere with only one day off between papers. I originally wanted to improve all my marks from last year but with this schedule it’s impossible to retake everything.

My only hope now is the Grade 9 Math retake If I can score over 50 out of 75 I can pass both years and never have to look at Math again. But I am terrified. Whenever I see a Math paper my brain completely shuts down I lose all energy I forget basic addition and my hands literally stop working. That’s exactly what happened on Tuesday I forgot everything and just wanted to cry and leave

I have this one last chance with the Grade 9 paper but I’m so scared I’ll mess it up again and fail if I don't get the marks I need I won't be able to go on...I'm gonna cry bruh I hate everyone I hate myself I hate maths!!! And improvement isn't an option for me at all,either I pass or I d*e and I'm fr...

Does anyone have the pdf of the Islamic book the one with the answers,not the other one if yes can you send the link please 👉🏻👈🏻

If yall gave the grade 10 maths exam( in middle east) today ,can any of yall pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee share the mcqs paper if you somehow have it, talking bout bio or comp students btw