u/Blaidd-My-Beloved

السلام عليكم، صبحكم الله بالخير،

لي كم شهر متخرج، اليوم اخذت مقابله ك تمهير ب شركه كويسه و الأمور زينه.

طبعا المقابله ضبطلي اياها ولد عمتي، هو سند لي من يوم ماتخرجت وكثر خيره ابد ماقصر معي، لكن الصدق اني مضغوط شويتين نفسيا.

اولا، انا شخص غير اجتماعي جدا، دائرتي صغيرة لكني قريب جدا معهم وشخصيتي ماتطلع الا معهم، وعموما ما احب ابادر بسبب بعض من السوابق. ف ولد عمتي كان يقولي دايم دق علي اذا خلصت من المقابله، اذا كلمك شخص، اذا كذا وكذا. واكلمه، لكن احيانا اكون فعلا مرهق شويتين و ودي أريح زي اليوم. دق علي وقالي هاه ليه مادقيت وكررها اكثر من مره وقالي انت تستحي ياخي لا تستحي ومن ذا الكلام.

وانا ادري انه يدور مصلحتي وانا جدا شاكر لتعبة لدرجه احيانا مادري ليه قاعد بشقى عشاني، لكنه حاط صوره اني استحي، ولما تكون فيه مقابله يعيد ويكرر ويقول لا تتوتر ومن ذا الكلام، حتى بعد المقابله عاد وقال انت تتوتر وانا المقابله اموري كانت كويسه لدرجه ان المقابل قال انت شكلك تقرا من جبت ههههههه غير كذا، بالمقابله قالي كيفك مع الكد والكرف قلت له ماعندي مشكله ومن ذا الكلام واخلص الشغل لكن اقدر وقتي الشخصي وماني من النوع اللي مستعد يداوم ١٠ ساعات، داري انه شي مفروض ماينقال لكن مدري، ماودي ارفع التوقعات ويكرفوني فوق طاقتي.

وبرضو عطاني رقم واحد، قال يعرف كم شركه كلمه، وانا كلمته وقالي خلنا نتقابل وقلت له تمام، المهم رديت له قلت هاه فاضي اليوم العصر ولا اجيك باللليل؟ قالي "ياهلا" ومارد مع اني دقيت عليه وكان حبيب لعله نسى، ف انا الصدق ماودي ابلشه وقلت خلاص بكرا اكلمه ونفس السالفه ولد عمتي قال ياخي لا تستحي وعادي.

عموما، مره ثانيه اكرر اني مره مقدر تعبه ولولا الله ثم معارفه ماكان وصلت لذي المقابلات ودايم اشكره، لكني فعلا مدري كيف اتعامل مع الموضوع كل يوم ابتلش.

So I played outerwilds a year or so sgo, ever since I've been amazed by space. Watching hundreds of youtube videos explaining different planets, understanding black holes, simulations of comsic evens, and even quantum physics! (I understood nothing.)

Point is, outerwilds gave me the thrill of outerspace, and now I'm wondering, if there are any games that gives you this feeling too? To embark onto different planets and just, experience it? (OTHER THAN NO MANS SKY)

السلام عليكم,
انا خريج وادور اماكن اقدر اقدم عليها, خريج علوم حاسب ولقيت كم قناه لكن مالقيت المسمى اللي ابيه "Pre-sales"
اللي يقدر يفيدني بقنوات او مواقع بكون شاكر له, غير لينكدن واعلانات الشركات لاني ماني متبع الحقيقه

I have been having lots of fun with tracer recently. I just get really mad when team always vote for payload/hybrid because it favours poke and spam heroes.
I noticed that I do very well on control and flashpoints because of the space I have, as opposed to let's say King's Row attack, is she still viable? How do you handle it when they have a sigma and 2 spammy heroes spamming at choke?

السلام عليكم، انا خريج علوم حاسب وجاني عرض من شركة كويسة، في المقابلة سألوا عن الراتب وقلت حول ال ٨، قالوا نعم بيكون بهذا الرينج. الان ارسلوا العرض وللمعلومية فرق ٢٥% من اللي تم مناقشته.

المسمى الوظيفي هو presales specialist. وانا في حيرة هل اقبل واخذ خبره، هل اقدر اناقش اصلا بحكم خبرتي ٠، هل ارفض وانتظر عرض اخر؟

اللي عندهم خبرة في هذا المجال "technical presales" وش رايكم؟ الحقيقه عاجبني المشاريع اللي شغالين عليها، لكن الوالد نصحني ب ان ارفض لكن معرف...

Greetings!
Luckily and unluckily, I will be starting my first ever job in one week. And for some reason, my flame of making a game has kindled at this bad time.
I have some experience with game dev, I just never committed because I never had a clear idea of what I am making. Recently, I had an idea for a game, it's very simple on paper. Taken inspiration by Fear & Hunger + A fictional book I read.

But I do not know how will I have the energy to do so, and I am wondering if someone has gone through the same thing, how was your journey and what gave you "will-power"?
I had an internship a few months ago, and I barely even went to the gym when it was one of my favourite activates, and now I wonder how can I fulfill my everlong dream when I already have many other hobbies at hand that take less energy to do.

CONTAINS SPOILERS

I cant remember such a game that made me *feel* how the playable characters feels. The Dungeons of Fear & Hunger punishes your curiosity, and it does not hold back. In my first run, I got stuck on a shithole, surrounded by shit, piss, blood, and cum. This has instilled a message of what is awaiting me in this dungeon. And it makes you play as if your very life is on the line, to play as safe as you allow yourself to be. Because in every corner, how seemingly safe it feels, death would embrace you the moment you turn you back against it. And for that I admire how the developer made the player bring his primal emotions just by playing this game, not anyone can do it so easily without it being so obvious how edgy it is trying to showcase itself. I think there is a fine line between art, and forced edginess, the developer has made a very good balance which left beauty in misery.

Additionally, in difficulty, there is a finer line between skill and pure RNG. The game IMO was not very enjoyable when you get fucked because you lost a coin flip. A safe spot you want to save your progress, you lose a 50/50 chance, and you'd have to slug through the suffering yet again. An enemy would cut your limbs for the rest of the game, because you lost a 50/50 chance with no chance to even cause an effect with, it's just luck. Which is why the game was more enjoyable when I cheated by giving myself infinite saves, sorry but oh well.

Nonetheless, I was attracted to the void that awaits me in the deep, and I delved deeper. A game with annoying mechanics could repel players if there is no redeeming factors, and for this game was the Dungeons itself, the player keeps asking himself why does he march on? Well, for me, is to see what awaits deeper, to know what broke those once a human, now a monster. What shaped those once the sane, now embracing insanity. And to know why the remaining sane linger still. Which we see five that are worth mentioning.

Cahara: Driven by money, your typical mercenary scum. One who would stab your back if it meant filling his pockets, and one would heal your wounds if it meant it will keep him safe for a while. I have played as him, so I am not sure how his dialogues go but from the little I have seen, he seems very fun XD

Enki: Driven by knowledge, one who is willing to sacrifice his very flesh if it meant it will bring him closer to enlightenment. If there is anything that would not give him the knowledge he came down for, he would turn his back against after spitting on it. And to trust one who would give up anything for his goals, is to trust the moon to keep you warm.

Darce: Driven by devotion, one who would dive heads first into the depths of hell to save her companion is something I admire, albeit sad knowing the outcome whether who she came to save is saved, or doomed.

Ragnvaldr: Driven by revenge, to wake up amidst pools of blood by the ones you were raised by and beside is enough to break anyone. A nice touch is his reaction to Darce's despair among finding Legarde's showered with his own blood, as not so long ago he was in her place. And to be content that he met his fate not necessarily by his own hands is what differs justice from revenge.

Legarde: Driven by power, arrogance concealed by duty, red veiled by gold. One who thinks he is deserving of power, would go through any means to obtain it. We have seen what he have done to Ragnvaldr's people to continue his path to ascension, what would he do to keep it? What if, another so called messiah who thinks by only him people will be unified, that the current rulers are dictators? The blood would spill yet again, people will despair because one thinks they have the moral high ground. And the cycle would never break, crushing those beneath it with no remorse.

It's one of those games that you appreciate more after finishing it, despite all the fear the Dungeons forces itself upon you. Still you carry onward, to meet the unmet and to protect them at all cost. To appreciate the art of this world. And to know how much can you endure. It still gives me the same curiosity as those who decided to delve deeper into the Dungeon. And it paid the moment I entered Mahabre.

I have never played dating sims but always enjoyed the dating sims aspects in some of the games I played. e.g. MiSide, Stardew Valley, Fear And Hunger Dungeon Nights (Yes, I am deadass).

So I want something that has romance as the core of the game, but also not a boring VN. Maybe a life-sim or something similar? A way I can explore and walk around the map and interact with people and places.
I don't mind NSFW, in fact I would love some NSFW suggestions. But the romance aspect should be central. (Steam)

السلام عليكم.

بروح مستشفى العسكري بالرياض (اسنان) لكن ما اطيق الزحمه، المفروض يفتح ٨، هل افضل وقت هو الصبح حول ٩، او بعد الظهر على ٢؟

Preferably without them getting killed...

I'm on my first run, I currently have the little girl, Moonless, and Ragnvald.
I found Darce and I feel like she would be important to the story considering her link to legarde, I still havent found him, I just left the passage of mahrbe or whatever it is called.
There I found that Ragnvald and Legarde and well, Ragnvald would kill legarde when he finds him I fear, so maybe I'd kick him out? But how can I do it? Or does he add more to the story than moonless?

So I'm a couple of hours into the game, mercenary.

Last thing is I've killed that torturer where the NPC was scared of him.

I had the little girl very early on, and now I care for her more than myself, I prioritise healing and food to her and I'm genuinely stressed LOL. I told her that I'll protect her and if she dies I don't think I'll forgive myself, so I have a few questions without much spoilers please.

- How can I heal her limbs? One arm is cut, and she has a ton of debuffs, like broken bones.

-If she dies, and I go back to my latest save, will she be there?

-What is the best way to keep her well and alive? And what should I keep an eye on if she a storyline and I want to get the best ending for her storyline? Or at least the least horrible ending...

The game seems very fun, I just hate the coin flip for saving.

Saudi here, can't help but fall in love with Cape Verde.

The passion you have with such a small place yet big dreams. Fully deserved, even started to hope you'll qualify rather than us.

Good luck! 💙

Hello, I am 21M. I workout, do cardio (walks/swims), generally have a good heart rate, and at a "healthy" weight.
But, for the last couple of months, I have been eating junk food every 2/3 days, and not in small quantities too, burgers and shawarmas, and I'd always feel like shit when I am bloated for the entire day because I over eat, I always tried to order less but I seem to be possessed when I am taking my order, finding myself already ordered enough food to keep me full for a winter.

I was in a cut phase, dropped til 68KG (177CM). I then started bulking when I thought I was in a good weight now. Also, a big reason why I started bulking is I found myself eating too much junk food, and if I am bulking, then the guilt would be less, since I already am trying to gain weight! How cheeky the brain is...

I am now 75KG, I still find myself having too much body fat, maybe 24%, I started cutting but I am not sure how to approach this addiction. I tried so many times to do meal preps. It just isn't for me, cooking generally is hell, I was meal prepping on and off for 4 years, I was never able to stick to it, realized I can not use my will power if I generally hate it so much, I also can not afford to subscribe to a meal prepping company.

If you had this problem, how did you handle it? I am worried with the rise of colon cancer too.

I've tried so hard to meet new friends, back when I was 17ish. I'm now 21 and realised I do not enjoy making new friendships, and prefer my already small circle. Which is fair and glad that I realised that.

Every week, I play soccer with one of my college friends, after the match we spend 30 minutes talking and catching up, I then see him go and talk to the 16 different guys who played, he'd tell me to come and say hi to them, but I hate it and always say no. Yet, I feel some envy?

My best friend would tell me about guys he met at the gym, and I'd feel some sort of "I wish I was like that" but I really don't, my favorite part of me working out is listening to music, sure I love small human interactions, but a few times when people would strike up a conversation with me, I'm always like ugh I want this to end. so I know for a fact I do not enjoy it.

I'm just not sure why I feel that way, if I really do not care about forming new relationships, why do I care?

So, I have 2 accounts. I started playing tank role Q after achieving master 1 in 6v6, I played mostly kiri/Mizu but thought winston was fun and decided to learn him.

I was placed high diamond, and managed to climb to master 3 with a winning streak, mostly as winston/orisa. And I did really good in those games, or so I believe.

Now, my main account which is plat. I genuinely struggle and I do not know what to do about it, I currently play solo so there is no communication with someone. It seems as if no one follows up with my engages, or someone would die before a fight even starts, or no one simply walks with the space I create.

Now, struggling in consecutive matches, I can't blame it on my teammates, why do theirs still win? So I'm wondering, how do I handle this? How do I "trust my teammates" less? I'm worried if I play as a plat player, my decision making skills would be engraved now. Especially that tank roles rely on teammates following up a lot.

Or maybe, me ranking to master 3 was luck, and I am where I should be at XD

It really baffles me, I'd try to convince myself- it tells no value of me as a person.

I workout, have a good body, ready to start my internship in a field I find interesting, I have good friends and hobbies. Generally, I'm happy with my life. But losing in ranked makes me feel like shit.

2 things I noticed that may be worth mentioning. I'm master on overwatch, back then when I used to be hardstuck plat it didn't bother me as much, or so I think. Now that I'm master I feel pressure and anxiety, if I get a loosing streak I'm like what if me ranking to master was just luck? And if I get a winning trend, nothing- this is what I expect.

The other shit, if I perform badly in DPS I don't mind, I know I'm shit at this role and I'm better at tank. Since I have no expectations I'm able to have fun and not care, now sometimes I'm even scared to queue and would stop after 1 loss. I even made a second account so now one would know my rank and maybe that stress would be gone, but nope. Managed to rank higher and now I'm so much scared to play in my main XD.

It feels like I'm protecting an identity - me being master. and if I manage to lose that, I'll be gutted so I want to detach myself from that ego.

Although I've been catching up and asking what has happened so far, but now I need the best questions that could yield hours of discussion!