Book recommendations about the subconscious for Ayahuasca users?

I don’t like to the term “use” but i didn’t know how to frame the title. I’m looking for book that explains the nature of the subconscious mind in the context of working with psychedelics.

I had a vision or entity showed up in my last trip which was low dose ( 2.1g mimosa tea) the vision itself wasn’t that scary but it was filled with envy emotion. The gaze was charged with hate towards me but i immediately responded with forgiveness to myself and to it so it doesn’t override me.

I need to understand my subconscious on a deeper level and i look for a book that helps me throughout.

I appreciate your insights🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 days ago

The cure to nihilism is gratitude🧡

I work with psychedelics primarily Ayahuasca and mushrooms. I learned from the states of consciousness they induce in me that it is up to me to create meaning, be in a grateful consciousness, or be in a victim consciousness.

And while you are in earth you need to know how to use your consciousness and the feelings you want to attract and experience. You don’t become what you want, you become what you are.

I have a gratitude journal on my bed with blue pen. Before I sleep i write at least one thing I’m grateful for that happened to me during the day.

It seems that there is no way out, and after physical death if you continue with this mentality you will create experiences that reaffirm how you see things.

Just take a pen and any paper near you and write the date and one thing you are grateful for. It’s time to start shifting your consciousness into a state of bless and gratitude. It’s beautiful🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 6 days ago

How can I work with Iboga solo

Greetings. I hope you all in great spirits🧡
I got last week magnesium and potassium powder to supplement my body and today i received iboga root powder from a reputable store in Netherlands.

I work solo with Ayahuasca about twice a month but I’m not sure what to expect from Iboga.

My intention is to work with low doses that i can handle solo— same way i work with Ayahuasca.

I want to have a trip-inducing dose then continue with the rest of the powder by micro dosing.

I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 8 days ago

What to expect from tryptophan?

I’m amazed by u/sabnock101 experience with consuming tryptophan and how it converts to tryptamine with the aid of B6 under the influence of Harmalas.

I would like to experiment with it at my own risk. There is a chance of serotonin syndrome maybe on higher doses of tryptophan.

I genuinely don’t know what to expect as I haven’t found enough clear information on how the experience should feel like. I’m guessing it might give a mushroom or ayahuasca body high without visions?

I’m planning to:
consume 3.5g rue powder
After 1 hour take 500mg tryptophan + B6

I’m not sure if this is the right B6 form/ dose that converts tryptophan to tryptamine. One capsule contains 62mg— i didn’t understand the chart in the picture.

I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 11 days ago
▲ 12 r/weed

I took half slice of space cake🐹

This time i took two of the four pieces on empty stomach with little olive oil. This is what i wrote during the experience🐹🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 24 days ago
▲ 68 r/weed

How much can i eat as a beginner?

I bought space cake in Netherlands but I don’t know how much will be enough to get me high.

I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 25 days ago

Besides hepatitis A+B and Mpox do I need another vaccine?

I’m not asking for medical advice. but I’m curious about your experience with vaccinations 💉

In Netherlands I explained to the doctor that beside me being gay I’m into dirty sex and drinking urine and semen and the doctor said there is nothing more i can catch from engaging in this kind of behavior other than side effects similar to food poisoning. Therefore i got only the three vaccines aforementioned + prep for HIV.

I appreciate your insights🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 29 days ago

I had my first vaccines at ones

Greetings gay men🧡 I’m a 30yo gay man I’m currently a refugee in the Netherlands and today i did my first STD test they took my blood urine saliva and i did cotton swap on my butt.

I was engaged in unprotected sex for long time including swallowing semen. I developed kinks related to urine and scat but mainly urine.

I did today three vaccines in one go, hepatitis A+ B and monkey box, 13hrs later i started to feel a bit as if I’m setting next to someone smoking weed. But i don’t feel sick just too relaxed and my vision is a bit blury but not noticeable. Is that normal in your experience?

I still have to do the shots again next month. Then after 5 months one more with the hepatitis A B.

I appreciate your insights🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 1 month ago
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What will happen if i put Yakult inside milk?

I was thinking why just keep it simple because both bottles are clean and pasteurized.

I will keep it for 24hrs and see how it goes🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 1 month ago

Shipibo shaman icaro/song 45min.

I’ve done Ayahuasca very low dose 2.5g rue powder , 1.2g mimosa tea. It didn’t work as I expected.

I think the best way for me is to make tea of both and drink separately of course. But boiling the rue make its aroma all over the house. But drinking rue is better for me because i only need to wait 20min to drink mimosa and the purge take longer which is good so the mimosa tale full effect ime.

I found this icaro suggested to me and it seems an authentic one by a well known shipibo shaman. I want to share it with you☀️🌸🧡
What do you think of the video? I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 1 month ago

Can these limonene pills work for reducing nausea?

I was wondering if this extract 250mg per gel work ok. The website only sells this instead of the liquid.

I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 1 month ago

Is this color normal for Bobinsana root bark tea?

I was a bit surprised after boiling for an hour and the root powder turn to dark red. It was only 2g.

Did I overcook it or is this how it should be?

I appreciate the help.

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

For how long I should boil Bobinsana root powder?

I read somewhere that is different from mimosa or rue and that i don’t need to add lemon or acidity to the water as that might affect the tea compounds.

I’m not sure for how long I boil it. I put 2g powder and currently boiling for 1hour.

I appreciate the help🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

I just received Bobinsana, what to expect from her?🧡

I’m grateful I received the shipment in Netherlands. i am thinking of boiling 2g root powder for 1 hour.

I genuinely don’t know what to expect but i am grateful for being led to her🧡

I appreciate your tips and insights🧡🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

I just received Bobinsana, what to expect from her?🧡

I’m grateful I received the shipment in Netherlands. i am thinking of boiling 2g root powder for 1 hour.

I genuinely don’t know what to expect but i am grateful for being led to her🧡

I appreciate your tips and insights🧡🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

Ayahuasca- Sometimes I get “owned” by the vision

I work with Ayahuasca solo (mimosa+rue) and my maximum dose was 3.5g mimosa, it’s very strong and very visual. Sometimes even on a lower dose like 1.5g i still get immersed in the visuals that at times i face scary things but i forget to open my eyes. It is as if Ayahuasca herself make me forget to open/break the vision.

How can tale lower doses and not get owned by the visions? I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

Ayahuasca- Sometimes I get “owned” by the vision

I work with Ayahuasca solo (mimosa+rue) and my maximum dose was 3.5g mimosa, it’s very strong and very visual. Sometimes even on a lower dose like 1.5g i still get immersed in the visuals that at times i face scary things but i forget to open my eyes. It is as if Ayahuasca herself make me forget to open/break the vision.

How can tale lower doses and not get owned by the visions? I appreciate your insights🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

In ingest mimosa powder for the first time

In the past i had great trips brewing the mimosa and rue. I decided to bypass brewing because it is a bit tiring— i had to brew single dose each time to ensure precise amount.

This time it was not successful, i took 3g rue powder and after 30min i took 1.4g mimosa powder. The trip was mainly from rue because i purged mimosa about 15-20min as i couldn’t keep it.

I know other people have great ayahuasca experience using capsules filled with the mimosa powder but i think i don’t have the “guts” for it🐹

I appreciate your insights🧡

u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago

How many g of Iboga can I ingest for mild trip?

I genuinely need help figuring out how to dose and consume it. It is iboga root bark powder.

I appreciate your insights🧡

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u/Educational_Race5810 — 2 months ago