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I would consider myself agnostic but some stuff in the bible kinda makes sense but i know hell is illogical what if god is apparently two steps ahead of us and we are just stupid and i do deserve hell and god somehow makes sense but i just don’t know i don’t want god to be real that means hell is real original sin is real LGBTQ stuff is a sin and he does not intervene when people need help but would cause a genocide what if im wrong and god needs to do evil stuff to full fill something what if i am right to do panic attacks about a fear of hell i constantly feel like i need to hide in a corner and cry because i am just ignorant or am rejecting god therefore for god to be just to put me to hell

First of all why is it when i type into google “what did the jews before jesus was alive believe Isaiah 53 was” then google told me it was about a messiah

Another thing is isaiah 53:10 it talks about god offer the servant and i know it’s Israeli but it says he offered the servant as a offering for sin how the hell could that make sense in a Jewish/atheistic standpoint

Especially about socialist countries like cuba china ussr Yugoslavia and Vietnam etc I’m saddened by how authoritarian they are yet i agree with Marx rosa Luxemburg and much of Trotsky and i think many of these countries exceed expectations and have made many achievements while they have made many mistakes how do i balance these two?

What’s y’all thoughts on this i think this is a basic human rights being given back to the people and more of Africa should stop being so conservative

Like i miss Guadeloupe i still have a candle of her i miss the icons sometimes and the beautiful statues and incense and i feel the rosary calms me down when i was a catholic like one time i was thinking of the virgin mary in my sleep and i felt great comfort why is that now non of this makes it true but im thinking of Mexican paganism to fill those gaps

So im confused on one thing i understand that creatures evolve by environment but how do those genes pass down for example the eye how can you go from a flesh that is sensitive to light to adapting to environment and that passes down another example hypothetical i live in a tribe in kenya but my tribe requires of me to run to chase for food so i developed better knees for running how can that pass down point being how does adaptation happen in natural selection from environment?

Im not a creationist just some stuff in evolution are hard to understand also look at the comments for that video can you please refute it

Let me get this clear i know Africa is huge i think it’s bigger than Asia so some parts will be poverty and some will be like any other western/east asian country but i see videos on my feed of “the real Africa they don’t show you” and it’s mostly clips of the city and i know that’s disingenuous so i want to know if life in Africa is as bad as western media portray it or is life similar to any western/east asian country

So i have a best friend in amman jordan near the west bank so this conflict is a bit personal to me and i am pro Palestine i heard by other main jewish subs that my takes are anti semitic i dont want to be im telling you my takes tell me if they are true or antisemitic i would like to be educated

I believe zionism started well meaning wanting a land for the Jewish people i think a bigger jewish russian oblast would be a great place for that and when the usa and uk set up isreal they pushed away Palestinians away slowly removing their rights i don’t believe any ethnostate should exist and isreal was made up to fulfill a bible prophecy by evangelical Christians now we have a war genocide ing palestinians my own country doing nothing to help but watch them die and i also despise hamas it’s a extremist terrorist organization that needs to be eliminated along with isreal i want a full Palestine from the jordan river to the Mediterranean but i also think jewish people should have full equality in Palestine as they did with the ottoman empire both brothers and sisters together and jewish people have equal positions of power but the land is still Palestine is this a anti semitic take? I hear by Jewish people it is

So i know Christian apologists are a terrible source as it is literally just bias but i hear the Christian view of isaiah 53 is reinforced in the dead sea scrolls because it says pierced in the original greek Septuagint but i hear it also is nearly the same as the massoraic Hebrew text that has “he was pierced for our transgressions” where i hear the dead sea scrolls say “he was pierced because of our transgressions” who is right? (Im a non religious agnostic please don’t take this as me spreading apologetics)

I hear by puerto ricans it’s a terrible idea because of bad infrastructure hurricane lightouts and crime etc what you think is this a bad idea?

This is a devils advocate so im posting here for atheists to help refute my devils advocate so i understand the people who wrote the bible knew about the old testament and took it to their advantage and used it and i think most prophecy’s have been proven false but when i google what does the dead sea scrolls say about isaiah 53 apparently it matches the Christian interpretation with piercing i dont want to be Christian again please refute this and i feel like im being disingenuous that im only looking at critical scholars and atheist YouTubers for this questions and because of that im sending myself to hell but also why does isaiah 53 talk about piercings and suffering for our transgressions in it what if this is some sort of double entendre it’s both Isreal and jesus despite jesus failing other prophecys

So i hear Africa is poor i know that is a oversimplification like botswanna is making huge progress and rwanda too (also my grandma was born in the congo) i been thinking what it would be like to move to Africa now i dont plan on doing this but i am interested in Africa especially Ethiopia it has the most unique culture but if i were to move it might be South Africa tanzania or nigeria but let me know if this hypothetical is a bad or whatnot but i feel like the constant africa is poor seems to be a racist republican demark