For context about 30 percent of brazil is evangelical and has had major influence in this years Brazilian election (the red is for the left wing party and blue is right)
From western media, it portrays it as a typical dictatorship and famines and starvation and what not, media such as call of duty, cold war and superman red sun definitely portray it this way
I try to check out liberal subs and destiny about the dsa and it seems like they are so afraid of it and think it is as bad as maga or something like seriously what is their problem i thought they would know better than fox news
Absolute slop coming out of that mouth
I can’t any more i give up deconstructing i don’t believe nor i think the Catholic rules are good but i just want to avoid hell maybe i should ruin my life for it cause i had enough i being depressed and being in a catholic relationship and forced to believe in stuff i don’t believe just to avoid a eternal chamber i can’t even understand out of the religions i think it has the best chance to be real but it still sucks like i keep losing arguments to catholics about hell free will prophecy and morality i fucking give up
And they say the left can’t meme
Im at vacation in san Diego I’m. Supposed to have fun but i hear arguments from the Christian side and the atheist side both sound convincing i constantly spend hours every day trying to understand theology and atheist YouTubers to reaffirm my disbelief to make sure nothing bad will happen when i die that when i die i won’t go to hell for being stupid enough trying every day hundreds of hours on theological and philosophical and scientific arguments i just hope it’s not to late and i die causing I’m too dumb I’m thinking if i die today then maybe god will give me more grace and more invincible ignorance or if i convert then kill myself maybe it will be worth it but i don’t want to hurt myself i enjoy life i want to go back to when i didn’t care about religion and that i was enjoying life i don’t want to die i kinda need help here
For example they don’t believe in hell demons angels a trinity and that the messiah will be divine or have a virgin birth and also the way they saw the messiah is so large in difference according to them the messiah is a literal human king who would rebuild the temple bring world peace make everyone a jew bring all the Jewish people back to Israel not a suffering despised servant and that many stuff that christianity believes are adapted from the pagan syncretism like greek mythology roman myths Egyptian and even Zoroastrian and that the reason why jesus is as it is because he didn’t fulfill any of the prophecy’s so they looked back and reinterpreted it and made everything (it’s not literal it’s spiritual) theology that’s why they say after jesus second coming he will come as a king and build a kingdom of god and now realizing it sounds ridiculous
It’s crazy to think what i based so much of my life upon is a reinterpretation of the old testament because jesus failed they reinterpreted everything
I would consider myself agnostic but some stuff in the bible kinda makes sense but i know hell is illogical what if god is apparently two steps ahead of us and we are just stupid and i do deserve hell and god somehow makes sense but i just don’t know i don’t want god to be real that means hell is real original sin is real LGBTQ stuff is a sin and he does not intervene when people need help but would cause a genocide what if im wrong and god needs to do evil stuff to full fill something what if i am right to do panic attacks about a fear of hell i constantly feel like i need to hide in a corner and cry because i am just ignorant or am rejecting god therefore for god to be just to put me to hell